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firstly,
a SPECIAL THANX to amelia n peilin!
cos dey bought de shirt frm me!
althou weite bought it but is force him for so long,
until he sae if he buy, den i mus go for friendly on fri.
so y not rite since i wont lose out... haha!
ohya esp peilin!
cos was sayin abt mobtv thingy den she sae don waste money so ask mi use her acc.
so nice of her!! haha.
unlike tat sharon so NIAO! haha

aniwae went to watch yuhua sec vs dunearn sec todae cos manlin gg support her jnrs.
yvonne was dere too n she's yuhua last min coach. haha!
b4 gg clementi oready bought de zam buk cos noe someone sure kp fallin lk hell.
as usual she will fall at least 10times.
so wen she fell dwn,
nvm oready expected n prepared. haha!

after tat went jp wif manlin n ahlu.
intend to studi but end up playin n chattin -.-
den de rest of them came n started our meeting.

weite said gt a team wan merge wif us.
at first listen still okok but after i noe hu is tat coach,
ji tao NO WAY MAN.
firstly,
i don tink tat coach deserve mi to respect at all.
secondly,
i don tink she can reali coach.
thirdly,
i wonder wats her real reason for both teams to merge.
n i reali don trust her AT ALL.
if u guys tink i donwan to merge cos i don lk tat coach,
is part of de reason cos tis kind of coach gt or nt oso forget it man.
if reali merge,
either wont c mi much in trgs if nt i wont gif a damn to tat coach.
okay maybe im selfish tat cos i strongly disagree to merge n some teammates will tink im selfish.
but after u guys c tat coach, u will haf de same feelings as mi.
maybe u tink tat after merging can join mre leagues n all tat.
if u train is for de sake of playin comp,
den i've nth to sae.
diff pple haf diff views.
for mi i don mind whether is dere any comp or wat.
most of them r youth cup players so if we nv send for womens open onli affect few of us.
but ya im selfish to sae tat i don mind whether to play comp or wat.
but if u guys reali wan to merge,
den i've nth to sae too.
cos i don find any loss for us to remain lk tis althou nt sendin for womens open.
some of them mind but i don.
but aniwae de decision does nt lies wif mi so ya.
i jus feel tat dere's no nid to merge wif tat kind of coach.
hw can u respect a coach hu don even look lk a coach n still haf smth on wif her players wen her players is onli ard 13 to 16??
wth is tat.
boooo!


aniwae supposingly to be studyin but tempted to watch mobtv shows.
den shuyi asked mi to watch tat 1Litre of Tears oso which was previously introduced by barbar oso.
heard tat de show can reali make u cry lk 2litres of tears.
haha!

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TeamSP!










manlin n ade extra laaaaa. haha


CANDID!



luckily ahbun gt shaved. haha!










spot the heads!


haixin the cap


me and manlin!


SP 3 PINKY BITCHES. HAHAHA!




yvonne pop out frm nowhere. haha










liz is sooo hot! woooo!








the year1


find this photo so funny but forgot y we laff


ahbun look so scary



these r some of de photos tat jane secretly took but i saw it so we gt time to pose. haha!


the year2


ahbun look so helpless


look! tats me! haha!


everybutty show ur underarms! haha


mre photos coming up~

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lookin bac at de past photos n i realised smth...
IM SOOO TANN N SLIMMER N FITTER WEN IM STILL IN CANOE POLO!!!
waaaahhhhh nw fatter n fatter, fairer n fairer..
I DONWAN!!
sentosa anyone?




todae was a great day except durin de game n debriefin but nvm..


finally cut my hair todae after ermm 2mths?
after cuttin was lk whole head damn light.
haha but don wana cut too short so jus trim thin n was quite satisfied until....
went fc5 mit de rest n stupid peiwen jiejieee sae my hair looks funny.
totally break my fragile heart cos my hair is my current assets!!
supposingly meetin them at 3pm to studi but i onli reached ard 4pm cos doin my brand design proj.
im finally done wif it la n so proud of myself! haha
was eating n crapping n totally forgot our purpose of meetin earlier.
but end up dey taught mi abt INFLATION.
althou onli mi n manlin frm SB,
de rest frm CLS n EEE still noe INFLATION beta than mi -.-
den dey started comin up wif funny examples to teach mi.

our match against NUS todae was @#*^@%#(&%@
admit tat our attitudes wasnt v gd n wasnt serious abt de game.
after de game jane(teacher-in-charge) was debriefin us tat she was quite disappointed wif our attitudes todae.
is quite true tat we're onli lucky to get 4th in IVP due to our grping.
n of all matches,
onli our game against TP was de best.
even other outsiders watched our match against TP oso sae tat was de best.
so ya, aniwae todae is de last game wif haixin, peiye, angela, ahbun n debbie.
ya will kinda miss doze trgs tat haf them ard..

but after debriefin was photo takin time!!
all of us were crazy over takin photos wif each other.
jane purposely wanted to tk candid cos look mre natural,
but i alwaz can c wen she wanted to tk us den i'll faster ask liz to look at her to pose.
so ya dere's quite alot of stupid photos den gt mi n liz posing. haha
still rem gt one part i was leaning on liz den yvonne lean on my leg,
but her head block my face den suddenly haixin n cat oso join in.
end up dey squeeze mi out still im fallin off de bench soon n onli my hand can be seen -.-
we took quite long to finish takin photos lo.

after tat went clementi to eat..
some went hm after tat n mi, cat, haixin, jinhui, ade n peiye went mac to chat chat.
den mi n cat took bus hm ard 12plus.
tat stupid bus made mi so headache..


tml havin CRS test den after tat meetin de rest to watch guy n women FINALS.
but tink before test meetin karen go eat first.
but till nw she still donwan cfm where to eat -.-

im soooo tired. yawns

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karen's fav MLT cos it haf a suitable lighting n suitable temperature for slping.


tis ting is damn fun! u can cycle it n it'll go round n round n round.
find it at SP guild hse!


ladies pls hop on!



im NOT bullyin her.

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19/1:
LAST DAY of studyin tog wif karen-gt-cleavage, caiying, kaiwei, hazel, kaingee, yujin-barbar, charmaine, ivyna, camelia, hid, regina, yiwen, liuyang, lux, yihdar, junbiao, kokkeong, weekiat, guangyong.
hope i didnt miss out anyone..
aniwae maybe some will still same class in yr2,
but hope i don get into SCM cos sure nobody same as mi!
tat stupid karen still gg TP instead den nobody will late for skool wif mi oready!!
1yr seems so fast n im gonna change a new environment again.
which means im gonna anti social again!!
haiii i hate havin new class n new classmates...
i'll miss doze times tat even we late for 15mins n still go fc6 but sandwich cos we don wana starve to death.
at least tis class still nt bad.
nw onli left our 3 exams paper tog n we'll nt be seein each other!
i mean nt same class animre..


had been sick frm thurs till nw..
MOB test on fri totally flung it!!
was sick till i don haf de mood to studi at all..
it's so sick tat wat i studi didnt come out!!
booooooooo!

sat match against NTU didnt intend to play cos sick till jiao ruan.
den if run sure faint so beta guai guai sit dwn n cheer instead.
tml havin 3rd/4th placing against NUS.
it gonna be our last match tog..
cos haixin, ahbun, angela, debbie will be grad..
will miss doze times trg n crapping tog.


ohya ahbee(manlin's sis) is so funny!
cos sharon ask ahbee whether she noe hu is xiaoping nt.
den she sae ahbee tink for few secs n sae "oh de one alwaz slp at de sofa one ah"
hahaha cos everytime go ml's hse,
i alwaz ended up slpin in her livin rm de sofa,
den every earli mornin without fail,
ahbee will be sittin on a stool watchin cartoon in de livin rm.
i wonder izit i slp at de sofa so she canot sit den tats y rem mi. haha



havin studi break nw which means HOLIDAY!!
onli left 3exams paper n im out of yr1!!
unless i fwd module (CHOY!)
30th jan : ECONS
1th feb : POA
7th : STATS

im gonna cough my lungs out.
im gonna sneeze till my nose drop.


jus realised everybody r so fake.
onli after someone remind u n u tink bac den u'll realise..
is dere reali true frens?
or frens tat i can trust?
it's reali so disappointin..



maybe after one big round,
my heart still went bac to u.
human cant resist temptation u c..
dey onli tend to regret after dey lose it,
it's too late to cherish it cos everything will be DIFFERENT.
can we still fit each other in our daily life?
beside all ur....
childish-ness
38-ness
petty-ness
stubborn-ness
indecisive-ness
fat-ness
short-ness,
ur still de one..
im jus waitin for one day....
but tat day nv comes..

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havin ITAB lesson nw.
haf some stupid presentation.
im SOOOO SICK!!
flu n sore throat frm yest till nw..
make mi no voice n no mood to studi..
im onli halfway thru my MOB notes.
im dead man.
lata MOB test at 5.15pm..
sure flung lk hell.
onli browse thru den don rem anything at all.
ahhhhh~!!



u cant be bothered wif mi anymore

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i cook de best mee in de WHOLE WIDE WORLD!
haha.

okay din emo much todae.
gd.
shall nt care so much anymore.
stop mi if i still care or tink too much.

finally finish our IDEAS presentation todae.
but tis fri still gt ITAB presentation n MOB test!
i didnt studi anything inside my brain at all!!
jialat jialat.
nt much time left..
tml still gt trg.

oh but todae in lib,
caiying sae she heard gt pple sae i shuai!
wahahaha brighten up my day man.
cos caiying dey all don love mi anymore =(
hahaha.
but onli wen i wear formal shirt den gt pple sae -.-

after lessons went main lib to find liz, jialing n peiwen jiejieee de lucky bitch!
haha den after tat mit cat for de games tour meeting.
ahhh if bangkok sway sway march gt bombing again,
our $300 gonna fly awae!!!
becos no refund n netballs gals decided nt to go.
i wan go bangkok!!
so no bomb pls!!

watched ntu vs rp n de guys match todae.
in total peiwen jiejieee de lucky bitch owe mi KFC, LONG JOHN n MAC!
but she cheat mi into oweing her MOS burger -.-

sooo tired nw.
tml no lesson but gt trg =(

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Redundant.



seriously i duno wats wrong wif mi todae!!
no mood for anything.
all i can do is stone.
manage to smile n play wif mates for awhile n bac to stoning.
i reali feel vvv xin ku.
i duno wats wrong n it's lk smth pressin on mi.
feel so breathless.
i donwan my tears to fall wen i duno wats de reason.
i reali don lk pple to shout at mi wen im in bad mood.
althou i noe tats all joking but can pls don joke tat wen i don feel gd.
it will onli make mi feel worse.
i cant tk jokes wen im in bad mood.
i'll suffer frm depression......soon.
dere's no one to tok to.
cos i don even noe wats wrong.

don becos im alwaz anything anything n can tk mi for granted.
don link every gossips to mi lk as if im de one hu spread ard,
pple haf their own eyes to c.
don make mi de middle man hu kp bein diao n scolded wen i tok to either sides.
i've enuff of everything.

everything r jus nt right frm de start of de day.
im reali v xin ku.


everythings make mi feel so redundant.

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stupid xueling suddenly msg mi n tok to her on fone.
den tok abt her probs.
nw v tired liao shld be slpin.
no time to gems proj liao..

todae saw liz so sad oso feel sad.
but wen she cry de face reali look mre shuai sia.
cos she look v cute wen she pouts.
haha bth..

tml havin game against NYP.
sians.



i din noe i'll feel tat way wen i heard tat.
is reali aching n i reali feel lk tearing.
i tot u don haf such impact on mi anymore.
izit onli becos tat her?
or izit i still care?
it reali spoils my day.
im nt tryin to play hard to get.
onli after tat time we watch movie,
i knew it's reali impossible to get bac.
maybe at time time i still tot dere's a glimpse of hope.
but tat day,
i feel tat everythings r so diff.
i noe dere's no feelin frm u to mi or mi to u.
everythings turn awkward instead.
at tat moment,
i knew u don care anymore
i duno y mus i care so much.
jealousy?
jus don wana care...

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lets nt tok abt de unhappy things.
aniwae im nt angry anymore.
whenever i moodswing,
jus gif mi 1hr n i will cool dwn n be alrite.


tink de world damn small pls..
cos gt someone viewed my profile den i go c bac n jus happen to c my eye candy in her fren list!
i tink is her classmates or wat.
oh my so coincidence rite!!
somemre her sec skool same as pris la.
den manlin is her pri skool mate -.-
cos todae saw her at fc5 den manlin sae she looks familiar n tink is her pri skool mate.
oh my oh my.
singapore is so small...


aniwae im v guai todae.
attend all lessons althou onli 2lessons.
done my ITAB report durin ITAB lesson n fall aslp durin MOB lesson -.-


oh forgot smth impt.
manlin sae todae in biz blk gt some gals sae i shuai!
wahahaha din noe still will haf pple notice mi in skool..
but she sae tink de gals duno im nt guy -.-

okay slping.

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3cheers n 3cheers n 3cheers for SP!!

we WON TP todae!!
which means we're into semi finals!
althou jus by one pt but is enuff!
cos lost to them durin POLITE games den tis time is for us to revenge.
but will feel bad oso la cos suatkim in TP somemre she's my snr den she lk v sad lidat.
de whole game was damn exciting n nervous.
we cheer till our throat pain den no voice liao lo..
pain till nw laaa.
jialat jialat..
wen de game finally ends,
all damn happy lk hell pls..
tink duno is angela or hu still sae wan carry haixin up or nt.
haha she's our hero!!
n of cos every other SP mates!!
u guys r so great~!!!
wooohooooo~!
before de game we were still sayin if we win TP den we go kbox after tat.
but todae all shout till no voice so we changed it to tml.
haha duno hw dey gg to sing wif no voice man.
haha gonna "celebrate" tml.
no mre quarrel so our team is at PEACE nw!
YEAH.

but sian ah tml lesson 9am to 5pm somemre in between gt 3hrs break -.-
sian till nw haben finish my projs n reports..
IDEAS and ITAB report haben do at all.
Brand design proj nt done yet.
all due next wk.
sucks...

haiii duno y suddenly felt so sad.
don even noe i sad abt wat..
cos of u?

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watched nite at de museum again jus nw.
cos of tat peiwen jiejieee laaa.
haha den after watchin mit my sis n go shop shop!
end up onli bought a berms cos topman don haf de polo tee tat i wan oready.
another one i lk but tat peiwen jiejieee sae v ahpek den my sis sae nt nice -.-
den go zara gt a green strip polo tee v nice!
buden cost $60 la den my sis sae nt worth it -.-
wth i gt nth to buy oready la!! haha

oh my sis bought de polo tee tat i bought for cat!
is v nice u c...haha
but she bought it at 50% off!
WTH~

tink tml wont be gg skool since kaingee dey all nt gg..
after tat still havin match wif TP.
haiiii~
i nid a gd rest.
cos magazine sae tat i will get v sensitive wif things tat i felt v unfair if i don haf enuff slp.
haha!

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okay i shld be havin my GEMs lesson nw..
yest pia my GEMs proj till 5am den slp!!
but nw i din go for tat lesson!!
ahhhh~
cos i no time to print my work out la den go dere sure late.
somemre go dere teacher oso onli one by one check we do until where onli.
damn damn damn sian one.
jus nw durin POA tutorial v fan abt whether to go GEMs or go swensen wif classmates.
den tat peiwen jiejieee sae go watch nite at de museum -.-
althou i watched b4 buden funny so nvm lo watch again.
so end up i no nid make any choice she oready made de choice for mi.
n nw im waitin for her in biz lib!!
she so slow!!
n i still duno hw to print colour de paper!! haha.
ahhh v tired nw.
feelin unwell again.
booooooo!

hope i don get kick out frm GEMs cos tat time kena warnin letter.
todae nv go means 4th time oready!!!
GOD BLESS MI.

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first dae of skool todae after 3wks of holi..
yujin barbar said i slim dwn le!!
woohoooo~!
but is becos my hair longer liao den look slimmer
-.- wth.

went sports hall to watch IVP match todae since in our skool.
mit haixin n ade den peiwen jiejieee n cat came after tat.
NUS won RP!
but RP was leadin all de way till last quarter den NUS chase up.
halfway saw joyce n fel dey all came den cat n peiwen jiejieee faster move awae frm mi.
WTH!!
haha den dey kp sayin lots n lots of rubbish.

saddest part is playin wif cat den accidentally twist my last finger,
cos was sayin v pain den tml match canot play liao,
tat stupid cat jus str away sae oso duno i can play tml or nt!
waaaahhhhhh totally broke my fragile heart!!!
althou i noe but no nid sae de rite.....
wah so sad.............
tml match against NP,
thurs agasint TP,
next tues against NYP.
tsk im gonna warm bench till i shuang again.
haha jus tat stupid cat haf to remind mi.
make mi feel so @#*^#^&*#@#


wed haf GEMS lesson gonna show tutor wat haf we do in our proj.
im in dead meat..
after soooo many wks,
i onli done de cover page.
WTH!!
i donwan go GEMS lesson on wed!!!
but kena warning letter oready.
arghhhhh.

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yest earli in de mornin went skool for friendly wif NUS.
game at 9.30am but i woke up at 9am!
saw haixin's msg den i still tot game is at 10am.
after tat realised den pia cab dwn.
$14.50 leh!!
WTH so heartache! haha

after everything went imm for pepper lunch wif mates.
den all of us stoned for v long cos duno where to go.
end up went jialing hse but onli mi, liz, cat n peiwen jiejie. haha!
peiwen jiejie owe mi n liz a crumpler bag!! haha.
after tat went chong pang to eat den went june hse.
play poker for awhile n fall aslp. haha
cos i fall aslp in de living rm n dey locked mi outside n all of them went inside de rm!
sure is cat's idea one LOR!!
hahaha end up i still haf to beg them to let mi in.
so scary left mi alone outside. tsk!
den i slp till halfway dey woke mi up n sae go bac jialing hse.
after tat bac to my hse.


jus nw went my aunt salon wif my mum n dyed my hair.
sian lei supposed to highlight my hair but scare nt nice so jus dyed.
but i haben cut my hair!!
cos my aunt sae my hair lidat long long look nice so hear liao v shuang jiu don intend to cut.
but nw c liao v uncomfortable cos too long.
so i wan cut!!!! haha.

arghhh skool reopen gt so many assignments n proj!!!
jialat jialat i don haf de mood to do laaaaa.

ohya don lk to ton outside wif them la.
cos dey alwaz haf comments abt mi slpin one.
cos if slp in aircon rm jiu will nose block den sure snore one wat.
wah liew. haha.
n my leg is a scar cos of bike exhaust!
is nt my birthmark pls!!

dusty dusty dusty ~

yest went huiyu hse for mahjong session.
lazy to explain so forget it. haha

went jp mit joyce for dinner todae.
watched night at the museum!!
tat show reali damn damn damn funny!!!!
OMG.
dumb dumb gimme gum gum~
my dumb dumb wants to tok~
bth bth so funny tat show.

don feel lk gg trg tis sat,
no point at all.
oready totally vvv disappointed n don feel lk facing them at all.
or maybe jus one person.
but yet she don even noe im refering to her.
makes mi mre angry!!
as i said,
whatever reason dere is,
IS A SMS TO INFORM THEM SO DIFFICULT?!!
SO NW MY POINT IS TAT IS A SMS SO DIFFICULT?!
NT TAT WHETHER U GUYS COME FOR TRG OR NT.
done.


okay gt SP trg at 10am tml.
damn so earli..
after tat gonna mit classmates for proj thingy.
sians.