argh!

sian leh... my sis thurs nite den come bac.. so uncomfortable wen she's nt ard.. tink i rely on her too much le.. wat ting oso find her.. hahas. donwan to slp alone! tink mux go slp wif bro liao... don lk to slp alone.. haha... LONELY~ IM SO LONELY~ hahas!

nw rushin f&n de coursework cox stupid hashimah todae den sae 5th may mux pass up... den im onli halfwae done!! jialat jialat.. jux chose 5 dishes to cook for my practical exam.. sian sia june holi mux go bac skool cook.. den i chose rice, meatballs wif sambal sauce, fried kai lan wif oyster sauce n wanton soup n a dessert but haben chose wat to do for dessert yet... hahas. actualli de dishes all ingredients is i lk to eat de lor... todae last min den decide to anihw chose.. haha...

todae in skool slp alot sia.. duno y jux kp fallin aslp. =p duno y everytime in skool wen no mood jiu siao siao kp jokin den rosie dey all will tot i gd mood wen it's nt.. den durin cme kp laffin n jokin den in de end kena scold by tat stupid tan.. yea tml pe~ can play badminton... hahas.

tml gt yuhua trainin.. hope wont be too tough.. hope can enjoy it ba. -hope so-

hais.

c0nfusE

v tired.. no mood studi at all... exams in 1 wk time.. im doom.....
all subs oso don understand.. seriously duno hw im gg to tk olvl tis yr sia.. olvl chi comin oso.. don intend to studi chi animre.. although gg to retake again cox last yr get both time b3 but stupid teacher jux nt hapi enuff.. so tis time animre do liao.. although waste money... seriously cant studi at hm sia.. cfm fall aslp.. hahas..
so tired~ sick n tired of everything.... cant make myself hapi... tinkin of de past...de daes tat i spent wif my skool teammates... although lost every matches in east zone... but doze daes were so fun... n nw.... we r jux strangers... y? i duno.
if u love mi earlier, will we be happily together nw? y things turn out tis wae... is all becox of mi..
im confuse.. cant make my mind tink properly... leavin feelins everywhere... i donwan to.. but wat can i do.. is my fot though..
seriously regret... im jux so fickle minded.....
mood so bad n impatient nowadaes.. easily get irritated.. but im nt lk tis last time.. things jux changed. everybody is changin.... de onli ting i can be cheer up is onli wen i can make my frenz laff.. at least i noe my stupid jokes still can make them laff... don lk to c pple sad or face black.. although i am lidat too.... but no choice........

sians.. my sis gg tw tml le.. n i haf to slp alone for 4daes... sian!! she beta buy tings for mi... hahas..

exams~

next wk jiu start paper 1 le.... n im still slackin n slpin all de wae~~ hahas.. yest went batok studi.. gt liz, sharon, joyce, fel, shiqin n stacey.. studi till quite late den go hm... den sae pris in mac.. woah~ so long din c her le... but onli saw her backview cox don dare to tok to her.. hahas.
todae in skool kinda sian too.. slp slp n slp... durin physics oso don understand wat de teacher tokin abt.. test onli gt 17/50... hahas im doom man.. after skool go opp de kopitiam eat den we go find c where gt sell fan.. cox we in class reali damn hot! de fan nt on top of us den everytimw sweat lk hell... so decided to buy fan ourselves.. hahas.. last few daes bought a penguin de small little fan but use onli 5secs jiu spoil le!! wth~ lousy! hahas..
lata gg bedok buy ingredients for tonite steamboat.. duno y suddenly my mum wana eat steamboat.. hahas... so sian sia.. nw rainin somemre... todae mood wasnt gd. kinda sad cox of some reason.. but no choice..
stupid liz jealous abt bao n kl.. hahas buden dey 2 reali kinda sweet la... so cute somemre 1 tall 1 short. hahaha.. oso nt tat liz gt nobodi wan.. is she ownself donwan nia... hahaha..
hmm june 13th to 15th gg msia for skool de fieldtrip.. scare clash wif youth cup sia.. cox youth cup 28th may den start.. den if reali clash duno still wan go msia or nt le leh... sians. my sis gg taiwan wif her stead next fri... n tat means.......i haf to slp alone!!! argh~
duno y recently my skool gt mre n mre moths flyin ard... class gt alot sia den alwaz xia si mi.. den nowadaes durin pe kp playin badminton.. so funnie...



R e G r E t T e D

pain pain pain

in my 5 yrs of skool...todae is de 1st time i studi until halfwae go hm sia. hahas..
todae after pe jiu 5 free periods den i slp for 4periods.. wake up go recess suddenly stomach jiu damn pain.. cox nv gastric pain b4 den i tot jux normal stomache.. after tat chem lesson mr lai tell us stories for 2periods.. hahas.. den pain till reali bth le den i noe is gastric pain.. no appetite to eat durin recess oso.. den call my sis n ask her come fetch mi hm.. todae go skool so free sia.. lk nv do aniting lidat.. den tk cab hm slp den wake up le pain again.. bth~
den durin pe play badminton wif shuyi.. den my class gals found 4 kittens in de pe room den we bring it to class den dey still buy milk for it.. my class seem to lk doze kittens alot.. den mani pple walk pass our class v suprise to heard alot of meow meow.. hahas... den so mani pple kp gg our class todae..
den din go trainin todae~ sian!! cox go cfm kena scold by my mum cox still pain.. den dinner my sis cook spag.. den mi n my bro doin wan ton.. so funny sia all de shapes... we wat shapes oso do den all look funny.. buden edible k.. hahas.
den tml skool no trainin oso.. lidat tis wk i can onli go 1 trainin sia... canot jian fei liao lidat.. hahas..
sooo bored~ sian!
exams comin....... im doom.. haben studi at all

zZzZz

soooo tired... hope lata trainin can be fun n nt too tough.. hahas.
yest after skool go eat den go hm.. den mit laosai sharon go jurong east studi.. im hardworkin isnt it? hahas.. den after tat mit wanhui go yuhua cc play ball.. in de end we onli play 2games cox 9pm go kopitiam dere watch de show. last episode n tat shuai ge liang yi die -sobs- hahas.. den duno is concentrate too much on watchin den i tk de cup den tilt abit den in de end de water pour out on mi.. duno wat im doin oso.. haaha. den onli play awhile den jiu go hm le... but quite fun yest.. hahas..
den yest in train saw a gal super look lk joyce sia.. hahas.. at 1st i still tot is her but tat gal taller n look mre mature.. hahas but v chio! chioer than joyce abit... hahas. den tink she noe i kp peekin at her den she oso look at mi den i paiseh don dare to look liao.. haha.
sian every wk oso kp doin de same tings.. so bored... exams comin~~ argh~~

hapi hapi~

actuali todae mood oso nt reali v hapi but duno wat to put so jux put hapi as title.. hahas. todae in skool kp slpin sia.. damn tired. recently slp in class halfwae jiu will suddenly jerk awhile or lk suddenly jump up lidat. hahaha.. damn funnie n paiseh sia... den xh n shuyi alwaz saw mi lidat den at dere laff.. oso duno y alwaz lidat sia... in class slp jiu lidat. hahas.. den yest weijie send us a bomb de game.. damn fun.. den in class we alwaz play den can use bluetooth to play multiplayer den durin lesson oso play together.. hahas..
den after skool went to popular to buy notebk wif shuyi. cox mid yr comin mux studi so buy a nice notebk den can write notes.. im guai isnt it? hahas.. den after tat mi jiu go mit wuman n simin go eat den walk ard in tm.. tat stupid joyce come tm shop wif her fren.. baichi sia frm jurong come till here.. den she sae i wear skool uni v strange @#!$@&*%$ hahaha.. nv die b4.. den after tat jiu go hm le.. den sharon laosai ask mi go yuhua play ball but nv go.. cox v late den reach hm den v tired.. nw jiu at hm online.. sians. wan studi buden watch finish tv jiu wan slp liao leh... haha. haf amaths test todae.. tink i will get 1/40 lor.. tml so mani tests sia.. gt emaths paper2!! gd gd.. hahas..

studi??

mid yr comin soon le.. i haben studi yet!! hahas. so mani things to studi.. duno hw to start... buden nowadaes v hardworkin leh.. nv fall aslp. tryin v hard to pay attention.. buden recently weather damn hot. haha..
yest trainin at batok. mit liz, qh, sharon laosai, wanhui n manlin go eat 1st.. yea den sharon laosai buy tutu~ but in de end i onli ate 2 -__-" haha.. den reach de court jiu lightnin lor.. den v scary. den mi n wanhui don dare to stand up cox we tallest dere liao...buden my hair taller n sharper so mre dangerous.. in de end reali rain. den went to shelter court den go bac 140 play 5on5... yest trainin nt reali fun.. nt much mood.. den stupid huijun tickle mi den i siam n sprain my waist. wth. hahas den cant run cox too pain... todae in skool oso walk until pain... bth sia.. old le. hahas..
den todae after skool went eat wif shuyi dey all... den after tat go back skool c them trainin.. cox waist v pain so din train wif them. den lata jiu rain.... after tat go popular wif them den jiu go hm le...
so slpy sia..
den yest run 2.4.. although still v sick buden still decided to run... yea im still 1st in gals in my class.. hahas. but timing nt v gd. last yr beta.. tis yr onli 12.31... lao le lao le... hahas. den todae get bac maths paper1 de test paper.. get 67/80.. to mi nt bad i tink. cox de paper mdm foo let 4e5 de pple help us mark. den duno hu mark my paper den at de bottom of de paper gt abit tear off den de person write 'tis tear is lydia make de. pls tell mdm foo abt it!' haha i c tis le almost laff till pengz... hahas. cfm is c is my paper den wan snatch to mark den jiu accidentally snatch till tear.. hahas.. jkjk. fri gt so mani tests sia.... emaths..physics and social studies... tml amaths.. sian ar amaths cfm get 0 again. hahaha
sian! waitin got weekend... buden oso sian.. hahas.

SICK!

reali sick of flu everydae sia.. especially in skool.. flu till will die.. yi xia zi cold yi xia zi hot... after skool still gt napfa test.wth. so sway todae... nt my dae todae.. earli in de mornin jiu argue wif hashimah cox i refuse to pronounce de word 'deodenum'.. mi jiu argue sae oso nt oral.. noe hw to spell can liao.. den mi jiu gl den she fed up sae she will tell mdm kam abt it.. wth... she tink i care? den durin chem lesson cox sick till bth le jiu slp awhile den mr neo walk pass den saw mi slpin den kena scold.. sway. tink i reali gonna kick out frm tkin olevel tis yr... den tis yr napfa sux! my pull up onli 2 times!! wth.. completely no energy to pull myself up.. maybe too fat liao. hahas.. den standin board jump oso machiam sai..! onli satisfied wif sit n reach n sit up.. maybe tml runnin 2.4.. sians.. after napfa jiu go mit wuman, chris n simin.. went to eat den walk here walk dere... my nose is sooo uncomfortable..
was jux tellin liz yest tat i found a goal for gg to skool.. cox liz everydae go skool de goal is oso to c her ahem. but todae den i noe abt smth... no mre goal for mi.. go skool oso sians.. stupid wuman didnt tell mi earlier! hahas. wen donwan c her jiu kp seein her. sway.
den yest went to watch batok ite vs de wat quanfong.. liz go dere jiu kp lookin at chio bu.. sae tis one tat one chio.. mi go dere is complain cox c mani bu shuang de pple.. haha den jiu purposely shout.. cant blame im jux gl... so qiao tat pf haf de same slipper as me! hahas.
de end for todae post. hope tml no mre flu for mi... -pray- tata. saded.

sick

todae trainin... nt v tough buden damn tired....play halfwae feel so sick sia.. tink gg to sick soon le.. den durin trainin de break... go shoot shoot ball.. den jiu duno y play wif sharon laosai den she jiu use de ball hit my tummy! n is REAL PAIN... den i jiu sae pain till my tummy gt a hole...which is belly button. hahaha! den after tat play 5on5.. diff team as sharon laosai.. den i tk de ball she jiu suddenly shout 'eh' den i tot wat happen jiu put dwn de ball den she jiu dribble all de wae n lay up. wth! i still gong gong duno wat happen... in de end is she bluff me! make mi look lk a baichi... haha.. den haf alot of mispass todae! de most stupid pass is i pass to joyce without seein hu is her.. wen she IS NT PLAYIN DEN SHE STAND INSIDE DE COURT! wth.... hahas.
hmm. actualli nth much... jux tat is sooo tiring todae... nw past 12am liao.. is cheryl bdae! hahas

so tired todae -yawns-

fri is alwaz de best.. earli finish skool.. hahas. but todae in skool is sooo tired lor. duno y kp fallin aslp.. den weather so hot n humid den make my mood v bad.. haha.. after skool suppose to go hm str n go clementi sports hal watch match buden liz last min gt cca cant acc mi go... den actualli gg dere wif felicia dey all buden v paiseh den jiu donwan go le.. den reach hm jiu slp.... n slp jiu slp till 6plus.. at 1st i tot 5plus onli sia den jiu kp slpin.. hahas.
den wake up den jiu go dwn yuhua cc... reach dere oready 8plus liao.. den cox wear slipper jiu nv play ball.. go dere c frenz play onli.. after tat go eat jiu go hm le... hahas.. sian tis wk yuhua zone2 onli gt one trainin.. buden tink tml de trainin will be v tough lor... hahas. buden lookin fwd to tml trainin.. haha.
ohya.. todae de maths paper1 test quite disappointed.. din do well i tink.. n tat paper is last yr de mid yr paper! i don even noe sia... sian hope tis yr de maths olevel can get beta.. last yr de math olevel do diasappointin... sians..
olevels...arghhhh

WOAH

woah cant believe tat pris msg me!! actuali she jux send mi a fwd msg la.. hahas. we sooo long nv contact n suprise tat she will still send mi tat.. hahas shld buy toto tml liao =p
ok i gt 3 daes detention until 6pm next wk... jux becox of nt gg to sports dae! actualli quite regret of nt gg sports dae cox is oready my last yr in skool... todae after skool mit wuman n cheryl go eat ljs. den rain...tot cld cancel trainin but eat finish jiu no mre rain.. hahas. haf to tk ova ms chong to train them todae.. actualli i reali duno wat to train them cox dey where will listen to mi wen we r fren fren.. haha.. but in de end train till 5plus jiu rain! haha.. den jiu go bac bball room dere rest.. smth funny happen.. found a tube in de room! hahaha den duno hu de lor den dey jiu kp insistin is mine den i laff till face red. cox IS NT MINE! haha.. wonderin hu wear de tube den drop out. haha! den in de end nobody admit tat is theirs.. hahaha.. wen we saw de tube is white n abit yellow den in de end we throw it here n dere.. draw on it.. become BLACK! hahaha.. den mi jiu climb up de table n hang tat tube on de fan den on it... so funny sia.. hang le den it fly n drop dwn... repeat tis procedure alot of times.. in de end jux hang it tightly n let is swing on de fan.. hahaha! ANIONE WANA C DE TUBE FLY CAN GO TO BBALL ROOM TO C... hahaha!
den jux nw after trainin reach hm.. ms chong msg mi n thank mi for helpin her to tk ova todae.. den she jiu complain alot to mi.. complain exam comin n she v stress cox haf to set papers.. complain tat our team no mre last time de spirit.. complain dey all climbin ova her head.. but she sae she miss de team.. cox our team r no longer de same as last time... although ms chong alwaz scold de team..but she reali love de team alot lor.. can c tat la.. n she is sad cox we nt as united as last time... can we be lk last time again?? jux do it as a favour for ms chong can??
actualli i don wana grad.. i miss de skool daes.. although i don miss studyin! will miss de daes wen slpin in class...playin wif frenz...bio-ing pple in skool (jux kiddin =p)....miss de trainin too.. but too bad.. im old.. time for mi to leave.. bleahs~

rain rain RAIN

nth much todae.. onli noe tat todae RAIN A LOT! hahas.. earli in de mornin jiu rain till we 250 finish skool le still rainin... hahas. such a gd weather for slpin.. kinda hardworkin todae =p
durin f&n lesson in com lab i do my coursework lor.. surprisingly i din fall aslp =] den after tat durin maths i oso v hardworkin de do hmwk lor. hahas.. den receive msg frm pf n ahem.. pf send a chi fwd msg to mi... i duno hw to reply again n so reply her bac a fwd msg.. suppose to 4get abt ahem n don intend to msg her animre.. den she msg mi n ask mi don slp in class -__-"
den durin recess...i finally noe hu is marissa! saw a gal walk pass mi den c de name tag den ohh.. hahas. heard her name long ago but din noe hu izit.. cant blame.. i go skool slp n eat onli so actualli 3/4 of de skool pple i oso duno hu. haha.. den after recess jiu start to get tired n eventually fall aslp.. durin 2nd recess oso stay in class slp.. hahas. after skool acc shuyi go spotlight buy tings den go hm.. reach hm jiu watch tv..eat..watch tv..eat.. im gettin fatter =p
den todae go skool jiu gt joke alot wif dey all den rosie jiu sae my mood todae v gd which is nt. duno y wen i gd mood jiu don feel lk jokin.. bad mood jiu try to joke alot.. so dey alwaz tot im in gd mood wen i joke.. hahas. buden in mornin in mac damn funnie. i sae 'knee' to shuyi den she tink dirty abt de "ni" den mi jiu wana spell 'k-n-e-e' to her den duno y i pronounce n spell it as 'n-e-ni-ni'. hahaha damn baichi.. duno hw i did it man. jux come out frm my mouth lidat.. bth..
ohya.. saw miss ho after skool todae.. den she ask mi is our skool team breakin up cox she sae miss chong is sad over it.. den i jux sae duno.. wat can i still sae.. buden i noe hw miss chong feel.. tat time heard tat mani of them nt gg trainin den mi jiu worried n afraid tat miss chong will sad or angry.. aniwae y i call her miss chong?! hmm ya shld be phoenix. haha..
tml havin yuhua trainin.. tired. after skool still gt bball meetin. guess wat phoenix will sae tml?? hu noes..

house of fury

yest trainin go tired sia.. weite mood nt gd i tink.. still ask us run 4 zhe.. tmd i hate 4 zhe de most de sia.. run lk hell... haha. den jiu do doze normal trainin de tings.. den jiu play 5 on 5.. mi same team as laosai sharon.. den gt one ball she intercept den i jux wana cheer for her den shout "laosai!" den she jiu laff till fall... in de end de ball went out.. haha stupid sia.. hw i noe she heard tat will laff till fall sia.. make mi laff till pengz oso.. hahas. play 2game.. we lost de 1st game but win bac de 2nd game.. haha. actualli i tink our team oso nt tat lousy la. compare to doze v strong teams we of cox lousy la buden tink we still okok la.. haha. den while in de train gg hm.. pf msg mi.. of cox read tat msg will feel sad but still duno wat can i do.. hais. den yest reach hm le my mum sae wan eat den jiu go dwnstairs pei her eat. in de end reach hm ard 12plus gg 1am.. den jiu online den chat wif tat laosai sharon. so funnie sia we kp complainin till v high. hahas bth...
den todae 12plus wake up.. my sis call mi n ask mi go her work place dere find her to acc her eat den mi jiu bring my bro wif mi go town find my sis.. eat ljs.. haha. after tat jiu went jp de lib studi wif liz.. xiao jac, joyce n fel came lata.. den after tat mit de rest of de pple go watch house of fury... nt bad sia de show.. gt chio bu n shuai ge somemre.. hahas.. watch finish le jiu went hm.. so sians tml still gt skool... I HATE SKOOL.. mid yr exams comin.. no mood to studi at all.. nth can make mi interested in gg skool n studi.. sian. onli liz lk to go skool alot cox can c ahem ahem. haha..

[decided to gif up on u. don wana get hurt.]

april fool cum my bro n eunice bdae

my bro n eunice bdae shld be 1st april but nw past 12am le so is 2nd april le la.. haa.. damn fed up over de msn. duno y cant sign in.. nw gif up liao donwan to try animre den flu again -_-" flu make mi mre pek chek cox too uncomfortable.. todae go skool so sians.. kp fallin aslp n play bingo wif xiaohui durin lesson in order to prevent mi frm slpin. haa.. den durin social studies 4get to bring textbk jiu haf to stand up. wth sia sec5 liao still mux go tis kind of ting.. den while standin up nth to do den mi jiu at dere kay siao do warm up. damn funnie sia.. purposely turn here turn dere den use my hand to knock at xiaohui head cox she is sittin dwn.. haha after tat teacher nv c mi den mi jiu secretly sit dwn.. haa.. after skool jiu went hm str cox my cousins comin my hse to celebrate my bro bdae.. nth much todae.. mood nt reali gd too.. tml sports dae. sian sia still mux wake up earli.. evenin still gt trainin.. my both knees still swollen n blue black till v big lor.. simin still ask mi run for bball tml.. hw to run sia so pain..
hais hw can i make pple ard mi hapi.. i don wish to c pple ard mi wif black face. although im nt reali hapi too but don wish to c them unhapi... dere is nth i cld do. no matter wat i do still cant please pple..


[will u forgive mi?]