we cant deny tat everybody changed.
cant expect everything to be de same.
it's sad to accept de fact.
but seriously i jus cant stand pple skippin trg without informin anyone,
or jus simply fake a reason or sayin will turn up but end up din even c a SHIT.
wats de point of sayin wen u cant do wat u sae?
if u've no mre heart in de team,
by all means wipe ur fking ass n get out of tis team.
u wont noe hw angry we can get wen u c weite tryin to be nice to everyone but pple tk him for granted.
everyone can c hw disappointed he is.
maybe wat he coach may nt be de best but hw he treat his players,
i guess everyone haf ur own eyes to c.
if ur tat kind of player hu wan to be famous or jus wanted to be star player of de team,
sorry our team don nid u.

seriously i cant sense anymore friendship in tis team,
except for some cos nw everyone haf their own cliques.
other than havin trg once a wk,
everyone carry on wif their own life.
doze wif gfs will still stick lk f wif their gfs,
others hangout wif their own frens.
maybe last time we're still young,
we play tog almost everyday n tok abt everything under de sun.
but wtf can we tok abt nw?
except laughin at each other fking jokes.
do we still haf a common topic to tok abt?

even if we mit up for one pathetic outing in 897263594yrs,
halfway some mit gfs,
some kp smsing or tokin on fone.
sometimes even felt awkward while tokin cos we've nth in common anymore.
i noe last time all of us work so hard for youth cup,
but does tat means youth cup is 6mths awae frm nw n u guys can don train?
wen dere's comp comin,
every fking ass will turn up to show their fking face jus to get in de team.
after comp?
all gif stupid excuses to skip trg.
nw we're nt sendin for womens open n so means no nid to come trg rite??
seriously i reali cant stand pple to train jus for de sake of playin for comp.
maybe i don understand y but i jus hate de fact.
i duno y u guys cant come trg jus for de sake of frens.
maybe we're nt even frens to u guys.
i can c so.
althou weite tryin to solve tis prob,
but seriously i noe dere's no way.
u cant change someone life or mindset.
i don tink we nid to force someone to stay if dey don haf de heart to.
i admit i've been irregular nowadaes too but i cant play for youth cup oready wat.
n im gg trg jus for de sake of frens.
but nw?
i don tink i nid to do tat anymore.
seriously dere's no true friendship in tis team.
wen onli ur in need, den will come find u.

maybe as u grow older,
u'll realised tat bball is nt tat impt anymore n started to get sick of it.
i can understand cos i feel tat too.
but is a simple sms to weite or manlin tat difficult to u guys???
is 5cents too expensive for u?!!!
even if u cant make it for trg or u don intend to stay in tis team anymore,
ur even too lazy to inform anyone?
i don care if u intend to switch to other teams or wat,
tats ur own choice.
cos i fking dislike pple hu r materialistic.
watever fking reason u sae for changin to another team,
sorry i will jus treat it as ur farting.
i don gif a damn.

ya im nt de captain of de team or wat shit.
im sayin so much is becos im reali fking hate de attitudes of u guys!
weite gain nth for coaching us.
if u guys play in tis team jus for comp or for de sake of playin in youth cup or gettin jersey,
pls go other teams.
carry on wif ur own life.
mixing ard wif small kids. (i mean SMALL KIDS)
forget abt comin to trg anymore.
our team haf disappoint him enuff.
don alwaz treat it as u duno dere's trg.
if dere's no trg,
weite or manlin will inform u.
don act blur.


enuff of all these.
i nid to vent my anger out.
whoever unhappy abt wat i said,
tats ur prob.
u guys shld noe hu im referin to.
im nt tryin to tok sense into ur mind.
cos even if dey come trg onli after we sae them,
den wats de point?
dey don haf de heart to train anymore den wats de point of comin for first few wks to show face?
n after tat stop comin again?

amelia im nt referin to u.
liz n lac, althou above is nt referin to u 2, but u 2 shld noe tat u all aint comin trg too. if don haf de heart in tis team too, pls leave properly by INFORMING weite or manlin.
actualli tis post is mainly onli referin to 2pple.
cos im damn fking disappointed upon hearin smth.
one is i don care at all,
another one is treated as fren so much but nw,
disappointed enuff.
others hu wan come trg or nt,
let it be k.


yest durin work sharon still sae trg shld haf mani pple.
COS U GUYS TOLD HER UR WILL BE COMIN DWN.
but wtf did we c wen we reach dere?
fking pathetic 6pple.


nw i noe y my teacher sae my whole life will be lian lei by frens wen she help mi suan ming.
i trust frens too easily.
f.

im finally bac hm!!

okay shall post a LONG post todae.


24/12 xmas eve
went ahbun hse wif liz, manlin, haixin, ade, jinhui, becca n becca's gf.
but liz onli went for steamboat jiu left oready -.-
was so damn full la n we waste alot of food.
kinda funny sia de wae dey tok n their actions. bth~
we finally played RISK!
haha cos 8 of us den we pair up n conflicts arise.
hahahahaha!
actualli u noe u noe..
jus some misunderstandin for someone.
haha den ahbun kp sayin 'jus a game jus a game' buden wen someone killed her troops,
she will at dere 'TMD TMD'
haha bth.
played halfway 12am but we cont playin jus 'yeah merry xmas' DONE.
hahaha wat a wae of countdown.
last survivor is jinhui's team den ahbun, haixin n becca started tokin abt politics -.-
dey discuss until v serious somemre. bth~
after game dey decided to play mahjong n ahbun fall aslp first as usual.
mi n manlin watched them play till we fall aslp oso.


25/12 xmas dae
ard noon left ahbun hse n bac hm.
slp for a few hrs jiu went bedok to mit wuman.
blur her ALWAZ forgot tis forgot tat.
hai us walk wrong way n took wrong bus -.-
haha reached east coast waited for de rest n started bbq-ing.
v shuang cos mi n wuman jus sit dwn dere,
dey bbq oready simin n huibin jus delivered food to us. haha!
as it rain after tat jiu kinda sian liao lo nth much we can do.
gt mi, wuman, georg, chris, simin, huibin, shujun, cheryl, sheena.
did i miss out someone? haha
ard 2am lidat den left east coast n went bac hm.
faster packed my bag den faster slp cos reali bth liao.


26/12 SP bball camp
okay cat is NT involved.
hahaha she gonna kill mi.

FIRST DAY
supposingly all of us haf to mit at 9am in fc5.
but ALL OF US r late!
haha as usual la somemre all anything anything one.
our rm is at business blk which means we haf to climb all de wae UP to er mei san!!
somemre is at 6th floor n de lift onli up to 4th floor but we alwaz jus climbed up 6 storey.
somemre slp at de classroom tat my MOB lesson is at.
cos last time kaingee dey all said abt de toilet cubicle -.-
den de guy's rm beside us.
whole business blk onli we all camping dere la.
aniwae put our bag den nth to do jiu play musical chair!
i knew tat i stand in de middle of ade n liz sure die cos dey sure squeeze mi out.
n im reali de first to kena squeeze out.
i knew it!! haha.
went fc4 for breakfast n started trg.
as it rain WHOLE DAY,
we onli able to use half of de indoor court cos another rim spoil i guess.
if dey haben faster replace,
IVP gonna use lousy rim oready.
somemre de ceiling drip water one!!
SP is old..............
trained till evenin climbed up de hill n 6storey again to get our stuffs n roll dwn de 6storey n hill to go swimmin pool dere bathe.
bathe till v shuang cos warm water den all bathe till v slow. haha
after tat climb up de hill n 6storey to put our stuffs -.-
went IMM for our dinner n shop for titbits at GIANT.
poor peiwen wasted $25 for slping bag. haha!
after tat went bac to skool n up de hill n 6storey to play UNO n murderer!
becca n jinhui joined us for awhile.
de most scary part is wen we climbed till 3th floor,
suddenly all de lights went off n whole corridor n stairs is damn dark! wth.
but outside lights off at 10.30pm la.
wen becca wan go dwn get her car,
initially onli haixin n ahbun acc her dwn but end up dey suggest nightwalk den all of us follow dwn.
i vvvv regretted to follow dwn.
becca n haixin still wan walk de whole long corridor wen it's damn damn damn dark!!!
mi n ahbun scare till kp pulling each other shirt.
dey wanted to walk pass de red bridge somemre but mi n ahbun diedie oso donwan.
haha reali too scary oready pls.
after tat went bac to our rm n all placed our slpin bag ready to slp.
but too earli all cant fall aslp EXCEPT ahbun.
so mi, ade, manlin n haixin went ard stacking on pple hu is lying dwn. hahaha
play till tired oready ly in our slpin bag n started countin sheep.
ade started yi zhi mian yang (1 sheep)
den i liang zhi liang zhi miam miam, (2 sheeps)
san zhi san zhi san zhi miam miam miam, (3 sheeps)
si zhi si zhi si zhi si zhi miam miam miam miam, (4 sheeps)
.........................dere u go till 10 sheeps.
hahaha cos count too fast frm mian yang to miam.
den we jus short cut miam miam miam.
count till v tired one lor.
first nite count till 10sheeps n v tired oready.
BUT!!! cos peiye meetin her fren for supper outside so mi, manlin, ade, haixin n peiwen tag along.
dere we go squattin at de bac of de pickup n holdin our SP jacket cos still rainin.
look lk some illegal workers lidat la damn funny.
went till pasir panjang for supper n went bac.
hahaha n we met a agreement of nt stackin on each other wen we went bac to de rm,
if nt all our food sure blarrrrr out. haha.

SECOND DAY
earli in de mornin 9plus woke up.
at first haixin still said if mornin rain den we can slp till 12noon.
end up nv rain la den everyone woke up askin 'gt rain nt?'
haha went for our breakfast n started trg.
second day is de worst man cos 11plus trained till evening.
although halfwae gt break n some of us play badminton n table tennis.
cos guys team trg in indoor court den we outside court train halfway rain again den no choice go inside indoor court.
tink i itchy mouth suggested to run at 2nd storey of de court dere.
so all of us ran but quite satisfied.
cos everyone were v supportive n kp encouragin each other to jiayou all tat.
wen we finally finished everything,
everyone were lk WELL DONE WELL DONE den kp shakin each other hand.
mi n ahbun was lk 'we can win nyp oready'
hahaha jus becos we ran finished.
tis day reali v tired cos in total each of us mus shoot in 400++ balls.
shoot in lor nt shoot onli.
end up our right hand all break liao.
climb up de hill n 6storey again to get stuffs n go dwn to bath n go up again n went clementi for dinner. haha
all of us supposed to slp earli cos 3rd day mus wake up v earli n all of us oready too tired liao.
buden went bac rm onli 9plus den still v awake lidat EXCEPT ahbun.
haha althou all of us tryin to ly in our slpin bag buden still canot slp.
cos jialing onli came on 2nd dae den she nv bring slpin bag.
end up peiwen n liz open their slpin bag to share wif her. haha
debbie n peiye went out to find frens n tok on fone all tat,
jialing peiwen ade went to play cards wif guys,
liz playin jialing's fone,
manlin tokin on fone,
ahbun n si hui slpin soundly in their slpin bag,
mi n haixin tryin v hard to slp but canot.
buden finally i fall aslp den manlin moved de chairs all tat till v loud till wake mi up.
so i awake again den bth nid to go toilet.
after tat awake liao went to another rm to play cards wid them.
buden after tat dey wan play heart attack i donwan cos will make mi mre awake so went bac slp.
buden haixin, manlin n ade started playin till v loud n disturbin mi wif lights.
but i still managed to slp. haha
i admit i gt snore but i v sure still gt another one snore lor!! haha
halfway wen we slp de aircon reali damn damn cold n all of us squeezin our whole body in our slpin bag,
but nobody wan to get up to change de temperature or wat.
till debbie bth wake up to change but tat time oready 5plus in de mornin.
den i heard haixin said 'lets enjoyed our last 2hrs of slp'

THIRD DAY
haha 7plus jiu woke up den all lk crawling to brushed teeth all tat.
den liz sae my eyes gettin mre n mre swollen each dae.
NT ENUFF SLP~~!!!
started trg in indoor court till 12 lidat.
went bac hm to get all our stuffs dwn n jump into de pool to swim.
but awhile onli jiu bathe n eat.
cos we vvv tired oready den all of us don feel lk gg vjc for friendly match.
so wen we walked halfway n saw drizzling,
mi n ahbun was lk YEAH RAIN RAIN RAIN!!!!
hahaha den kp askin haixin to look at her hp cos if coach call means cancel match,
end up reali cancelled den all v happy lk hell.
so all wan went hm slp somemre bag heavy lk gold lidat.
buden tink liz, jialing n peiwen duno go where.
mi took train till fall aslp till tampines lor wth -.-
reali v tired lor de whole camp.
nt enuff slp somemre we shoot too much.
still go gym train all tat till whole body aching.
b4 slp all apply yoko yoko.
woke up le still apply yoko yoko.
tink we can use it to bath oready. haha
but tink we quite sway lo cos both days we forgot abt balls n we haf to climb up to get de balls again.

ohya nearly forgot!
2nd day wen we go up to our rm,
suddenly dere's a balloon inside our room!!
wth!!!
door r locked n althou window open buden open small den de balloon oso cant possibly fly up to 6th floor ma.
somemre in skool lei.
wah damn scary buden all treat it as nth.
nv throw it awae den ade still kp playin wif it -.-

in total we duno climb de hill n 6storey hw many times lor.
every steps up is toture!!

okay tis post too long. enuff liao.
cat: ur lucky man we didnt tk any foto cos too tired den all of us kp forgettin. hahaha


im gonna slp whole day tml!!!

fine so nw everything became my fot.
whatever shit.
ya right i forced it tis way.
u alwaz sae if wat i tink but u can nv understand.
u jus assume everything can be so simple n assume ur alwaz right.
YAYA WHATEVER K.
both of us r no longer de same as de past anymore.
cont drinkin,
cont mixing wif ur GRP OF FRENS.
i will nv nv sae anything anymore.
i swear.

try pissing mi off again.

i swear i fuckin hate my bastard bro wen he's stubborn!!
fucker all he noe is to play com WHOLE DAE.
ask him do smth or wateva shit is lk askin him to eat shit,
den he will kp grumbling or swearin some fucking shit.
bloody hell.
since next few daes i wont be at hm,
i will jus tk awae de mouse.
lets c wat can he do wif tis fuckin com.
CBB!
he even throw my piyopiyo water bottle jus nw.
KNN!
alwaz wan push blame to mi n sae is becos i lidat den he follow mi.
WTF?!!
hw old is he oready???
knn all he noe is to play com n play com.
CBB play till heck care everything.
i seriously hope someone can beat him up till he realise he is such a fucker!!!!



aniwae lets nt tok abt tat fucker.
knn spoil my nite.

went to work todae.
seriously tink i reali gt potential of gettin stroke sia.
cos last time read a article den if young pple will blackout frequently means gt minor stroke or wat.
n tis is nt de first time i blackout lo.
kinda used to it oready n de symptons of gg to blackout.
tmd grow till so tall yet body so weak.
while in train started headache den sense tat smth is nt right again.
halfway at dhoby ghaut dere started perspiring cold sweat,
den noe cfm will blackout liao.
while standin in de train barely can c anything la.
so faster alight n sit dwn first if nt sure faint inside de train.
aniwae use to it oready.

but luckily todae sharon workin oso.
if nt sure sian lk hell.
funny lo she alwaz lk to complain abt another promoter dere den her reaction damn funny.
ohya tat time she bendin dwn n tk some figurines frm de drawer to stock up.
first she took out one n put it behind her den bend dwn again to took another.
den she din noe im behind her so i faster tk awae tat one tat she took out.
after she took out everything frm de drawer,
she realised one was missing den she gif tat i-gt-tk-out-wat look.
den i was laffin lk hell wen she open de drawer n tk out one again.
so i faster put bac wen she turned den she turned bac jiu gif tat @(#&%@#& look.
den i kp laffin n laffin n gey siao sae is de customer tk awae one.
bth bth~
at least nt so sian wen workin wif her if nt sure fall aslp one.

ahhh duno tml wan go work nt..
cos evenin meetin manlin n liz den go ahbun hse..

arghh haben do my brand design assignment.
NO TIME NO TIME!!
can someone pls tell mi wat's newurbanmale's mission n vision???
wth dey didnt put it in their web wat........
die laaaaaaa.

rain rain rain

may i noe wats ur definition of love?

r u sure dere's still love?

i doubt so.

duno y suddenly went bac to read my previous posts wen we jus gt tog.

so funny.

was still a small kid.

maybe tats onli de honeymoon period.

i hate it!!
totally turned mi off!
everytime jus tryin to tok nicely,
everytime wen i was tryin to be nice n wen i tot dere's still hope,
ur response reali turned mi off.
i admit de wae u replied reali made my heart sank for a few secs.
after tat, i knew tat it can nv be mine.....again.
seriously maybe we're nt fated at all.
wat is mine will still be mine,
but ur not.
seriously reali every single time im lookin fwd to tok to u again or wat,
ur response alwaz disappoint mi.
i will nv do tat again.


okay im so f up by my brand design assignment nw.
duno wat to do wif it.
f off!!!
still haf IDEA proj to rush.
puiiiii~!

okay so long didnt post.
lazy to post out everything lei.
but tis whole wk work n work n work.
whole town was so crowded wif pple shoppin for xmas pressie.
sucks!! make mi so busy. haha

still duno wat to buy for gift exchange laaaa.
hate to buy pressie man.
everytime duno wat to choose.
yest mit my sis at town den i saw a nice gal polo tee!!
reali v nice lor duno y i lk it so much.
but of cos i cant wear laaaa.
kp askin my sis to buy but she sae donwan n sae "u wan mi to look lk u meh"
haha cos de polo tee abit my pattern lidat but is gal one la.
after tat force her to try it on den she tink nice oso.
kns long ago tell her nice but she don believe.
but end up she didnt buy cos she tink don worth de price.
booooooooooooo!
tot of buyin for gift exchange for wuman dey all but dey don suit tat kind of polo tee lei.
ahhhhhhhh!
i wan buy i wan buy!!!
hahaha.

todae is our option deadline.
i had decided n put RETAIL, MARKETING, SUPPLY CHAIN, HUMAN RESOURCE.
ahhhh pls let mi get into retail...........
mus buck up man!!

din went to work todae.
after workin for so mani days mus rest ma. haha
but gotta do my Brand Design assignment if nt dieeeee.
ohya, i receive one mre warnin letter which is my Gems class Brand Design!!
WTH!!! i onli skipped 3times wat................
haha.

okay bye.

IM FINALLY ON HOLIDAYS NW!!
3WKS OF HOLIDAYS!
HERE I COME~~~
but next whole wk will be havin work blablabla.
xmas eve most prob gg ahbun hse.
xmas dae havin bbq wif jnrs.
26th to 29th havin SP bball camp -.-
whole wk no nid to slp at all liao.
but we havin games tour to bangkok on 7th to 11th march!!
still v long ya. haha

im finally DONE wif all my reports n powerpoint!!
after one whole wk of hardwork.
been doin till almost mornin den slp lo.
so tired tis wk.

submittin our ITAB powerpoint todae den mus put song inside our slides.
my slides is abt FOOD.
but de song i put damn YO YO CHECK IT OUT YEAH!!
hahaha lookin at de slides listenin tat song damn funny!!
charmaine slides is de princess hours song den she do abt she n lucksin de story.
while listenin n lookin at it lk watch movie lidat sia.
sweeeeet~
but somehow hai dao charmaine de submission gt error.
SORRY~~~
so guilty sia lk waste her time in skool waitin for tat dumb teacher todae.
suppose to go hm at 12pm but end up we stay in lab till 3plus den left.
reached hm jiu slp till dinner time.
tired tired.
tml gonna work..

manlin shld be on her way to msia nw. tink 20+ den she come bac.
n our cat is leavin on next tues till next yr den come bac!
haha actualli is jan so consider next yr ma.
nw in poly lk our time v diff as others lidat.
cos dey skool start we holi den our yr v diff. haha

okay im tired.
B00000000000!

sorry charmaine yeo yan li~!!

todae durin break we wanted to go fc5 to eat
but haf to walk dwn de hill den v tirin ma.
jus nice saw our mob tutor n we ask her to drive us dwn!
so nice of her n she reali did!
in fact dere's 7of us dere la!!
end up 6 of us squeeze behind n i was sittin on karen's leg.
but tink her leg till break so i still use my leg n hand to support till nearly cramp dwn dere. haha.

after skool havin 3on3 in skool.
tat 3on3 is ALL GUYS pls.
but yvonne n manlin diedie oso wan join.
so end up we're de ONLI gals team.
wen we lost de first game,
all guys lk look dwn on us lidat den make mi v qi gek!
end up we won another 2games n draw 1!
prove them wrong boooooooooo!
but after tat all was cheerin for us cos of jialing non-stop 3pt n all guys go gaga over her. haha!
i swear i was damn violent todae!
sure blacklisted by de teams one.
but de guys reali damn rought den i've no choice to play rough too if nt dey so tall somemre!
seriously i jus smack their face la.
tink smack till gt 2guys their specs drop.
n liz accidentally step on it!
i still 'EHHHHH' n tryin to stop her for steppin it but too late. haha
somemre c de guys play rough wif us den v pekchek jus smack.
any guys hu try to shoot under basket i sure smack smack smack! haha

aniwae we're in quarter finals!
nw gt difficulty touchin my hair cos once i raise up my hand,
is damn tirin la den hand kp shakin.
normally trg or competition oso nt tat tired lo.
somemre de guys im defendin is nt short n gentle de lor.
i smack them till i sprain my thumb again la! haha
totally spoil my reputation todae.
im sorry to smack till lidat la but dey provoke mi first!!

after games went toilet to change den gt a gal inside too.
actualli i jus glance n saw nt bad onli but cat sae she's cute!
i onli notice her backview so nt much comments den jl wan help mi tk her num.
den since cat sae she cute den no harm takin rite jiu ask jl tk lor.
but tat kuku cat didnt sae earlier tat she don lk tat gal!!
if she sae earlier den i shld noe de gal nt gd one den wont wan to tk liao wat.
after jl n cat went to look for de gal,
dey came bac complainin abt hw de gal reacted.
cos lk act surprise or tryin to sae mi nt sincere lidat.
waaaahhhh im so regretted sia.
totally spoil my image n reputation!!


ohya aniwae went queensway dere for subway wif manlin liz cat n jialing after tat.
sooo funny wen we're eatin dere.
my bread is as hard as rock pls.
n fightin over tat cookie.
de toilet dere is FULLLLLL of cockroaches i SWEAR!


tis whole wk gonna be a busy wk for mi.
trg trg trg..
haf to complete ITAB powerpoint slides n MOB report by fri~
i haben start any of it yet la.
tml still gt trg.. arghhhh im tooooo tired nw.
maybe wont be gg skool or trg tml.
tat karen buibui laaaa!
tempt mi for nt gg skool.......

i've a new BF!
he's called MAOMAO!!!
hahahaha!

yest stupid la i finally reach class on time but ITAB lesson was cancelled!!
so end up we onli haf lesson frm 3 to 5!!
wen i reach skool is 9am!!
WTH end up we gt 6hrs of free time!
but we spent de first 3hrs in com lab.
karen suddenly shouted while usin com,
cos dere's a caterpillar on her monitor!
haha weird rite hw come dere's a caterpillar in lab!
somemre tat caterpillar look v weird.
so i told them actualli he's my bf, MAOMAO.
i smuggle it to skool but he sneak out of my bag jus to elope wif karen.
hahahaha!
stupid yujin barbar go use a sandwich box to put MAOMAO inside,
den she play n play till MAOMAO stop movin!!
cos tat sandwich box was quite oily inside den she sae maybe MAOMAO is eat too much oil tats y die.
den i jus turned n look at barbar.
cos she barbar sure eat alot of oily food hahahaha.

after tat we went westmall to eat pastamania.
karen skipped her GEMs class but barbar n charmaine went for their GEMs class.
karen n kaiwei nv go westmall b4 la den v funny.
3 of us still took foto outside westmall but is both of them nv go b4 nt me!! haha
after tat went bac skool for MOB tutorial frm 3 to 5.



todae suppose to go work but lazy.
evenin lidat mit ahlu, liz, lacilia, manlin, ame, jy, pl, christie, ahma, sharon, weite n manlin's sis AH BEE!
ahbee is so damn cute pls esp wen she carry her winnie the pooh bag. haha
went marina south dere for steamboat den after tat went marina square walk walk.
been so long since all of us met up.

havin work tml.. arghhhhhh.
sharon nt workin somemre,
sure sian till siao..

next wk will be a busy wk for mi...
lk everyday oso v packed. sian!

aniwae karen khor liling gonna be BUIBUI.
hee yujin will be BARBAR.
cos stupid karen called mi BIANBIAN!
wthhhhh.




ohya!
karen-the-BUIBUI-gt-cleavage cried yest durin MOB tutorial.
cos we were sayin abt next yr thingy.
den charmaine was lk tellin her 'aiyo y mux u go TP..we'll miss u one lei'
somehow lk tis den she started cryin.
whole class laff lk hell cos de wae she cried was lk laffin pls.
haha so she was havin a dilemma of whether transferin to TP or nt.
frm de start of sem1, she alwaz complain abt comin to skool den everytime oso pon.
den nw she noe we onli left 2wks plus to studi in skool cos de rest r all holidays n exam wk.
den she somehow jiu v sad cos onli left such short time to spend wif de class.
haha but tats true la.
tink of changin class next yr reali v sad lo.
wonder hu will be my classmates next yr..haiiii.
doze gpa abt de same as mine de beta choose same option as mi.
at least still gt pple pei mi...haha.
i don wana change class laaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.
boooooooooo!

todae onli MOB lecture 2 to 3 n POA lecture 4 to 5.
but i wake up at 1pm n spent time searchin for baby fotos till im late!
so decided nt to go for MOB lecture.
haha end up onli went for POA lecture.
im sure ivyna n camelia r v high upon lookin at my baby fotos.
hahahaha!
n i swear yujin bar-bar is super FAT wen she's young!!
omg bu kui shi bar-bar!!
shall share some secret here.
karen haf cleavage wen she's jus a baby!!!
wahahahaha.
omg she gonna kill mi again.

aniwae friendly wif kaixuan todae.
haf a small argument wif liz too.
shall nt explain too much here.
but we're bac to normal wen we saw a nt bad lookin gal at squash court. haha!
aniwae we lost to kx by 2pts -.-
i tink we're gettin old n dey're still young n active. haha.
joyce gt play todae la nehneh she bluff mi sae she nt playin.
i v gd le lor she wan lay up i onli act act stand beside but didnt block her hor.
haha althou tats a v bad ting to do..
onli rem gt one part i wan pass de ball n she suddenly jump n block de ball awae,
duno y find it v funny den jiu wan laff but canot so jus smile den she laff oso,
den liz dey all outside jiu lk sayin 'wah de 2 of them still dare to laff'
haha but aniwae todae play till v xinku.
cos b4 match i ate a box of SARA LEE cake again n havin stomach ache!!
while runnin was lk damn pain plssssss.

okay gt to do MOB report oready.
if nt tml sure die.
arghhh havin ITAB tml.
i don wana c tat tutor!!!!!!

my whole class wear our sec skool uni to skool todae!
2 words for us, THROW FACE.
althou is fun but vvv paiseh la cos we walkin ard in skool den pple kp lookin at us.
many of them tot we frm sec skool lk havin excursion lidat.
but obviously all of our uni r nt de same pls..
reali v paiseh la walk ard oso don dare to look up. haha!
in de mornin mit karen n yujin bar-bar dey all first cos dey havin IDEA presentation todae.
after presentation mit de rest of de classmates n went for photo takin.
we SPECIAL one can nobody will do such tings as us. hahaha!
tink i wear skirt lk suddenly become mascot lidat.
all die die oso wan force mi to tk full length foto.
i noe v sexy but don lidat k.... haha!

after everything went manlin dere find her awhile.
den went cityhall wif karen, bar-bar, jonathon n yuzhong.
but we onli went toy'r'us play awhile nia den jonathon suddenly realised he gt retest.
so dey pia cab bac to skool den i lazy go bac jiu go marina square find ame.
at least karen gt liang xin..
cos she tot i haf to wait for ame till 7pm den she reach dover le jiu tk train bac to cityhall to acc mi first.
but i didnt wait for ame la. haha
at toys fair dere we saw caiying!
den both of them play de toys till v high lidat..
after tat went hongkong cafe wif karen for dinner but dere is reali cold till we tok until v xinku. haha
reach hm ard 8plus..

tml havin friendly wif kaixuan.
hmm wonderin is joyce playin for kaixuan..
but nowadays lk every wk oso friendly den no trg lidat.
yeaaaa tml lesson 2 to 5~~

top: caiying(evergreen sec), yiwen(tanjong katong sec), hid(chua chu kang sec)
bottom: kaiwei(marsiling PRIMARY), kaingee(PJC), karen(chij katong convent PRIMARY), me(tampines sec)


liu yang, me, ivyna.
dey treat mi as mascot izit!! haha






i din noe yihdar fav pastime is to act cute


lets welcome miss PRETTY CURE


me, karen, hid, yiwen, regina, kaiwei behind.


charmaine n lux! woohoo~


dere's too mani cameras u c....


bar-bar tinks her leg can be as sexy as mine.
she gonna kill mi if she sees tis.


karen, mr cheng CHICKEN RICE, kaiwei, hazel


JINGLE bread hse. hahaha onli karen will noe tis.




bar-bar is balding soon.


karen khor liling n a used diaper.
seriously i duno wat she's doin dere.



deprived childhood.


random.




yujin bar-bar, me, karen, jonathon, yuzhong


i insist tat i look nice here. hahaha sorry yvonne!


manlin n yvonne r jus fascinated by de sexy lady in de middle

i tink my classmates will noe wat im gonna write here nw.
sorry for all de swearin todae but i still haf to sae.....

F TAT BLOODY ASS UPSIDE DWN!!
KNN C MY BRO GONG GONG JIU WAN BULLY HIM IZIT!
HOPE U KENA KNOCK DWN BY CAR,
EAT FISHBALL KENA CHOKE,
DRINK WATER COME OUT FRM DE NOSE,
WALK DWN STAIRS N TRIP ALL DE WAE TO 1ST FLOOR,
KENA BITE BY ALL MOSSIE N ANTS TILL DENGUE FEVER,
HOPE HE WILL GUILTY TILL DE DAY HE DIE!!
WTF!!!!
IM SO FKING ANGRY!!!!!!

okay for pple hu duno wats happenin, sorry.
some fking ass jus gey siao borrow hp frm my bro n ran awae wif it!!
WTF!!
duno my bro is stupid or wat or did he chase after tat ass.
wah if im dere i sure whack tat ass till all his teeth drop!!
i HATE pple hu steal other pple hp la ccb!!!
de most angry part is tis yr my bro oready gt 2hp stolen!!
n he wont feel anything at all!
don even feel guilty or sad one laaaaaa.


okay forget abt it.
shall nt tok abt it oready. haha!
aniwae yest durin MOB was doin some activity outside our class at Alpha Challenge dere.
it's de onli time i will tok so much durin MOB.
haha our mission was to walk on doze stupid logs without fallin n carry a damn heavy sandbag to de end.
okay duno hw to explain everything here but is FUN!
we r suppose to complete everything in 2hrs time but we completed in 1hr!!
woohooo so proud of my class! haha
n of cos damn hot la somemre gt lots of mossie, ants n bugs dere!!
but damn tired of cos.
after tat activity,
half of de class was slpin durin lecture la. haha
n i slp at 8plus yest!!
it's so earli pls n i woke up at 8plus todae! haha

todae reach ECONS tutorial half hr late! heh
was plannin abt tml photo takin n my class decided to wear our sec skool uniform!
haha it gonna be so damn funny pls.
but i threw mine awae long ago!!
regretted it so much sia..
so no choice haf to borrow frm huibin.
n dey gonna wear it str to skool tml mornin -.-
i duno hw am i gg to face de pple dere........................
we gonna shock de whole business skool tml. haha!
tml i gt no lesson at all!
cos IDEA last wk my grp presented oready den tml is other grps,
POA tutorial was cancelled n my GEMs lesson oso cancelled.
so tml onli gg skool for photo takin -.-
but tink after skool gg out wif karen n 'bar bar' (yujin). hahahaha
but we gonna wear our skool uniform la! gonna be so paiseh tml.
i miss my uniform~~~


aniwae found a new eye candy!
althou nt reali eye candy tat kind but nt bad la.
pretty sweet lookin. haha!
but manlin sae she suspect my taste -.- nehneh
but small kid onli la. haha
can c almost everyday eh cos she's alwaz at one of de store in fc6!
wahahaha.
okay jus random.



i reali duno wat can i sae,
wat can i do.
i duno wat my heart is tinkin.
i don wish to leave,
but somehow i don wish to stay.
i afraid to commit.
im used to wat im livin rite nw.
i can haf all de freedom i wan.
but somehow,
i still miss u.
de days we spent tog.

went to work todae.
go dere v sian n tired lo den no mood to tok at all.
cos our company hire a new promoter,
wen i reach dere,
he suddenly wave at mi jus to sae HELLO.
haha bth canot don laff sia.
duno y he lk to use to hands to wave.
tink he tot i cock eye one.
wen he wan go toilet oso wave at mi to tell mi.
haha omg he's so funny n cute.
i donwan laff de oso cant stand it.

while workin was tinkin abt MOB thingy den suddenly i saw my MOB tutor!
omg so heng la den i faster siam.
but she kp walkin pass mi n she didnt c mi!
if i gt heart attack is all her fot lo.
saw alot of familiar faces todae.

aniwae nth much.
tink tml after skool meetin my sis go town.
i love PULL&BEAR tat shop!
sooo mani nice clothings n de price r reasonable too.
shoppin spree!!!!

im still so affected by wat u said.
i duno wat can i do.
i haf no idea wat my heart is tinkin.
so hw can i jus follow my heart?



ohya for pple hu duno hu is tat AHEM in my previous post.
is jus some normal eye candy.
althou is V impt eye candy.
hahahahaha!
aniwae instead of restin whole day at hm todae,
i was cleanin my hse pls!
n im so qi gek wen dey dirty de floor again. rarrrr!
aniwae half of de dae was playin wif my bro la.haha!
gonna work tml!!
weekend gonna jus end lk tis.
aniwae 5days of tortures in skool.
booooooooo!!

SUD SUD OEEIIII~

din mit zhixiang for breakfast todae
cos my mum bought for mi n i was sooo tired pls.
(don anyhow tink esp cat! don anyhow sae sae!!!!)
end up din go for ITAB lesson n onli go for MOB for 3 to 5.
arghh i hate our ITAB tutor which is our ptn!
shitty him.
my whole body is achin all over due to yest trg laaaa.
frm neck to shoulder to tummy to thigh.

after tat went fc5 to find jialing manlin peiye ahbun haixin ade.
mi n manlin bought SARA LEE pound cake frm 7-11!
cos v hard den we use spoon to dig till v xin ku.
end up peiye gt a knife frm kfc n we cut into big pieces.
every mouth we bite,
we r lk 'wahhh xing fu~ heavenly~'
hahaha damn funny.

luckily dere's no rain todae~!
but we SP onli gt 7pple todae.
tats v pathetic cos jialing n peiwen was playin for naval base alumni.
we lost to them by 3pts!!
gt one part i was gg to lay up den duno hu's knee hit my thigh n my ball jus phew~
is reali vvv pain n somemre my thigh was achin den added mre pain lor.
n nw dere's a big blueblack on it.
mi v easily jiu gt blueblack one lor so cant hit mi!!
to GOH KAINGEE n LIM CAIYING: i didnt warm bench okay!!! (cos nt enuff pple. haha!)

after de match was sittin outside sports hall waitin for manlin..
suddenly cat kick my leg so i turned n saw AHEM.
haha as usual tat AHEM tok to liz den i jus turn awae n treat it as i didnt c anything.
den ahbun n haixin was lk 'izit tis one izit tis one'
haha sad case......alwaz wan to break my heart.
n liz forever wan to break my heart for sayin doze cruel tings.
liz is nt my fren oready!! she's demoted to TEAMMATE. haha
after tat went clementi to eat wif ahbun liz cat haixin ade.

tink we will be havin SP bball camp on 26,27,28 n 29th dec.
quite lookin fwd to it but tat period is tat period lor.
wah super sian lor lidat. haha.
guess i will be quite busy durin dec..
work studi play.
xmas will be havin bbq wif jnrs.
tink xmas eve will be gg ahbun hse for steamboat but nt cfm.
2mre wks to holidae! shall hang it dere!!

im so tired nw.
shall gif myself a break todae.
shall slp n nua whole dae tml n go cut hair in de evenin.
sun den go work..cos tis whole wk reali too busy n tired le. haha!


im havin a dilemma in choosin my next yr option!
i seriously wan Retail management but tats a hot option u c..
dey will choose by seein our results but my results was sucks lk hell n percentage of gettin into it is 0.1%!
so nw im troubled over puttin which option as 2nd.
personally i don mind choosin Supply Chain managment cos my sis studi tat too.
n i don lk Human Resource n Marketin cos i don lk to work in office n i don lk presentation.
BUT!!! if i reali choose Supply Chain, i don tink anyone of my frens will be same class as mi.
cos de rest of them prefer HR or marketin la.
i noe choosin de option matters to our FUTURE. haha
but i reali donwan to be alone in a new class u c...
jus lk GEMs la, i choose a module tat i wan n heck care tat nobody choose same as mi,
end up i duno anyone in de class n it reali sucks pls..
so i reali duno hw nw~~~
i donwan to be alone in a new environment again...............
cos im so anti social kind........................
HELP MI~~
seriously my final exam i cant afford to fail ECONS n POA.
if nt i reali will haf to fwd module n i DONWAN to.
BUCK UP!!!



sorry ade for de youth cup post!
haha it was long ago thingy u c u c...
misunderstandin. haha don angry!

todae lesson at 2pm,
but i still can late for half hr!
mit karen go skool den on de wae saw luck sin in train too.
while walkin to MLT n we saw caiying!
haha so qiao so qiao.
end up all late tog lo.

sian la todae match wif bedok north was cancelled cos last min rain.
wth lo noon tat time still so hot.
wen all of us at de court jus finish changin jiu rain.
so match was postponed to next mth den we haf physical trg todae.
can die lo train till whole body no energy nw.
tml wake up sure achin all over.
tml havin friendly match again naval base sec.
actualli shld consider is naval base alumni la cos all grad one.
even jialing n peiwen play for them.
hopefully dere will be no rain PLS!

aniwae IVP fixtures r out!
we r soooo lucky pls.
our grpin r SP, TP, NP n NYP!
de other grpin r RP, NTU, NUS n SMU.
venue is at SP cos SP will be hostin it.
woohoo no nid to travel so far oready.
but quite paiseh sia cos tat time POLITE games play at RP den dey new skool wat sure nice.
den SP so old oready.. haha
9/1/07: vs NP at 7.45pm
11/1/07: vs TP at 7.45pm
16/1/07: vs NYP at 7.45pm

gonna slp soon cos tml meetin zhixiang for breakfast.
gonna wake up earli again.
booooo!