harlo~~

harlo~~

soooo long din publish ani post le.. nth much happen recently.. my com still damn laggin.. duno wat virus again... cant go msn oso.. sianz.. haiz nlvl nxt wk.. i still haben studi.. reali don haf de mood to... haiz.. recently v easily irritated.. v bad tempered n impatient too... haiz duno y..




[don ever put hope on tings tat is imposible to work out]

*im dyin soon*

*im dyin soon*

nw in skool de com lab.. havin f&n lesson.. but din pay attentioon of cox.. haha.. tis mornin wake up head mre pain den throat is tearin sia.. damn xin ku... duno y i so weak.. almost everydae sick.. den nw no voice.. quite mani teachers nv come todae ba.. nlevel is next next wk worx.. jialat i haben even start studyin.. wan studi de budden jux too lazy.. yest haf maths prelim p1.. did badly.. so disappointed... thurs is chi prelim den fri maths prelim p2.. sianx..
tis few daes was tinkin so mani rubbish.. my bball skills r gettin worse nowadaes.. so long din play or train le lo.. haiz sian... y mux human grow old n die? i don wana grow up.. i donwan be adult.. hw nice if my family can stay foreva lidat cox we can play till so baichi but in de future all grow up n old le where will still play till lidat sia.. haix.. i donwan my mum to grow old... i mux die b4 my mum, sis n bro.. cox i cant live without them so if i die 1st b4 them wld be beta so i wont be sad tat dey leave mi.. since i so weak, tink i will die v fast.. haha.. i wan earn alot alot of money in de future to buy car n terrace for my family.. wahaha.. gt car jiu can travel ard wif them den mux buy big big hse... mux earn money so tat my mum wont haf to work.. can human don grow old? haha.. in de future my sis jiu will be marry den my bro oso grow up le.. den mi? i donwan be lao bung.. so mux turn str b4 im old.. hahaha! haix cant imagine hw wld be lk in de future.. if foreva lk nw jiu hao...

[imissher]

sunburnt..argh~

sunburnt..argh~

face n hand damn red n pain nw cox sunburnt.. went sentosa todae.. at 1st in de mornin shld mit qihui dey all at 9am budden mornin wake up den nt feelin well cox fever n headache den jiu tell qihui tat im nt gg le.. but ard 10plus lidat qihui msg mi sae she saw '9' at sentosa den wen mi wake up saw de msg jiu rush dwn str awae.. hahaha.. in de end reach dere at 12plus den onli saw '9' in de toilet gg bath.. tmd hai mi rush till lidat den onli can c her go off... haha.. haiz den on de wae rush dwn feelin so dizzy den feel lk vomitin.. haix but she wld nv noe tat becox of her mi den rush dwn de lo.. den jiu swim wif jac n sharon dey all till 5plus lidat lizhen, bao n their frenz den reach.. den play till 7plus den go marina bay eat cox shiqin bdae.. lizhen their frenz so funnie n cute.. haha.. den tat stupid shiqin still bite my hand den nw blue black liao... haha.. aniwae todae is my sis bdae too! throat damn pain nw.. sianx...

[haix tink i reali fall for her.. cox haf doze feelin tat i haf for '13' laz time.. but i donwan to let tis happen]

sunburnt..argh~

sunburnt..argh~

face n hand damn red n pain nw cox sunburnt.. went sentosa todae.. at 1st in de mornin shld mit qihui dey all at 9am budden mornin wake up den nt feelin well cox fever n headache den jiu tell qihui tat im nt gg le.. but ard 10plus lidat qihui msg mi sae she saw '9' at sentosa den wen mi wake up saw de msg jiu rush dwn str awae.. hahaha.. in de end reach dere at 12plus den onli saw '9' in de toilet gg bath.. tmd hai mi rush till lidat den onli can c her go off... haha.. haiz den on de wae rush dwn feelin so dizzy den feel lk vomitin.. haix but she wld nv noe tat becox of her mi den rush dwn de lo.. den jiu swim wif jac n sharon dey all till 5plus lidat lizhen, bao n their frenz den reach.. den play till 7plus den go marina bay eat cox shiqin bdae.. lizhen their frenz so funnie n cute.. haha.. den tat stupid shiqin still bite my hand den nw blue black liao... haha.. aniwae todae is my sis bdae too! throat damn pain nw.. sianx...

[haix tink i reali fall for her.. cox haf doze feelin tat i haf for '13' laz time.. but i donwan to let tis happen]

tink im gonna fall sick AGAIN

-tink im gonna fall sick AGAIN-

oh man feel so feverish nw.. tink gonna sick soon.. haha.. todae in skool de weather damn cold den rain so big den sit under de fan will die sia.. den after skool still walk in de rain... todae durin recess kena "abuse" by belinda n liqin.. de 2 neh neh kuku!! tmd dey grab my hand den both of them twist my wrist lo! den belinda twist damn hard n twist for v long lo! den damn pain until my hand inside bleed le den can c mani blood spot inside my hand.. den wen go back class my hand was damn red n hot n swollen lo.. even write oso gt diffculty sia.. until nw still v red n swollen.. de 2 si bian tai de their strength so damn strong! haha..
den after skool went to eat mac wif shuyi, xiaohui n rosie.. den eat finish receive msg frm '9'den she ask mi wan go studi or nt den mi jiu rush hm change den go dwn sengkang.. haha. din go trainin todae =P den reach compass point studi wif her n her frenz de xiaohei n de eh 4gt wat ting de.. rui ting? haha 4gt le.. ohya n other 2 of their frenz.. dere is all bung lo except '9' la.. but she oso look lk bung lo =P reach dere abt 4plus den studi till 8plus den mi jiu go hm 1st.. her frenz is so damn lame n funnie lo.. den cox i too paiseh den nv tok much.. haha.. i don tok to pple i nt close de ma. hahax.. hmmm n of cox din tok to her much oso la.. shy ma.. wahaha.. onli wen she tok to mi den i reply back.. hahax.. but is 1st time tok to her =]
ohya! de jay de songs 'jie kou' n 'ge qian' so niceee!! den de duno wat ting de kp singin tat song.. so funnie.. hahax.. hmm i lost my NKF de donation card.. sianz still haf to make police report..

din go skool again! =p

din go skool again! =p

overslpt again todae so nv go skool again.. hahax.. tink mi every wk oso absent at least absent 1 dae sia.. den mit qihui, laoshi n lizhen at yishun cox i wan eat long john! hahax! den after tat tk bus to hougang to watch womens open.. cg lost to aljunied by 3 pts i tink.. v tough match den all play till v violent.. haha. den after de match is tampines east vs kaixuan.. so happi to c meng dey all again.. so long nv c them le.. dey won! so nervous sia their match.. hahax.. but their players change alot den gt mani strange strange pple.. hahax.. i tink kim gettin prettier n cuter le.. haha.. den qihui sae huishan gettin prettier.. hahaha.. ohya! saw de new teacher in our skool de! she play for qun yan lo.. tat time she still sae she nt playin le.. she in skool look so gentle but play bball so rough.. hahaha. den she saw mi lk v suprise lidat.. ohya den saw zeteng todae.. den of cox lizhen v hapi.. haha.. she sooo shuai n chio lo.. reali look lk yunya..bth~ hahax..

hmmm she gt go watch match oso worx.. den she sittin at cg tat side.. den jinhui was askin mi to sit ova dere.. but of cox i didnt.. sit opp her.. haha..den qh n laoshi dey all ask mi mind my xing xiang cox she is jux opp.. hahax.. hmm tink she look nicer wen she don smile.. cox she v black den teeth v white den if laff v funnie.. hahaha. but after cg match end le jiu din c her le.. duno where she go.. den wen gg hm she msg mi =]

haiz skool reopen

-haiz skool reopen-

so sianz!! skool reopen tml.. haiz haf to studi again.. nlvl comin.. less than 1mth.. i still haben studi... =p duno wat to studi oso.. yest went out wif family.. eat at de thai rest. dere.. so nice!! den my sis n mum kp shoppin for their shoes n bags den mi n my bro bored until kp playin wif ourselves den both of us lk baichi lidat.. haha.. den wait till dey shop finish le den ask my mum go swensen eat ice cream cox dey let mi n my bro wait so long! wahaha.. but de ice cream sux!! den my sis was v suprise to c mi n my bro so close.. cox normally we play until halfwae jiu will quarrel.. hahaha.. den bought my sis a shoe for her bdae present.. tmd she choose so long.. zhao zi dao jiu don buy for her.. hahax..
tis mornin work at 8am.. tmd de earli sia! but v fun!! cox can cook breakfast.. but is damn confusin lo.. somemre onli mi alone in de kitchen.. todae de sales nt v de gd cox mi v free.. haha.. den work wif a malay gal which is de 1st dae i work wif her.. suprisingly tink among doze workers mi closest wif her de ba.. cox she damn qian bian! cox she kp kajiao-ing mi wen im cookin or cuttin.. den wen im cuttin de tomato she will at beside "cut ur hand! cut ur hand!" hahaha.. she 17 sia.. don look lk.. haha.. den my stupid manager kp tickle mi n pinch my fats! neh neh one.. hahaha... tml workin.. tmd will die sia.. still gt skool tml den haf to work.. all my manger fot...

[hmm i miz her, but din contact her.. hmm duno wat am i tinkin abt...]

*sunburnt*

*sunburnt*

im sunburnt AGAIN..din go sentosa oso can sunburnt lo.. haha.. went to ytcc play ball todae den de weather damn hot so sunburnt.. hahax... suppose to reach ytcc at 9am but accidentally wake up onli at 10am so reach ytcc at 11plus.. but lizhen 9 jiu reach le den she play wif herself for 2hrs.. hahaha.. abt 5mins lata wen i reach, bao n her frenz came.. i din play much todae oso cox weather hot den v sian leh.. v long nv play ball le.. shoot lk sai.. hahaha.. den de cecillia gt play wif us.. she so god damn funnie sia.. de wae she tok will laff till pengz.. cox she tok till v 'chu lu' de.. haha.. den todae abt 5plus jiu left ytcc den go hm cox v tired.. den lizhen dey all go to another court at yew tee to play den mi no mood play le jiu nv follow lo.. sobx my sis nv come hm tonite.. hw am i gg to slp alone?? hahaha.. scary leh.. tink shall go slp wif my bro.. hahaha

yest ask '13' to go dwn but she gt lesson till 12pm so i ask her go dwn after tat.. somehw lk forcin her.. hahax.. in de end she abt 3plus den go.. but she go dwn onli studi n watch us play.. den lizhen ask her y nv play den she sae cox someone ask her go dwn but nv sae mux play ma.. is referin to mi la.. haha.. i gt tok to her worx.. suprisin tat i dare.. haha.. she so damn baichi.. so long din c her le den she lk v laggin n stupid.. hahaha.. but she awhile lata jiu go off cox she gg grace hse..

hmm den todae wen at ytcc.. '9' msg mi n ask whether am i free to studi todae.. but too bad im playin ball den nv bring bks so nv go studi wif her.. laz few daes she sae next wk go studi wif her... haha so suprise tat she wld ask mi.. den i ask her wen she free den tell mi den go studi.. but i where gt so guai studi sia.. haha.. ohya she haf becum my "mum" nw.. cox she is v naggy.. hahax.. hmm den yest she online.. her 1st word is "hihi" den 2nd is "miss ur mummy?" haha hw am i gg to ans her sia.. den she quite sad ova some relationship tingy cox she somehw reject someone den she feels bad.. lidat no one dare to jio her sia cox she alwaz reject pple.. haha. den i oso duno hw to console her.. but after tat tink she quite ok le den she jiu sae "nvm i gt u can le.. den u wan mi?" it's vvv misleadin you mei you.. although in jokin manner.. den i oso ans back in jokin manner lo.. wat can i still ans sia.. hmmm i duno.. was chattin wif lizhen yest oso.. den was saein abt her zeteng tingy den she jiu sae abt '9'.. den i tell her i oso duno.. cox she is nt my type.. my type shld be '13' tat type.. haha..i oso duno.. but is de feelin lo.. haaa

[im v confuse, i cant sae tat i haf 4get abt u completely.. cox no matter wat, u r still v special to mi..]

hmm

hmm..

so tired.. tis few daes work budden v fun wor... haha.. so long din play ball.. v sianz neh.. but sun workin in de mornin den can cook breakfast so shuang!! hahaz.. haiz she din msg mi todae.. i din msg her too.. haiz duno wat im tinkin abt.. so confuse..
juz nw went to eat dinner den past by a shop gt de 'dang ni gu dan ni hui xiang qi shui' de song.. den remind mi of meng.. cox dey kp listenin to de song laz time.. tml duno gg out wif family or play ball leh.. sianz.. haiz duno wat to write le. bye!



am i wrong to sae tat to her..but it's true ma...reali duno hw my life wld be lk without her although we nt v close in reality.. haha. haiz i duno..

im sick AGAIN

im sick AGAIN

kaox im sick of my nose! wth lo sick AGAIN.. jux nw at bugis duno is too cold or some stupid dust pass by den make mi kp sneezin n nw...FLU!! damn man.. is dere aniting tat can stop mi frm havin flu?!! todae nlevel ss exam canot make it sia.. hahaz.. mit lizhen 1pm at bugis.. den we rot for mani hrs den abt 4plus laoshi n qihui den come..lizhen n i even go to de temple to bai bai sia.. hahaha.. rem laz yr de ghost festival meng gif mi a amulet cox she sae i alwaz do so mani bad tings so much haf amulet to protect mi.. hahaha..

we watch garfield todae!! SOOOO cute lo!! omg man i gonna buy de vcd to watch again wen it is out.. hahaha.. but kp sneezin inside de cinema.. wen de movie jux abt to start n gt show de baby fot of de garfield den i laff until scream lo cox is TOOO cute.. wahaaha.. den lizhen n qihui kp coverin my mouth cox if nt lata pple tot i watch horror movie.. hahaha.. de movie was so nice n cute lo!! laff till stomache.. haha.. onli i n laoshi kp laffin.. tat lizhen n qihui sae garfield nt cute onli his action cute.. hmph!! dey r jux jealous rite.. hahaha.. de garfield stomach so BIG lo.. so chubby.. wahahaha..

tml workin -__-" sianz so sick.. so tired.. so slp le. buai buai..

piggy: paiseh reply ur email tml.. cox nw currently nt much energy to laff.. haha..

i miss de old daes

i miss de old daes

haix duno y suddenly tink of de past.. i miss doze daes wen de 5 of us r together.. laoshi,qihui,guanhong,laymeng n mi... doze days were so fun.. miss doze daes tat almost everydae we wld stay at meng hse.. gamble at her hse.. play board games(haha) n visitin de 7-11 beside her hse every nite.. miss doze daes tat in de middle nite we will sneak out n went to buy ba teng n peanuts frm de 7-11.. n stole watermelons outside de fruit stall in de middle of de nite! wahaha.. tat nite was so memorable.. n doze days wakin up in de mornin n tk cab dwn to hke to play ball.. katong was such a nice place for us laz time.. haha.. n doze daes playin ball in kallang n went to geylang to eat beancurd n durians in de middle of de nite.. hahax.. were playin bball almost everydae durin de past.. but nw i onli play once in mani weeks.. miss doze days tat meng wld went to tampines to wait for mi to finish skool n guanhong wld come all de wae dwn to east side to mit mi.. miss de daes wen meng wld mit mi at nite n tk train to yew tee jux to pass smth to someone n mit gh n laoshi at cck mac.. haiz but tats all past... laz time we wld still travel ard at nite n hardly went hm everydae..haha.. doze daes were closer wif meng n gh as we gt lots of secrets hidin frm laoshi n qihui cox dey r mre guai.. haha.. haiz but doze daes tat de 5 of us together were so fun.. although im de youngest but meng seem to be younger than mi although she is de oldest..haha..

haiz pple r changin.. everything is diff frm de past.. we no longer contact... been a long period tat i haf nt seen them.. even laoshi n qh oso quite long nv c them le.. haiz de daes tat de 5 of us together wld nv happen again.. everyone haf their new frenz n busy wif their own tings.. hu wld still tink abt de past..

am i suppose to be happy??

am i suppose to be happy??

todae in skool rot.. nth much to do.. den go hm str after skool to change den mit lizhen at tampines ctrl.. den suddenly rain till so big.. den mit lizhen le go tampines mall buy tickets.. we watch cinderella story.. sobx nt garfield.. hahax.. but nvm cox no matter hw lizhen haf to pei mi watch garfield! hahax.. de show was at 7pm so we go ngee ann sec watch friendly match.. batok ite vs ngee ann sec. '9' playin ma.. hahaha. hmm den she tk no.13... tat remind mi of '13'... still rem '13' lk no.13 cox she sae de no. v special den lk nt much pple lk so she lk..but i tink quite alot of pple lk leh.. hahax..den so qiao phyllis n raven go watch de match too.. dey waitin for wawa cox dey oso watchin movie.. haha.. den after their match.. mi, lizhen, phyllis, raven, felicia n '9' went tampines mall to walk walk.. den in de bus felicia was lk noe i ahem '9' lo den mi n lizhen sit infront of them den felicia jiu sae "y u nv sit wif de white one huh?" cox im wearin white.. darn man den nw even phyllis noe abt it -__-" duno hw de hell dey noe it sia.. din tok to her.. i don dare.. don even dare to look at her.. im so shy.. wahahaha.. den in de end 6plus lidat she n felicia go back den mi n lizhen jiu go watch movie.. de movie was nice..funny..sweet.. hahax.. but thruout de whole movie lizhen kp mumbling beside mi saein de guy was v shuai.. kaox bth! hahaha.. even after de show she still kp saein.. reali v shuai meh?? okok nia ma.. hahax.. saw lots of pple todae i suppose..saw peijun but din reali noe izit her den msg her den she call mi.. cox she wif grp of guys ma.. den suprise to c her wif guys.. haha..

hmmm den my ex ljs manager msg mi n ask mi go back work cox dey temporary short of worker.. haha.. den my sis jiu ask mi go work for a few mths den after nlevel find new job jiu quit.. hahaha.. den i jiu sae ok.. mon start work lo..kaox -__-" budden oso miss laz time work days cox wen cookin v fun!! den ljs so nice to eat.. hahaha but will haf lots of pimples -__-" jux anihw help my manager work for a few mths jiu can quit le.. hahax.. den i tell my manager tat i onli wan work kitchen if nt jiu don work.. hahaha..but so paiseh lo work ljs.. hahaha.. next tues is ss de nlevel exam sia.. i haben studi at all =p

hmmm she is nt my type.. but y will i ahem her?? haha i oso duno.. my type shld be '13' tat type.. maybe izit jux a crush? hmm i duno.. but i miss her =]

ohya miss both piggy n ange too! =]

yawns

yawns

i cut my hair!! finally cut diff hairstyle at yishun.. but tink if i style myself will be de same as laz time.. hahaz. lizhen n bao oso cut diff style! lizhen one no fringe! so funnie but cool.. hahaz.. my sis sae mine nt nice.. hmmpf! ohya den tat stupid bao zhong se qing you.. went to mit -ahem- wen we suppose to go studi.. den i n lizhen go studi ourself.. so kelian.. hahax.. den saw yunhui n wei ching! alwaz saw both of them wen i go yishun. reali everytime lo.. hahax.. den studi until i nth to do le den look at lizhen studi n read xiaoxin comic.. hahaha.. darn cold inside de stupid mac lo.. haha.. den still gossip inside den still draw on paper.. den jiu draw her ZETENG name.. i draw de la.. purposely de ma.. hahaha.. den abt 6 jiu stop studyin cox i wan go hm watch de 'xiao hua xiao cao' at 8pm.. but at de mrt station cox mi n lizhen mux tk diff sides.. den she jiu ask mi tk wif her to jurong east den tk back to eunos.. wen i suppose to tk to city hall den tk to eunos.. hahaz.. but she is in jokin manner onli la.. but im a NICE person.. so i reali acc her till bukit batok den tk train hm.. den she pei mi till jurong east den she go back batok.. hahax. den reach eunos abt 7plus den went to eat dinner wif my family den go hm watch tv.. so sad de guy hu is shuai-er din win.. hahaz.. n tat guy is my skool de chio bu de bro.. haha...

hmm yest nite she send mi a fwd msg.. for de v 1st time de msg is sae she miss mi.. haha.. if it cld be true jiu hao horx.. haha.. in de mornin den saw de msg den send her one back den jiu din msg her todae animre..hmmm..

hmm den read jinhui blog.. haiz duno y feel v sad for her.. she seem so kelian.. although nt v close wif her budden reali sad for her.. but cant do aniting too.. hmm pple r reali changin.. even doze i noe earlier n v close laz time r nt de one i noe animre.. haiz..