- Microsoft Internet Explorer: 10/01/2008

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tuesday and thursday morning,
got bombarded by lots of sms.
and in the end,
i still had to listen to others.
not firm in my stand at all =/
all along only huiyu supported my initial decision.
only she understood why i made that choice :(

went down court after lesson.
didnt train,
just sit there watched them trained.
coach came,
liz bluff me cause she said coach not coming.
when he asked why i didnt train,
dunno what to say,
so just said that i didnt bring my stuffs.
sit at that stupid court for so damn long.
after that had to listen to liz's long naggy conv,
reached clementi for dinner already damn late.

though most of what liz said are naggy,
but SOME of it are true thou.
haha SOME.
but she's always the calm and patience one.
yet i'm always the harsh and reckless and impatience one.
haha so most probably i'm the one who will get into fight,
yet she'll just beside talking about her logic.
hahaha.

okay not going for psychology class tomorrow morning.
14 lessons and still counting.............
haha but going for transport management SEA in the noon.
boring module.
but no choice cause already skipped that lesson today =/
MUSTAFA with liz eileen steph after class.
then still gonna rush to work after that.
yeah my GOLD watch here i come!

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13 lessons......
and still counting.....
haha.

end work earlier yesterday,
cause the supervisor know i still got school in the morning today.
but reached home at 4am =/

this friday is halloween!
halloween isnt in my dictionary all along.
haha.
but we gonna dress up during work this friday!
liz in phuture so wear black i think.
mine zouk so wear white.
then ahlu was like saying i will close my eyes whole night.
cause i will be too afraid to look at others.
think i don even dare to look into the mirror lor.
haha.

yesterday same counter with another senior cashier.
she's damn super funny.
cant stop laughing when she talks.
laugh till i scare i will count the money wrongly.
haha.
when the supervisor came over jiu even more jialat.
the way the both of them talks really can laugh till my mouth aches.
neh neh dong.
hahaha wth

weekends = work for me
kinda no life.

maybe cause all along i'm being too indecisive,
thats why i always follow what others said.

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-.-
now like become my fault again.
being irresponsible,
blablabla.

again,
as usual,
everytime i've to listen to others.
i can never have my own stand.
having own stand = irresponsible

i seriously need someone to talk to.

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as expected,
today here comes my 12 lessons.
haha totally slept till 5pm today.
5pm you know!
haha.

totally enjoy my day nua-ing at home.
haha.
dinner went paya lebar with family.
shop at supermarket.
my favourite lor.
but haben been doing it since so long ago.

tomorrow gonna be the FIRST time i'm going for wednesday class.
sure kenna jialat jialat from the lecturer.
haha dieeeee.
but seriously i've no mood to go school AT ALL.
just now was telling my mum that i no mood for school.
haha then my sis was like nagging,
saying last semester already still don hang on all that.
but NOOOO MOTIVATION AT ALLLLLL.
boring shit.

okay working tomorrow night again.
friday gonna be halloween night.
seems fun.
haha.

k bye.

you want it this way.
dont blame me for that.

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school tomorrow again =/
2pm to 5pm for one tutorial.
abit feeling feeling to..........
haha!

meet up liz, bao, qihui, huiyu and jinhui today.
jh said pris supposed to come along too but cause she's packed with her exams
:(
anyway went cafe delmar.
abit disappointed ah.
cause food choices are like so limited.
but one thing good abit it,
cause there's one girl working over there :)))
haha!
here starts my tiko-ness again.
qihui still purposely used bao's cam to take that girl photo.
i'm gonna get it from bao soon.
haha!
then qh still ask her to help us take photos.
abit distracting lo.
dunno mus look at the lens or....
hahaha!
any lobang to work at cafe delmar??
i wanna job hop already.
no more zouk.
haha!

after that they wanna drink so went Trapizza.
but we itchy mouth wanna eat again.
end up only huiyu, jh and liz drank.
bao, qh and i drank JUICES.
haha healthy lifestyle.

camwhore at vivo.
think they gonna slap me cause i keep playing around.
so almost all photos only got my face.
haha.
wait till bao sent us then i upload again.
cant wait to see that girl's photo.
haha!
okay i'm just playing.

and liz had been nagging at me at the same old topic for the whole night.
gonna slap her soon already.
i cant believe i can go home after school tomorrow.
like FINALLY.
for quite long,
i havent been at home at night.
miss that feeling of nua-ing at home.

i'm not happy

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I'M FINALLY BACK!

after 3 days of torture,
i'm still alive!!
haha.

firstly,
if i didnt add anyone back as my friend in lj,
cause it's suppose to be PRIVATE and whats the point of adding anyone everyone then?
but if you think i didnt add cause i talk bad inside,
then too bad.
thats what you assume.
i wont waste my time talking bad inside.
anything i would write it clear here.

okay anyway quite a lot of things happened this weekend.
this gonna be a long post.
haha.

working at zouk is alright,
though tiring but funny.
cause some of the senior staffs there are really funny like hell.
the way they talk can really laugh till your stomach ache.
haha.
but poor liz,
cause she work at phuture,
then seldom will be with us so miss out the fun.
but people say she look like edison!
haha thats our so-long-ago topic.
haha.

but i swear zouk music sucks like heeeeeeeell.
phuture at least r&b.
zouk's like......
dunno how to say but NOISE POLLUTION.
just feel damn irritating on fri and sat night.
at least wed is mambo night.

sat and sun work at bakers also funnnn.
though i'm tired like f already cause only slept 2 to 4 hours -.-
walking zombie around bakers.
haha.

cause sat liz and i were standing outside bakers.
then i saw this girl queuing alone.
so i gey siao told cheryl that the girl is waiting for me.
cause at that time,
i'm finishing work soon.
haha.
then she really walked over!
but i dunno what she told that girl.
haha it made liz and i laughed like hell at the counter.
when i walked in,
eileen was like "look at your hum sup face"
i was like "how you know??!!"
haha then she said cause saw me laugh till like that,
then outside got a girl look not bad,
sure is i'm aimming at her already.
hahaha.
the girl sat at table 6,
so i told everyone that no one is suppose to serve that table except me.
hahaha.
first jody took her order then i was like -.-
secondly glynnis served her the food then i was like -.-"
lastly got a cup of coffee,
they finally let me have the chance,
but i was laughing like hell.
cause they stand there like waiting to see how i serve her.
haha end up i didnt serve cause i laugh till want die already.
but luckily i didnt serve.
cause wrong table.
haha!
but i was still telling liz that backview perfect 100%.
hahaha.

from that day onwards,
i've a lot of new nicknames already.
for more info about the nicknames,
can refer to eileen's blog -.-
haha.

so overall,
though working is tiring,
but FUN.
haha.

and people,
i work so much this weekend is NO CHOICE.
cause last minute cannot cancel bakers schedule.
so is NOT what i wanted.
and i work cause i want SAVE.
so no need worry k.
i will still TRY my best to go school.
haha.

quitting the team will only be better for me.
i can have more time to go out or do own stuffs.
especially my mum only off on thursday.
only loss,
is to have lesser time with friends.
ohya,
and being fatter and fatter each day.
haha.
and and HK trip next year march.
but who cares.
gonna be determined this time,
i try.

okay going cafe delmar later to celebrate bao's birthday.
but it's like raining now?
and i dunno why people likes to go there recently.
pui!

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okay TXP's new record.
11 lessons in 2 weeks!
hahaha.
actually is 2 lessons today but morning lesson last minute cancelled.
luckily i never go ah.
haha!

yesterday 9 plus slept all the way till just now 2 plus.
SHIOOOOK!
haha.

but tonight jiu not shiok already.
meeting ahlu and liz later before work.
nua nua nua.
my favourite.
haha.

okay if i don drag myself to bathe now and leave the house,
ahlu's gonna kill me.

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firstly,
i'm very very very depressed about my hair.
especially my sideburn :(

secondly,
i'm feeling feeling very very very tired now because i only slept at 5.45am this morning,
and woke up at 7.45am!
2hours of sleep only!
kill meeeee!

yesterday first day of work.
things are alright.
the people are quite friendly and compliments are always nice to my ears :)
but it's tiring to stand at the same spot for hours.
but yesterday mambo night so songs are like 80s kind.
kinda boring.
and ahlu is being nice.
also another loved one lor.
haha.
went back home in their transport and reached home like 5am.

this morning dragged myself for lesson at 9am.
totally can dieeee.
tired like fffffff.
after lesson meet liz,
cause we feeling feeling sushi today.
haha so went the cathay for sushi.
then headed to TCC to rot.
wanted to go back school for BD lesson,
but yujin and hazel not going,
so i decided not to go.
haha.

and know what?
it's only second week of school.
but i already skipped 10 lessons!!
haha include tutorials and lectures.

glynnis came over to meet us for awhile,
then we went back school for team meeting.

and it's so time for me to sleep now.
i'm gonna have a looooooong weekend.

friday - zouk 7.30pm to 5am
saturday - bakers 1pm to 6pm, zouk 7.30pm to 5am
sunday - bakers 11am to 6pm, zouk 7.30pm to 5am

-.- tell me how many hours can i sleep.
dieeee.

okay bye!

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nightfall....

always make me feeling feeling emo.
but the one that i can really talk to,
is so limited.

i hate those attitude replies.

do you even wanna listen?

my private journal.
liesjournal-not.livejournal.com
haha i know name is cock.
cause i cant think of any.
purely friends only.
can try to add me.
haha

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i'm still thinking if i should cut my hair tomorrow.
=/

didnt train today cause still coughing away.
and coach didnt come.
so take the chance to skive.
haha.
watched the guys team having friendly with catholic high.
after that went clementi for dinner as usual.
and i'm gonna sleep soon if not gonna faint tomorrow =/

dilemma now.
should i go for law tutorial tomorrow?
sigh........
i dread going school everyday now.
is like nothing but BORING.
i rather chose going school than working,
but going for lesson is like super boring.
if hazel not around,
i will be even more booooored.
half more year....

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done by glynnis lim wan ting.
haha

liqin and meee

liqin me xiaohui

me and xiaohui

me and rosie

in kallang leisure park carpark

singapore flyer

haha i think this photo look damn funny

supper after st james

the first car i drive after passing

baozhen and meeee

liqin and xiaohui

done by bakers chef.
haha

some overdue pictures.
haha

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i didnt wake up for school today AT ALL.
hahah no comment about my laziness =/

but i didnt waste my day.
changed my hamster's bedding.
took like 876135716578hours to finish changing.
damn tiring.
haha went cityhall with sis and bro after that.
shop shop shop.
happy one lor.
got what i want.
haha.

i gonna have a long and tiring weekend this week.
hope i dont faint.

gonna cut hair tomorrow,
IF i can wake up.
haha

anyway people,
DON contact me at 91286534.
hahah so sorry.
disadvantage of having 2 lines.
so people,
just contact me at 91900553 will do.
hahah.

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was busy and packed last few days.
been feeling sick since friday =/
but still dragged myself to work these 2 days.

saturday after work went for supper with colleagues.
almost all of us went.
went makansutra and spent like $200?
haha but didnt ate much.
cause like tasteless to me anyway?
then that glynnis was like 'drink more water, eat lesser'
totally like ah ma.
haha.
but they really damn crap.
can crap anything out of everything.
especially that cheryl.
totally ah lian.
after eating,
they had that feel to drink.
so each of us drank a can of heineken.
totally beer belly already.
haha.
cause they want ta,
then i gey kiang want to ta also.
after that,
head hurts like f.
really damn pain.
never felt so pain before.
maybe cause i'm still sick that night.
but after one can of beer,
i totally cannot make it already.
as expected,
they started laughing at me already =/
cabbed home with natasha after that.
reached home around 2.30am?
fall asleep straight away.
haha!

saw eileen's blog.
totally feel like slapping her.
haha.
got to clarify,
I'M INNOCENT!
haha.

today supposed to work at 12pm.
but i overslept and went at 1pm =X
still coughing like f today.
liz and eileen enjoy life lor.
worked till 6pm only.
i'm feeling playful today.
dunno why still have energy to disturb people.
like 'EH NO MORE ICE LEMON TEA'
haha cause i keep disturbing them,
by keep reminding them about that.
think eileen, ray and glynnis almost kill me.
not really busy today.
so keep playing with glynnis and ray.

next week gonna work sat and sun in bakers only.
haha not used to it lo.
like work 2 days only?
but i think i will so die during the weekend.
cause i don have time to sleep AT ALL?
like work 24hours -.-

i think i've been drinking TOO MUCH coke.
cause EVERYDAY i will AT LEAST drink a cup of coke.
now school starts,
everytime before going lesson,
i will still go fc6 to buy a cup first -.-
like no coke will die lidat.
haha.
but i think if i continue this way,
i will die even faster.
haha.
i shall STOP drinking coke.
be healthy :)

lesson at 11am to 5pm tomorrow.
BORING.

anyway people,
CAN contact me at BOTH 91900553 and 91286534 now.
haha

the special ~~something~~

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end our friendly late yesterday.
by the time we finished bathing is like 10pm already.
headed clementi for dinner as usual.
reached home nua nua abit,
slept around 1plus.

this morning totally don feel like waking up at all.
tired like ffffffffff.
but still dragged myself off bed.
8am lesson is TORTURE please.

Psychology class this morning.
not bad but have to do alot of stupid stuffs.
asked to draw something that we think represent ourselves.
cause i was too tired.
all i can think of is pig.
haha.
3hours tutorial please!
i hang on for 2.5hours.
last half hour i really cannot tahan and fall asleep.
haha.

here i am,
slacking at biz lib now.
another 2 hours lecture later.
BORING.

and i just realised this semester,
only ONEEEE lecture is in MLT with other classes.
the rest of the lectures is ONLY my class alone.
which means more like tutorial then lecture.
BORINNNNNG.

my last semester in school gonna be so boooored.
hopefully is really my LAST semester.
haha.

okay i'm really tired.
shall continue nua-ing.

friends,
as always

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having Business Development(BD) now.
boring like f.
completely not listening at all =/
havent eat anything since i woke up.
cause sorethroat then no appetite.

but going fc5 to meet the rest later.
so it's either KFC or pizza hut again.
but my throat is like..............

okay i can so sense i'm having moodswing today again
:(

rain rain go away

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yesterday skipped whole day.
today skipped 8-10 tutorial.
haha cause next lesson is at 3pm.
and i'm really damn tired.

yesterday work as usual.
weekdays dinner not much crowd.
and i seems to be playing around on every weekdays dinner.
haha didnt do what i'm suppose to do.
but yet keep fooling around to disturb people.
fun fun fun.
and SOME people just like to step on my shoe.
WHITE you know!
haha.
looking forward to our girls-only-chalet.
haha.

later training will be having friendly.
hope no more skipping later.

tonight will be the night that i'll fall for you,
over again,
dont make me change my mind.

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my "godma" sent me this email.

天秤座. (LIBRA)
愛美第一名，猶豫第一名，懶惰第一名，善辯第一名，公正第一名。

haha vain, indecisive, lazy, fickle minded.
sooooo me.
haha

雙魚座. (pisces)
心軟第一名，敏感第一名，多疑第一名，愛作夢第一名，胡思亂想第一名。

水瓶座. (Aquarius)
好奇第一名，好學第一名，創意第一名，另類第一名，創造力第一名。

摩羯座.

嚴肅第一名，鎮定第一名，忍耐第一名，認真第一名，保守第一名。

射手座. (Sagittarius)
貪玩第一名，糊塗第一名，可愛第一名，勇於嘗試第一名，心無城府第一名。

天蠍座. (scorpio)
癡情第一名，扮酷第一名，魅力第一名，冷冰冰第一名，理智第一名

處女座. (virgo)
細心第一名，挑剔第一名，愛乾淨第一名，小題大做第一名，吃醋第一名。

獅子座. (leo)
自信第一名，愛現第一名，要面子第一名，品味第一名，風度第一名。

巨蟹座. (cancer)
體貼第一名，愛吃第一名，愛家第一名，孝順第一名，多愁善感第一名。

雙子座. (gemini)
八卦第一名，聰慧第一名， Crazy第一名，幽默第一名，多話第一名。

金牛座. (Taurus)
穩重第一名，節儉第一名，貪財第一名，可靠第一名，吃苦耐勞第一名。

牡羊座. (Capricorn)
衝動第一名，做事後悔第一名，火氣大第一名，大膽第一名，敢愛敢恨第一名。

anyway i really hate SP now!
they sent me the THIRD result slips.
saying the previous all wrong!
know what?
this THIRD result slip,
my GPA only 1.6!!
hahahaha.
omg.
steady right.
haha.

okay,
i so overslept today.
really tired will dunno like what.
but didnt have a good sleep.
dunno why head like damn heavy.
working at 6 later.
meeting liz earlier for dinner first.
i'm craving for loooongjohn nooooooooow.

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omg.
cause i don check my hotmail account.
then just saw my "godma" email.
anyway my "godma" is from my attachment company that time.
haha.
she totally remember my birthday!
OMG so touched.
think she contacted me at 91900553 but couldnt get through.
then she thought i disappear already cause never reply her email also.
omg where to find such nice person in my workplace next time.
haha.

okay time to sleep.
i've a feeling that i wont go school tomorrow :D

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supposed to meet liz at 12pm.
but i'm late cause of someone -.-

went fc5 for lunch cause heard that they installed aircon.
haha but quite disappointed.
cause also nothing much.
add in doors and aircon only.
haha.

then went for tutorial.
3hours tutorial but around 1.5hours jiu released already.

training today after 3weeks.
TIRING.
dunno what i'm doing also.
skipped 200times today.
after 20years of my life,
i only realised today,
that i so cant skip.
-.- so sucked in skipping.

lesson at 9am to 3pm tomorrow.
working after that.
sian.
suppose to go for another interview.
:(

i still felt that pinch.

aint kidding at all.

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totally slept at 8pm yesterday,
all the way till this morning.
school at 11am later,
but dunno why i woke up so early for.

think yesterday while i'm sleeping,
dunno who called but i just hang the call.
haha i think i thought it's my alarm.
haha!
cause my 9128 number don have caller id,
so i dunno who's the one who call me.

i still have work after school today.
boring shit.

okay bye.
i should go back to sleep.

okay it's embarrassing to write too much on blog.
BANG WALL =/

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MONDAY - 11am to 5pm (1pm to 3pm BREAK)
TUESDAY - 2pm to 5pm
WEDNESDAY - 9am to 3pm (12pm to 1pm BREAK)
THURSDAY - 8am to 5pm (10am to 3pm BREAK!!)
FRIDAY - 8am to 3pm (11am to 1pm BREAK)

timetable for my LAST sem.
(hopefully it's the last sem)
haha.
people please ask me out for lunch during my break.
especially THURSDAY!!
can die.
totally waste my time only.

anyway had been quite busy last few days.
meeting up with friends whom i seldom meetup nowadays.
again,
birthday is boring.
but at least there's something to be glad about.

too lazy to elaborate what happened.

tomorrow gonna start school already.
BORING.
start school = start training.
EVEN MORE BORING.

anyway thanks all for wishing me.
i'm sorry for not replying cause i'm busy.
haha but THANKS.
much much much appreciated.

just read rosie's blog.
and awwww.
i so missed sec school days.
it's far too different from poly life.
poly is like so hi-bye.
study on your own.
everything is your own problem.
sigh,
things just changed when time flies.
i miss.....

all over again

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a perfect song for me now.
haha

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long day out.

meet liz in the morning to collect the car.
but from amk to town,
we took like 2 hours!
cause we got lost halfway.
from this,
i can conclude that liz is a poor navigator.
haha.
somemore town still jam like shit.
end up we're so late from work.
cant find parking lot somemore.
park at some ulu hotel behind paragon.
5hours cost $13!!
like wtf!
almost heart attack when i saw it deducted -.-

oh and glyniss is nice.
she wrote me a birthday letter.
jody's nice too.
cause she and glynnis bought me oreo cheese :)
and my chef there is nice too.
made a warm chocolate cake thingy for me :)
loves.

after work my sis came,
ride home.
she's a poor navigator too.
got lost too.
end up took like 1 hour to reach home -.-
went parkway for dinner with family.
then my sis wanna drive back.
actually kinda scary too.
haha.

after that i drive alone back to town to find liz.
surprisingly i didnt get lost.
reached town within 15mins.
haha SHIOK.

cause my sis accidentally took my vest home and i din realised until i reached town.
so after meeting liz and manlin,
drove back home.
then meet jinhui, huiyu and pris.
they wanna surprise me,
but too bad manlin leaked it out already.
haha.
but i'm really shocked that she'll come cause she still have school tomorrow.

anyway went st james.
okay as usual boring for me.
this time even worst.
cause i cant drink.

went somewhere near bugis for dimsum supper.
then drive jiayi, liz, bao and jac home.
damn freaking tired.
from bugis to tampines to batok to eunos.
can die.
neck aching like hell.
but at least i didnt get lost when i drive alone.
thats lucky enough.
haha.

okay i'm really tired now.
but maybe sending my bro to school later.
evening meeting xiaohui liqin rosie.

asking myself what i want again and again,
in vain.
cause i can never get a perfect answer.
cause there's no answer to my answer.
-.-

a boring birthday.
just no mood,
at all.

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supposed to meet liz 8.30am in school.
but i woke up at 8am and i'm toooo tired.
luckily never go.
cause my timetable is out already.
haha.
and yeah,
think IAF only need to take the exam at end of next sem.
but my timetable abit empty eh.
still got 5 hours break!!
dunno do what sia.

hopefully i can grad after this sem.
unless i forward any of it.
haha.

meeting liz for breakfast then get car then work.

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i really don understand.
why i'm still affected.

listening to jay chou's new song recommended by eileen.
makes me mood even more bad.

anyway people,
please DON contact me at 91900553.
anything please contact me at 91286534.

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你的繪畫凌亂著
在這個時刻
我像氣氛純白的白鴿
甜蜜散落了
繼續莫名的拉扯
我還愛你呢
而你斷斷續續唱著歌
假裝沒事了
時間過了
走了
愛情面臨選擇
你冷了
倦了
我哭了
一開始都不快樂
你用卡片紙寫著
有些愛只給到這
真的痛了

怎麼了
你累了
說好的
幸福呢
我懂了
不說了
愛淡了
夢遠了
開心與不開心依稀數著你在不舍
那些愛過的感覺都太深刻
我都還記得
你不懂了
說好的
幸福呢
我錯了
淚干了
放手了
后悔了
只是回憶的音樂盒還旋轉著
要怎麼停呢

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tomorrow gonna be a long day for me.
going back to school early in the morning to settle my timetable stuffs.
worked 12 to 6.
dinner with family.
most probably st james after that.
i hope i dont get lost.
but looking through the streetdirectory makes me more headache.
cant figure out at all.

that time i thought my birthday is so near.
but now,
i think it's so far away from that time.
the birthday wish.

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okay i'm seriously very tired now.
every morning i wake up,
i feel like i'm dying.

today i'm having serious moodswing during work.
even liz i also no mood to talk to.
really tired like f.
head heavy like crazy.
end work at 6pm jiu rushed home.
had dinner with mum.
watched tv halfway and fall asleep.

sunday during work damn funny.
that cheryl really made me and liz laughed like f.
her actions really damn...........
dunno how to say.
haha damn hilarious jiu dui le.
cause that day too busy then i cant go out eat.
so stand inside kitchen to eat.
cause like blocking her way then she pointed at a corner and say:
"go back to your corner!"
although i felt so much like a dog,
but couldnt stop laughing.
really can laugh till tummyache one lor.
haha.

after work went seesha again.
haha.
this time with glynnis.
quite bad la.
like teach her bad things lidat.
underage somemore.
haha.
slacked at the place till 2plus,
then intially we intend to WALK to geylang,
but halfway i cannot tahan already.
haha so took cab.
liz and i wanted to eat durian,
but end up eating dimsum.
haha then took cab home.
again,
liz slept on my bed,
i slept on sofa.
next day i tired like CRAZY.
cause like never sleep properly like that.

haha.
then glynnis and i damn tired during work.
like walking zombies.
only liz damn awake.
dunno why.
cause glynnis and i station outside.
think we too tired to talk.
and there's a paper at the station there.
so we started writing on the paper to communicate.
haha.

okay i'm really very tired.
i feel like my eyes are sooo heavy.
and my lips hurts like f now.
=/

anyway i'm renting car this thursday!
cause having dinner with family after work.
liz gonna be my first passenger!
haha.
i so cant drive alone please.
i think i will so get lost in singapore.
but a little scare you see.
cause no more hatchback cars.
so rent toyota corolla.
have backside.
don really dare to drive.
especially parking.
haha.

okay.
i need my beauty sleep.
need to wake up early to buy streetdirectory before going work.
haha!

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i'm seriously TIRED now.

yesterday night was too awake to sleep.
lying on my bed,
thinking about the past.
i think i'm gonna create another journal soon,
a private one.
cause i think my this blog abit too public already.
haha.
cause i don keep a physical diary,
and in case if someday anything happens to me (CHOY!)
that journal gonna be something deep down from my heart.

okay i gonna work 9.30am to 10.30pm today.
13hours.
tired like f already.

next week gonna be last week of holiday before school starts.
and i think chances of me forwarding IAF is like 90%.
i hate school of business.
everything also cock up one.
sian.

okay.
off to work.

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