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2009-02-16T01:32:00.002+08:00

bye blogger.
though kinda bu she de.
cause this blog have been with me for YEARS.
is really MANY YEARS.
if read back from the VERY FIRST post till now,
you will realise how many flings i've changed.
haha.
okay thats not the main point.

will be using my LJ account from now on.
lazy to update both sides.
so decide to close this down.
but still wanna read the past archives whenever i've time,
so just leave it here first.
but my LJ account is mostly locked for friends only.
so ya.
http://liesjournal-not.livejournal.com

bye my blogger

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2009-02-10T23:57:00.000+08:00

when i'm fucking angry,
don come and try to be funny with me.

YOU MAKE SURE YOU DON APPEAR RIGHT INFRONT OF ME.
CAUSE I WILL MAKE SURE YOU GET IT FROM ME.
FUCKING BASTARD.
HAPPY NOW?
YOU CAN DO WHATEVER YOU WANT NOW.

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2009-02-10T00:18:00.001+08:00

from now on,
you and i are over.

fucking bastard.

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2009-02-05T05:02:00.002+08:00

just happened to saw my bro's new blog.
it's all in chinese words -.-
dunno why.
abit difficult to read sia.
somemore a lot of wrong words.
haha.
then saw this post about reunion dinner.
he said it'd been long since we all last eat together.
it's true.
after reading that sentence,
kinda guilty.
like me and my sis have grown up,
busy with our own life.
seldom have time for family.
everyday i'm busy with work and J.
school only go like a few days -.-

sometimes really wanna spend time at home.
but sure got other things on.
no work and stuff later.
and it's thursday.
my mum also no work.
hmmm i shall be a good girl.
stay at home or go out with them.
also very long never go out with them already.
only that time cny,
all at home,
can play cards together,
eat together,
go out together.
sigh.
kinda sad.
grown up jiu shi lidat.
so sometimes i really wish we will never grow up.

for the past few weeks/months,
i almost forgot that family is my priority.

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2009-02-04T04:12:00.002+08:00

arghh i'm sneezing like f now.
still trying to figure out how to create that damn webpage.
deadline is like neaaaaaaar.

i know my LIT gonna get debarred.
so another half more year in SP for me.
yeah i so cant graduate in april this year -.-

ahhhhhh feeling so sick.
i need my bed............

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2009-01-26T01:13:00.002+08:00

it's been LONG since i update my blog.
haha.

cny is so not cny lor.
like don have the feel like that.
maybe have been working in zouk too much recently.
that i've no time to watch tv and stuffs.
but my cny day 1 to 7 are all booked.
haha.
booked with work and stuffs.

exams are coming.
i'm so gonna stay in SP for another half year.
3.5 years for me -.-

gonna stay up late today.
plan for later:
drag my sis and bro down to 7-11.
come back to play poker.
haha.

normally don like to wear button shirt.
but dunno why this time,
my new year clothes are all shirts.
haha.

okay i'm BOOOORED.

no new year hwee-ling at all
:(

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2009-01-08T04:47:00.001+08:00

i dread playing for every game now.
i'm just being redundant in the team.
i hate 2009.
not a good start in everything.
i really hate it so much.

i need another birthday wish.

2009-01-04T07:49:00.001+08:00

Superwoman - Gary Cao Ge

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2008-12-30T23:27:00.001+08:00

im sorry.
i know we only left with 2 trainings,
but yet i disappear halfway without informing.
but i just cant train.
sorry.

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2008-12-23T23:33:00.003+08:00

went ikea with ahlu yesterday.
damn funny when we shopped around.
at night met her at her area.
went coffeeshop to drink.
3 big bottles of heineken.
2.5 mugs of it and i'm gone.
haha remember we keep laughing like idiot.

went school for friendly with NJC just now.
i can only say,
i really sucked big time now.
dunno wth am i playing.
disappointing.
5th jan is the start of IVP.
my LAST ivp.
and most probably the last time i'm playing ball.
cause after graduate,
where will so hardworking to play ball.
haha.
so this last ivp of mine,
better do a good job.

just now while screening,
the opponent just bang into me.
now my arm and knee blueblack.
but knee that one is really damn pain.
walk also pain.
break liao break liao.
haha.

and steph passed me this cd just now.
consist of my highlights during zhenghua cup that time.
haha!
cause i did alot of embarrass stuffs.
sai lor.
make me the joke.
haha but haben watch yet.

tomorrow mambo jambo cum xmas eve.
sure slam like...................HELL.
but hope im working at zouk disco tomorrow cause mambo.
if phuture also alright la.
but no velvet please.
boring like shit only.

it's project time!
no sleep for me tonight!

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2008-12-22T05:20:00.001+08:00

I Miss You - Incubus

2008-12-22T04:38:00.002+08:00

out of the sudden,
we feeling feeling taking pictures.
haha.

newton for supper cum breakfast.
drank heineken and this is what i get,
RED FACE.

going for zoukout.
i like this.
dunno why.
haha

squeeze me like what sia.
haha

looks like i'm holding ahlu's hand.
but i'm NOT!
haha.
long breaks for us = doing random stuffs

zoukout.
when we're still awake and energetic.

i'm toooo lazy to upload the rest of the photos.
so just make do with those i've it in now.
haha

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2008-12-22T04:24:00.004+08:00

sorry guys,
think i've MIA from my blog for too long.
busy with zouk, bakers, zouk, bakers.
havent been resting AT ALL.

okay,
good game now.
didnt online for quite some time.
just checked my email and saw my project deadline to be at 10pm TODAY!
and i'm so feeling headache and sleepy now.
good luck txp.

too long didnt blog.
dunno where to start now.
cause too much things happened.
herstory,
zoukout,
chalet,
work,
work,
work.
:(

worked during herstory.
okay,
nothing much.
just plain stupidity.
felt like a fool,
an idiot.
k forget it.

zoukout,
busy like FFFF.
even had fireworks,
but i'm too busy then i didnt have time to look up to watch!!
WASTED!!

that day had our game with autofocus.
okay damn wasted can.
she only came during last quarter last 5 mins!
and i didnt talk to her.
until she came into toilet.
then when we came out from LRT,
she keep stepping on my slippers,
so i was like "eh hello."
she: "what"
then i saw ade running away,
so i got paiseh and faster chase and run away.
so thats the end.
:(((((((
and i think i'm sick.
cause i got damn high cause of that.
and i keep smiling away when they mention about the slippers.
haha!
worse still,
they told joshua about it when we going for chalet.
then he purposely keep stepping on my slippers!
so completely no more value already =/

anyway chalet was damn low activity level.
haha i think we nua more than anything else.
second night drank like what like that.
and i got drunk and puke like hell.
really hate drinking sia.

xmas eve @ zouk this week.
bet will slam like hell again,
as usual.

school reopen next week.
one word,
BORING.

okay,
guess i really need some sleep now.

and my lips hurts now :(

what are you

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2008-12-02T15:48:00.003+08:00

just ended my OM test.
-.-
totally left 25marks section BLANK.
the rest of the 75marks also tikam tikam.
one word - DIE.

sunday meet up with freda and joanne,
went cine to buy tickets first,
then coffeeclub for dinner.
waited for ahlu to reach,
then off to watch Quarantine.
think i only watched 1/4 of the show with my hands on my laps.
the rest of the time were busy covering my face.
super disgusting please.
only ahlu and joanne can watch the whole show properly.
freda also another one used popcorn to cover.
haha.
after movie felt so disgusted,
saw velvet's supervisor too.
after working in zouk,
really go anywhere also can see familiar faces.
haha.

then drove down to mustafa.
initially joanne don wanna go but end up,
she bought the most things -.-
haha then i mouth itchy.
say go prawning,
so went upper thomson for prata first then bishan for prawning.
prawn from 5plus in the morning till 9plus.
but still quite energetic after that lo.

went down dover to fetch liz after her test,
went clementi for kfc breakfast.
then home sweet home.

match at 8.30pm,
wanted to meet ade beforehand to eat,
but i totally overslept until she called.
haha so no time eat already,
went down for match straight.
and i saw pris!!!!!
didnt know she play for autofocus.
before that i saw someone familiar,
then i'm still about to tell liz that no.14 look like pris sia.
after that saw her hair then i realised is her.
haha.
15th dec against autofocus!
hohoho!
haha.

after game went for dinner with liz, ade and steph.
then wanted to go airport to study with liz,
but by the time we reach tanah merah,
no more train to airport.
so just go pasir ris mac.
haha.
studied halfway totally fall asleep on the table.
i know i still keep jerking.
haha.
think slept around 2hours plus,
then woke up continue studying and liz started sleeping.

tomorrow game against nygh,
but cant play cause got work instead.

last minute meeting the rest for dinner later.
but i shall study for tomorrow test in school now first.
haha.

ohya,
this morning online awhile,
and for nothing,
i bought a tshirt online -.-
abit bei pian de gan jue.
haha

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2008-11-28T12:56:00.002+08:00

i'm in school!
haha psychology lesson 9am to 12pm.
now i'm slacking in library,
waiting for that stupid ade.
finally can have our sakae.
LIKE FINALLY.......

psychology is actually quite interesting and fun.
but i'm just so lazy to wake up for class.

anyway i got 3 warning letters already!
actually should have 1 more coming in but dunno why havent receive yet.
haha.

tonight having game with kaixuan.
i hope i wont feel like dying halfway.
that time game with ITE east,
dunno why no energy at all.
run like f sia.
feel like giving up so much.
after game as usual,
have to cab to work.
kinda dread going to work now.
cause seems like there's quite alot of problems arises recently
=/

i'm really starving now.
but still have to wait for herrrrrrrrr.

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2008-11-24T14:33:00.002+08:00

my head gonna burst soon =/
been feeling unwell since friday night.
sat after work reached home around 6am,
slept all the way till sunday night.
woke up ate a few mouths of porridge,
bth and went back to sleep.
all the way slept till this morning.
feeling much better than yesterday,
so dragged myself to school.
but on the way in train,
totally regretted.
wanted to alight and uturn back home so much.
totally feel like puking inside.
but still dragged myself to school.
climbed that stupid hill up biz block.
walked as slow as a snail,
still feel like puking -.-
sour plum, ribena gummy and cranberry juice doesnt helps :(

waiting for my next lesson.
no choice have to attend still.
mc for work at bakers yesterday and today.
bet i cant go for training tomorrow too.

was planning to go sentosa straight after work on saturday.
so freda and i can drive.
but ahlu totally have phobia in sun tanning now.
haha her reaction damn funny when we told her to go tanning.

next week MST week.
i havent been attending school,
so i doubt i can pass =/
NO MOTIVATION FOR SCHOOL AT ALLLLLLLLL.
but i don wanna kenna kick out at my LAST semester of school -.-

okay i'm feeling nauseous now again.
brrrrrrrrrrr.

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2008-11-19T00:10:00.003+08:00

seriously i totally have NO mood and motivation to go school now.
everyday like drag myself to school dunno for what reason.
also not listening in class.
just for the sake of the attendance -.-
i can sense that i will stay back for another half a year.
either debarred by tutor,
or fail my exam.
haha!

dunno why,
i thought single life will be richer.
but i seems to be poorer now.
haha spent money like water.
totally spent away my salary in LESS than a week -.-
eat grass now again.
haha.
high maintenance.
jialat.
yesterday ahlu and i were still saying,
everytime with girls also must be gentlemen,
everything also must pay.
but now with freda and joanne,
we seems to be like gigolo.
hahaha totally laughed like mad.

tomorrow mambo night again.
heard that got what pussycat dolls.
but don think is the real pussycat dolls will come la.
if not zouk so small.
haha.
tired........

i cant afford to skip lessons AGAIN.

and and and!
freda kept saying i've big and fat face!
like wth.....
really damn sad when people say that.
like i'm always the first-time-see-not-bad-ONLY.
like after the first time jiu dont want see already =/

it's kind of weird,
when you're playing in a match,
but nobody is watching you play.
hah maybe i'm used to having someone watching me play
=/

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2008-11-16T14:49:00.002+08:00

you can seldom see me update during weekends.
cause i will tired till...................

thursday after training went town to watch movie with liz, ahlu and joanne.
watched Madagascar!
super cuteeeeeee!
think ahlu got damn irritated by my laughter =P
after movie,
went clarke quay cause they wanna drink.
but end up all close.
took cab to doubleO but already nearing 3am,
close also -.-
so end up bought vodka from 7-11 and went east coast.
haha.
then freda joined us after work.

played that 5-10 game again.
i really didnt drank alot.
but the moment i stood up and went to toilet,
totally wanna dieeee so much.
totally drunk and wasted.
the next thing when i'm sober,
i'm already at joanne's house.
haha.
thats why skipped friday lessons again -.-

friday night went to work as usual.
ass came but was kinda busy at that moment.

saturday worked at bakers.
supposed to work at 11am but i thought is 12pm.
haha totally late.
but already tired like f cause only slept like 3hours.

after work meet liz and freda for dinner.
then went zouk early cause freda start work early.
totally NO crowd one lor.
damn free until me and ahlu keep playing.
cause we same bar then started writing notes and passing around.
haha too free.
end work at 5am,
but waited freda till 6am.
so 4 of us went tiongbahru market for breakfast,
then we so wanted to take cab home,
but ahlu only allowed us to take cab to tiong then take train -.-
totally wanna slap her just now.
haha.

supposed to meet at 4pm at orchard.
but everyone overslept!
haha so think meet at 4.45pm instead.
going town for dinner,
then head down to zouk for staff night.
if i don drink = boring
if i drink = drunk
-.-

hope i don miss lesson tomorrow.
worse still,
i just remember zhenghua cup starts tomorrow -.-

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2008-11-12T06:45:00.003+08:00

i JUST got home.
now i'm thinking whether i should go school at 9am later.
freaking 9am to 3pm!
still got work whole night.
dunno if i can survive not.

noon met ass for qi ji.
didnt eat that for like 84351687227 years already.
haha.
and that stupid ass keep hitting my toot -.-

after lunch went school for this "interview" thingy.
i totally never wear formal lor.
haha but heck.

training in the evening.
can dieeeeee please.
totally wanna surrender already.

after training went cine with liz,
meet up freda and joanne.
watched high school musical.
-.- abit want to watch till sleep sia.
sing and sing and sing and sing.
haha.
then headed to cuppage for supper.
then dunno who suggested going party world.
firdian came along too.
liz and i were really impressed by how freda and joanne sang.
TOTALLY different from the way they talk!
haha but nice thou.
then got bored.
freda and i started to play 5-10.
then firdian joined in.
finished up the snacks,
then we mixed the drinks like coffee, ice honey, fruit punch, lime juice and mango juice.
wah totally drank till we want puke.
and freda really puke!
haha worse than alcohol!!

okay my head is a little heavy now already.
should i go school??
haha

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2008-11-11T01:18:00.002+08:00

wanted to ask liz replace me for work today.
but she totally didnt see my sms at all -.-
so end up no choice,
drag myself there.

abit moody during work.
hungry,
tired,
losing lots of blood.
haha.

totally hungry like hell during work.
thanks to glynnis,
who came to my rescue.
bought me sweets and nuggets.
haha if not maybe i will so faint there.

after work went for supper with liz, lac and lac's cousin.
totally full like hell now.
haha i know i'm contradicting.
haha.

tomorrow only going school for TEN MINUTES.
haha having interview thingy.
have to wear formal =/
totally sucks.
but training in the evening.....
have to bring so many stuffs :(

okay bye

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2008-11-10T16:28:00.003+08:00

having OM lab lesson now.
boring shit.
suddenly come red.
don feel like going work later at all.
but dunno how to answer to ken or alix =/

eyes itchy whole day long.
keep rubbing and tearing.

i don wanna this to happen at all

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2008-11-09T22:22:00.003+08:00

worked till morning on both friday and saturday night.
so only get to sleep around 7am.
off today cause is my mum's birthday!
but i totally slept whole day till 7pm.
haha.

tomorrow really must dragged myself to school.
if not lots of lecturer gonna call me already.
still going bakers to work after that =/

and this coming sunday is zouk staff night!
can drink for freeeee.
enter for freeeee.
haha and liz said i can have free flow of orange juice -.-
cause i cant drink.

i dont know you anymore

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2008-11-06T16:41:00.002+08:00

i totally just woke up.
totally missed whole day of lessons =/
yesterday i was still saying i'm gonna be a good girl this week,
but..........
-.-
i didnt even remember that i did snooze my alarm lor.
cause when i woke up,
i cant find my phone.
after that i found it under my blanket -.-
i didnt remember anything.
jialat.
abit lost count of how many lessons i missed already.
haha.

going out for dinner with family later.
to celebrate my mum's birthday.
though is on sunday but cause she only off today.
so ya.

and my gums hurts.
dunno is it cause of that extra teeth behind or too heaty.
also dunno is that wisdom tooth or what -.-

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2008-11-05T00:09:00.006+08:00

they said i look like Tarepanda -.-

liz really look damn scary.
cause of her accident face.
hahaha

our cheapskate uniform.
we still ownselves tear more holes.
haha

taken inside toilet

see!
liz look so disgusting!
hahaha

haha ahlu want her face to take up half of it

before makeup

she've no hand
haha

ahlu totally never waste the "blood"
put so much.
haha

taken by my bro.
think he can be photographer for ice cream soda.
haha

damn cute right!!
haha.
so damn waste my money also!

shredded chicken porridge.
haha

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2008-11-04T23:35:00.005+08:00

i seriously think there's something wrong with me.
i've big appetite.
i swear.
before training cause end class earlier,
ate KFC at fc5 with liz.
after training,
went clementi for dinner as usual.
wanted to go chill chill but dunno where to.
when i reached eunos,
i bought noodles -.-
my tummy is going to be as BIG as liz.
hahaha!
just now after bathing,
we're comparing our tummy inside the toilet.
totally obscene!
hahaha

sunday during work damn relax.
and i had porridge -.-
cause i told ken(supervisor) i was having headache.
so he asked the chef to cook shredded chicken porridge for me
-.- dunno must touched or sad.
haha.
cause we're too free.
liz eileen and i totally stood outside to play.
played like crazy only.
haha.
after work went supper with liz eileen glynnis and ken.
initially just wanted to go for prata.
but ken last minute join and he wanna drink.
so we went balcony.
haha only liz and i ate main course.
cause my porridge peed out already.
haha.
they drank like 2 bottles of kilkenny,
2 jugs of housepour,
1 glass of long island tea,
white wine.
and glynnis totally drunk and wasted.
haha.
so went eileen house to stay over.
i still set alarm at 8am to go school!
but i totally snooze it and go back to sleep.
when i woke up,
i was wondering why am i on the bed.
cause initially eileen said she n glynnis want sleep on bed.
then i remember,
cause after bathing,
i lied on the bed and totally slept till the next morning.
i still had pillow bolster blanket with me,
while the 2 poor ladies have nothing with them.
haha!

morning woke up awhile,
went toilet,
go back to sleep.
while the rest are awake and chatting.
totally slept till noon.
NUA the whole noon at her house.
liz and i started playing wrestling.
haha.
went for work straight after that.
so the 4 of us totally skipped school for the whole day!
hahah

tomorrow = wednesday = BORED
lesson at 9am =/
got work at night :(

ohya!
i got cheated today!
haha.
cause biz school got bazaar.
then after class i went this stall selling jap stuffs.
and i saw a lot of xiaoxin's biscuits and candies!
so i happily choose and choose.
end up?
$11+
KNS.
hahaha but it's really damn cute.

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2008-11-02T14:21:00.002+08:00

supposed to work at bakers at 11am today,
but my head totally hurts like f,
so damn feel like vomiting.
going work at 4pm instead later.
jialat.

this morning reached home at like 7plus?
cause after work went for supper/breakfast with ahlu, liz and other colleagues.
yesterday got staff drinks again.
initially wanted to take ribena,
then they were like WHY RIBENA??!!
haha.
end up took vodka cranberry.
drank after work.
only drank a few sips and im feeling feeling hot already.
so all give to liz to drink instead.
haha.

friday is helloooweeeeeen night.
zouk decoration totally steady pom pi pi.
haha totally like their entrance one lor.
haha.
dressed up and do our makeup.
ahlu and i were like helping each other to anyhow draw draw.
freda helped liz and totally gave her a car accident face.
haha damn disgusting.
saw alot of funny dressing from the customers.
and freda is so damn funny.
everytime work same station with her also cant stop laughing.
haha.

before work went bugis instead of mustafa.
with liz steph eileen,
ahlu came afterwards.
bought my "ROLEX".
hahaha.
and they've alot of comments about my watch =/
only ahlu is on my side.
herrrrr.
haha.

tomorrow is monday!
schooling again.
boring shit.
but think tomorrow working bakers after school.
sai.

okay going work soon.

now i know my choice isnt wrong

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2008-10-31T02:27:00.002+08:00

tuesday and thursday morning,
got bombarded by lots of sms.
and in the end,
i still had to listen to others.
not firm in my stand at all =/
all along only huiyu supported my initial decision.
only she understood why i made that choice :(

went down court after lesson.
didnt train,
just sit there watched them trained.
coach came,
liz bluff me cause she said coach not coming.
when he asked why i didnt train,
dunno what to say,
so just said that i didnt bring my stuffs.
sit at that stupid court for so damn long.
after that had to listen to liz's long naggy conv,
reached clementi for dinner already damn late.

though most of what liz said are naggy,
but SOME of it are true thou.
haha SOME.
but she's always the calm and patience one.
yet i'm always the harsh and reckless and impatience one.
haha so most probably i'm the one who will get into fight,
yet she'll just beside talking about her logic.
hahaha.

okay not going for psychology class tomorrow morning.
14 lessons and still counting.............
haha but going for transport management SEA in the noon.
boring module.
but no choice cause already skipped that lesson today =/
MUSTAFA with liz eileen steph after class.
then still gonna rush to work after that.
yeah my GOLD watch here i come!

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2008-10-30T15:48:00.003+08:00

13 lessons......
and still counting.....
haha.

end work earlier yesterday,
cause the supervisor know i still got school in the morning today.
but reached home at 4am =/

this friday is halloween!
halloween isnt in my dictionary all along.
haha.
but we gonna dress up during work this friday!
liz in phuture so wear black i think.
mine zouk so wear white.
then ahlu was like saying i will close my eyes whole night.
cause i will be too afraid to look at others.
think i don even dare to look into the mirror lor.
haha.

yesterday same counter with another senior cashier.
she's damn super funny.
cant stop laughing when she talks.
laugh till i scare i will count the money wrongly.
haha.
when the supervisor came over jiu even more jialat.
the way the both of them talks really can laugh till my mouth aches.
neh neh dong.
hahaha wth

weekends = work for me
kinda no life.

maybe cause all along i'm being too indecisive,
thats why i always follow what others said.

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2008-10-29T01:10:00.002+08:00

-.-
now like become my fault again.
being irresponsible,
blablabla.

again,
as usual,
everytime i've to listen to others.
i can never have my own stand.
having own stand = irresponsible

i seriously need someone to talk to.

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2008-10-28T23:19:00.002+08:00

as expected,
today here comes my 12 lessons.
haha totally slept till 5pm today.
5pm you know!
haha.

totally enjoy my day nua-ing at home.
haha.
dinner went paya lebar with family.
shop at supermarket.
my favourite lor.
but haben been doing it since so long ago.

tomorrow gonna be the FIRST time i'm going for wednesday class.
sure kenna jialat jialat from the lecturer.
haha dieeeee.
but seriously i've no mood to go school AT ALL.
just now was telling my mum that i no mood for school.
haha then my sis was like nagging,
saying last semester already still don hang on all that.
but NOOOO MOTIVATION AT ALLLLLL.
boring shit.

okay working tomorrow night again.
friday gonna be halloween night.
seems fun.
haha.

k bye.

you want it this way.
dont blame me for that.

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2008-10-28T00:26:00.002+08:00

school tomorrow again =/
2pm to 5pm for one tutorial.
abit feeling feeling to..........
haha!

meet up liz, bao, qihui, huiyu and jinhui today.
jh said pris supposed to come along too but cause she's packed with her exams
:(
anyway went cafe delmar.
abit disappointed ah.
cause food choices are like so limited.
but one thing good abit it,
cause there's one girl working over there :)))
haha!
here starts my tiko-ness again.
qihui still purposely used bao's cam to take that girl photo.
i'm gonna get it from bao soon.
haha!
then qh still ask her to help us take photos.
abit distracting lo.
dunno mus look at the lens or....
hahaha!
any lobang to work at cafe delmar??
i wanna job hop already.
no more zouk.
haha!

after that they wanna drink so went Trapizza.
but we itchy mouth wanna eat again.
end up only huiyu, jh and liz drank.
bao, qh and i drank JUICES.
haha healthy lifestyle.

camwhore at vivo.
think they gonna slap me cause i keep playing around.
so almost all photos only got my face.
haha.
wait till bao sent us then i upload again.
cant wait to see that girl's photo.
haha!
okay i'm just playing.

and liz had been nagging at me at the same old topic for the whole night.
gonna slap her soon already.
i cant believe i can go home after school tomorrow.
like FINALLY.
for quite long,
i havent been at home at night.
miss that feeling of nua-ing at home.

i'm not happy

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2008-10-27T15:26:00.002+08:00

I'M FINALLY BACK!

after 3 days of torture,
i'm still alive!!
haha.

firstly,
if i didnt add anyone back as my friend in lj,
cause it's suppose to be PRIVATE and whats the point of adding anyone everyone then?
but if you think i didnt add cause i talk bad inside,
then too bad.
thats what you assume.
i wont waste my time talking bad inside.
anything i would write it clear here.

okay anyway quite a lot of things happened this weekend.
this gonna be a long post.
haha.

working at zouk is alright,
though tiring but funny.
cause some of the senior staffs there are really funny like hell.
the way they talk can really laugh till your stomach ache.
haha.
but poor liz,
cause she work at phuture,
then seldom will be with us so miss out the fun.
but people say she look like edison!
haha thats our so-long-ago topic.
haha.

but i swear zouk music sucks like heeeeeeeell.
phuture at least r&b.
zouk's like......
dunno how to say but NOISE POLLUTION.
just feel damn irritating on fri and sat night.
at least wed is mambo night.

sat and sun work at bakers also funnnn.
though i'm tired like f already cause only slept 2 to 4 hours -.-
walking zombie around bakers.
haha.

cause sat liz and i were standing outside bakers.
then i saw this girl queuing alone.
so i gey siao told cheryl that the girl is waiting for me.
cause at that time,
i'm finishing work soon.
haha.
then she really walked over!
but i dunno what she told that girl.
haha it made liz and i laughed like hell at the counter.
when i walked in,
eileen was like "look at your hum sup face"
i was like "how you know??!!"
haha then she said cause saw me laugh till like that,
then outside got a girl look not bad,
sure is i'm aimming at her already.
hahaha.
the girl sat at table 6,
so i told everyone that no one is suppose to serve that table except me.
hahaha.
first jody took her order then i was like -.-
secondly glynnis served her the food then i was like -.-"
lastly got a cup of coffee,
they finally let me have the chance,
but i was laughing like hell.
cause they stand there like waiting to see how i serve her.
haha end up i didnt serve cause i laugh till want die already.
but luckily i didnt serve.
cause wrong table.
haha!
but i was still telling liz that backview perfect 100%.
hahaha.

from that day onwards,
i've a lot of new nicknames already.
for more info about the nicknames,
can refer to eileen's blog -.-
haha.

so overall,
though working is tiring,
but FUN.
haha.

and people,
i work so much this weekend is NO CHOICE.
cause last minute cannot cancel bakers schedule.
so is NOT what i wanted.
and i work cause i want SAVE.
so no need worry k.
i will still TRY my best to go school.
haha.

quitting the team will only be better for me.
i can have more time to go out or do own stuffs.
especially my mum only off on thursday.
only loss,
is to have lesser time with friends.
ohya,
and being fatter and fatter each day.
haha.
and and HK trip next year march.
but who cares.
gonna be determined this time,
i try.

okay going cafe delmar later to celebrate bao's birthday.
but it's like raining now?
and i dunno why people likes to go there recently.
pui!

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2008-10-24T15:16:00.002+08:00

okay TXP's new record.
11 lessons in 2 weeks!
hahaha.
actually is 2 lessons today but morning lesson last minute cancelled.
luckily i never go ah.
haha!

yesterday 9 plus slept all the way till just now 2 plus.
SHIOOOOK!
haha.

but tonight jiu not shiok already.
meeting ahlu and liz later before work.
nua nua nua.
my favourite.
haha.

okay if i don drag myself to bathe now and leave the house,
ahlu's gonna kill me.

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2008-10-23T21:16:00.002+08:00

firstly,
i'm very very very depressed about my hair.
especially my sideburn :(

secondly,
i'm feeling feeling very very very tired now because i only slept at 5.45am this morning,
and woke up at 7.45am!
2hours of sleep only!
kill meeeee!

yesterday first day of work.
things are alright.
the people are quite friendly and compliments are always nice to my ears :)
but it's tiring to stand at the same spot for hours.
but yesterday mambo night so songs are like 80s kind.
kinda boring.
and ahlu is being nice.
also another loved one lor.
haha.
went back home in their transport and reached home like 5am.

this morning dragged myself for lesson at 9am.
totally can dieeee.
tired like fffffff.
after lesson meet liz,
cause we feeling feeling sushi today.
haha so went the cathay for sushi.
then headed to TCC to rot.
wanted to go back school for BD lesson,
but yujin and hazel not going,
so i decided not to go.
haha.

and know what?
it's only second week of school.
but i already skipped 10 lessons!!
haha include tutorials and lectures.

glynnis came over to meet us for awhile,
then we went back school for team meeting.

and it's so time for me to sleep now.
i'm gonna have a looooooong weekend.

friday - zouk 7.30pm to 5am
saturday - bakers 1pm to 6pm, zouk 7.30pm to 5am
sunday - bakers 11am to 6pm, zouk 7.30pm to 5am

-.- tell me how many hours can i sleep.
dieeee.

okay bye!

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2008-10-22T01:47:00.002+08:00

nightfall....

always make me feeling feeling emo.
but the one that i can really talk to,
is so limited.

i hate those attitude replies.

do you even wanna listen?

my private journal.
liesjournal-not.livejournal.com
haha i know name is cock.
cause i cant think of any.
purely friends only.
can try to add me.
haha

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2008-10-22T00:14:00.003+08:00

i'm still thinking if i should cut my hair tomorrow.
=/

didnt train today cause still coughing away.
and coach didnt come.
so take the chance to skive.
haha.
watched the guys team having friendly with catholic high.
after that went clementi for dinner as usual.
and i'm gonna sleep soon if not gonna faint tomorrow =/

dilemma now.
should i go for law tutorial tomorrow?
sigh........
i dread going school everyday now.
is like nothing but BORING.
i rather chose going school than working,
but going for lesson is like super boring.
if hazel not around,
i will be even more booooored.
half more year....

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2008-10-21T00:28:00.008+08:00

done by glynnis lim wan ting.
haha

liqin and meee

liqin me xiaohui

me and xiaohui

me and rosie

in kallang leisure park carpark

singapore flyer

haha i think this photo look damn funny

supper after st james

the first car i drive after passing

baozhen and meeee

liqin and xiaohui

done by bakers chef.
haha

some overdue pictures.
haha

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2008-10-21T00:21:00.003+08:00

i didnt wake up for school today AT ALL.
hahah no comment about my laziness =/

but i didnt waste my day.
changed my hamster's bedding.
took like 876135716578hours to finish changing.
damn tiring.
haha went cityhall with sis and bro after that.
shop shop shop.
happy one lor.
got what i want.
haha.

i gonna have a long and tiring weekend this week.
hope i dont faint.

gonna cut hair tomorrow,
IF i can wake up.
haha

anyway people,
DON contact me at 91286534.
hahah so sorry.
disadvantage of having 2 lines.
so people,
just contact me at 91900553 will do.
hahah.

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2008-10-20T00:23:00.003+08:00

was busy and packed last few days.
been feeling sick since friday =/
but still dragged myself to work these 2 days.

saturday after work went for supper with colleagues.
almost all of us went.
went makansutra and spent like $200?
haha but didnt ate much.
cause like tasteless to me anyway?
then that glynnis was like 'drink more water, eat lesser'
totally like ah ma.
haha.
but they really damn crap.
can crap anything out of everything.
especially that cheryl.
totally ah lian.
after eating,
they had that feel to drink.
so each of us drank a can of heineken.
totally beer belly already.
haha.
cause they want ta,
then i gey kiang want to ta also.
after that,
head hurts like f.
really damn pain.
never felt so pain before.
maybe cause i'm still sick that night.
but after one can of beer,
i totally cannot make it already.
as expected,
they started laughing at me already =/
cabbed home with natasha after that.
reached home around 2.30am?
fall asleep straight away.
haha!

saw eileen's blog.
totally feel like slapping her.
haha.
got to clarify,
I'M INNOCENT!
haha.

today supposed to work at 12pm.
but i overslept and went at 1pm =X
still coughing like f today.
liz and eileen enjoy life lor.
worked till 6pm only.
i'm feeling playful today.
dunno why still have energy to disturb people.
like 'EH NO MORE ICE LEMON TEA'
haha cause i keep disturbing them,
by keep reminding them about that.
think eileen, ray and glynnis almost kill me.
not really busy today.
so keep playing with glynnis and ray.

next week gonna work sat and sun in bakers only.
haha not used to it lo.
like work 2 days only?
but i think i will so die during the weekend.
cause i don have time to sleep AT ALL?
like work 24hours -.-

i think i've been drinking TOO MUCH coke.
cause EVERYDAY i will AT LEAST drink a cup of coke.
now school starts,
everytime before going lesson,
i will still go fc6 to buy a cup first -.-
like no coke will die lidat.
haha.
but i think if i continue this way,
i will die even faster.
haha.
i shall STOP drinking coke.
be healthy :)

lesson at 11am to 5pm tomorrow.
BORING.

anyway people,
CAN contact me at BOTH 91900553 and 91286534 now.
haha

the special ~~something~~

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2008-10-17T12:47:00.001+08:00

Fall For You - Secondhand Serenade

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2008-10-17T12:20:00.003+08:00

end our friendly late yesterday.
by the time we finished bathing is like 10pm already.
headed clementi for dinner as usual.
reached home nua nua abit,
slept around 1plus.

this morning totally don feel like waking up at all.
tired like ffffffffff.
but still dragged myself off bed.
8am lesson is TORTURE please.

Psychology class this morning.
not bad but have to do alot of stupid stuffs.
asked to draw something that we think represent ourselves.
cause i was too tired.
all i can think of is pig.
haha.
3hours tutorial please!
i hang on for 2.5hours.
last half hour i really cannot tahan and fall asleep.
haha.

here i am,
slacking at biz lib now.
another 2 hours lecture later.
BORING.

and i just realised this semester,
only ONEEEE lecture is in MLT with other classes.
the rest of the lectures is ONLY my class alone.
which means more like tutorial then lecture.
BORINNNNNG.

my last semester in school gonna be so boooored.
hopefully is really my LAST semester.
haha.

okay i'm really tired.
shall continue nua-ing.

friends,
as always

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2008-10-16T15:59:00.002+08:00

having Business Development(BD) now.
boring like f.
completely not listening at all =/
havent eat anything since i woke up.
cause sorethroat then no appetite.

but going fc5 to meet the rest later.
so it's either KFC or pizza hut again.
but my throat is like..............

okay i can so sense i'm having moodswing today again
:(

rain rain go away

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2008-10-16T12:30:00.002+08:00

yesterday skipped whole day.
today skipped 8-10 tutorial.
haha cause next lesson is at 3pm.
and i'm really damn tired.

yesterday work as usual.
weekdays dinner not much crowd.
and i seems to be playing around on every weekdays dinner.
haha didnt do what i'm suppose to do.
but yet keep fooling around to disturb people.
fun fun fun.
and SOME people just like to step on my shoe.
WHITE you know!
haha.
looking forward to our girls-only-chalet.
haha.

later training will be having friendly.
hope no more skipping later.

tonight will be the night that i'll fall for you,
over again,
dont make me change my mind.

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2008-10-15T14:53:00.004+08:00

my "godma" sent me this email.

天秤座. (LIBRA)
愛美第一名，猶豫第一名，懶惰第一名，善辯第一名，公正第一名。

haha vain, indecisive, lazy, fickle minded.
sooooo me.
haha

雙魚座. (pisces)
心軟第一名，敏感第一名，多疑第一名，愛作夢第一名，胡思亂想第一名。

水瓶座. (Aquarius)
好奇第一名，好學第一名，創意第一名，另類第一名，創造力第一名。

摩羯座.

嚴肅第一名，鎮定第一名，忍耐第一名，認真第一名，保守第一名。

射手座. (Sagittarius)
貪玩第一名，糊塗第一名，可愛第一名，勇於嘗試第一名，心無城府第一名。

天蠍座. (scorpio)
癡情第一名，扮酷第一名，魅力第一名，冷冰冰第一名，理智第一名

處女座. (virgo)
細心第一名，挑剔第一名，愛乾淨第一名，小題大做第一名，吃醋第一名。

獅子座. (leo)
自信第一名，愛現第一名，要面子第一名，品味第一名，風度第一名。

巨蟹座. (cancer)
體貼第一名，愛吃第一名，愛家第一名，孝順第一名，多愁善感第一名。

雙子座. (gemini)
八卦第一名，聰慧第一名， Crazy第一名，幽默第一名，多話第一名。

金牛座. (Taurus)
穩重第一名，節儉第一名，貪財第一名，可靠第一名，吃苦耐勞第一名。

牡羊座. (Capricorn)
衝動第一名，做事後悔第一名，火氣大第一名，大膽第一名，敢愛敢恨第一名。

anyway i really hate SP now!
they sent me the THIRD result slips.
saying the previous all wrong!
know what?
this THIRD result slip,
my GPA only 1.6!!
hahahaha.
omg.
steady right.
haha.

okay,
i so overslept today.
really tired will dunno like what.
but didnt have a good sleep.
dunno why head like damn heavy.
working at 6 later.
meeting liz earlier for dinner first.
i'm craving for loooongjohn nooooooooow.

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2008-10-15T00:40:00.002+08:00

omg.
cause i don check my hotmail account.
then just saw my "godma" email.
anyway my "godma" is from my attachment company that time.
haha.
she totally remember my birthday!
OMG so touched.
think she contacted me at 91900553 but couldnt get through.
then she thought i disappear already cause never reply her email also.
omg where to find such nice person in my workplace next time.
haha.

okay time to sleep.
i've a feeling that i wont go school tomorrow :D

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2008-10-14T23:45:00.003+08:00

supposed to meet liz at 12pm.
but i'm late cause of someone -.-

went fc5 for lunch cause heard that they installed aircon.
haha but quite disappointed.
cause also nothing much.
add in doors and aircon only.
haha.

then went for tutorial.
3hours tutorial but around 1.5hours jiu released already.

training today after 3weeks.
TIRING.
dunno what i'm doing also.
skipped 200times today.
after 20years of my life,
i only realised today,
that i so cant skip.
-.- so sucked in skipping.

lesson at 9am to 3pm tomorrow.
working after that.
sian.
suppose to go for another interview.
:(

i still felt that pinch.

aint kidding at all.

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2008-10-13T06:47:00.003+08:00

totally slept at 8pm yesterday,
all the way till this morning.
school at 11am later,
but dunno why i woke up so early for.

think yesterday while i'm sleeping,
dunno who called but i just hang the call.
haha i think i thought it's my alarm.
haha!
cause my 9128 number don have caller id,
so i dunno who's the one who call me.

i still have work after school today.
boring shit.

okay bye.
i should go back to sleep.

okay it's embarrassing to write too much on blog.
BANG WALL =/

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2008-10-12T19:28:00.003+08:00

MONDAY - 11am to 5pm (1pm to 3pm BREAK)
TUESDAY - 2pm to 5pm
WEDNESDAY - 9am to 3pm (12pm to 1pm BREAK)
THURSDAY - 8am to 5pm (10am to 3pm BREAK!!)
FRIDAY - 8am to 3pm (11am to 1pm BREAK)

timetable for my LAST sem.
(hopefully it's the last sem)
haha.
people please ask me out for lunch during my break.
especially THURSDAY!!
can die.
totally waste my time only.

anyway had been quite busy last few days.
meeting up with friends whom i seldom meetup nowadays.
again,
birthday is boring.
but at least there's something to be glad about.

too lazy to elaborate what happened.

tomorrow gonna start school already.
BORING.
start school = start training.
EVEN MORE BORING.

anyway thanks all for wishing me.
i'm sorry for not replying cause i'm busy.
haha but THANKS.
much much much appreciated.

just read rosie's blog.
and awwww.
i so missed sec school days.
it's far too different from poly life.
poly is like so hi-bye.
study on your own.
everything is your own problem.
sigh,
things just changed when time flies.
i miss.....

all over again

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2008-10-10T06:12:00.000+08:00

Zu Wo Shen Ri Kuai Le

a perfect song for me now.
haha

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2008-10-10T05:58:00.002+08:00

long day out.

meet liz in the morning to collect the car.
but from amk to town,
we took like 2 hours!
cause we got lost halfway.
from this,
i can conclude that liz is a poor navigator.
haha.
somemore town still jam like shit.
end up we're so late from work.
cant find parking lot somemore.
park at some ulu hotel behind paragon.
5hours cost $13!!
like wtf!
almost heart attack when i saw it deducted -.-

oh and glyniss is nice.
she wrote me a birthday letter.
jody's nice too.
cause she and glynnis bought me oreo cheese :)
and my chef there is nice too.
made a warm chocolate cake thingy for me :)
loves.

after work my sis came,
ride home.
she's a poor navigator too.
got lost too.
end up took like 1 hour to reach home -.-
went parkway for dinner with family.
then my sis wanna drive back.
actually kinda scary too.
haha.

after that i drive alone back to town to find liz.
surprisingly i didnt get lost.
reached town within 15mins.
haha SHIOK.

cause my sis accidentally took my vest home and i din realised until i reached town.
so after meeting liz and manlin,
drove back home.
then meet jinhui, huiyu and pris.
they wanna surprise me,
but too bad manlin leaked it out already.
haha.
but i'm really shocked that she'll come cause she still have school tomorrow.

anyway went st james.
okay as usual boring for me.
this time even worst.
cause i cant drink.

went somewhere near bugis for dimsum supper.
then drive jiayi, liz, bao and jac home.
damn freaking tired.
from bugis to tampines to batok to eunos.
can die.
neck aching like hell.
but at least i didnt get lost when i drive alone.
thats lucky enough.
haha.

okay i'm really tired now.
but maybe sending my bro to school later.
evening meeting xiaohui liqin rosie.

asking myself what i want again and again,
in vain.
cause i can never get a perfect answer.
cause there's no answer to my answer.
-.-

a boring birthday.
just no mood,
at all.

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2008-10-09T08:40:00.002+08:00

supposed to meet liz 8.30am in school.
but i woke up at 8am and i'm toooo tired.
luckily never go.
cause my timetable is out already.
haha.
and yeah,
think IAF only need to take the exam at end of next sem.
but my timetable abit empty eh.
still got 5 hours break!!
dunno do what sia.

hopefully i can grad after this sem.
unless i forward any of it.
haha.

meeting liz for breakfast then get car then work.

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2008-10-09T00:44:00.003+08:00

i really don understand.
why i'm still affected.

listening to jay chou's new song recommended by eileen.
makes me mood even more bad.

anyway people,
please DON contact me at 91900553.
anything please contact me at 91286534.

失落非主流

你的繪畫凌亂著
在這個時刻
我像氣氛純白的白鴿
甜蜜散落了
繼續莫名的拉扯
我還愛你呢
而你斷斷續續唱著歌
假裝沒事了
時間過了
走了
愛情面臨選擇
你冷了
倦了
我哭了
一開始都不快樂
你用卡片紙寫著
有些愛只給到這
真的痛了

怎麼了
你累了
說好的
幸福呢
我懂了
不說了
愛淡了
夢遠了
開心與不開心依稀數著你在不舍
那些愛過的感覺都太深刻
我都還記得
你不懂了
說好的
幸福呢
我錯了
淚干了
放手了
后悔了
只是回憶的音樂盒還旋轉著
要怎麼停呢

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2008-10-09T00:15:00.002+08:00

tomorrow gonna be a long day for me.
going back to school early in the morning to settle my timetable stuffs.
worked 12 to 6.
dinner with family.
most probably st james after that.
i hope i dont get lost.
but looking through the streetdirectory makes me more headache.
cant figure out at all.

that time i thought my birthday is so near.
but now,
i think it's so far away from that time.
the birthday wish.

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2008-10-07T23:31:00.002+08:00

okay i'm seriously very tired now.
every morning i wake up,
i feel like i'm dying.

today i'm having serious moodswing during work.
even liz i also no mood to talk to.
really tired like f.
head heavy like crazy.
end work at 6pm jiu rushed home.
had dinner with mum.
watched tv halfway and fall asleep.

sunday during work damn funny.
that cheryl really made me and liz laughed like f.
her actions really damn...........
dunno how to say.
haha damn hilarious jiu dui le.
cause that day too busy then i cant go out eat.
so stand inside kitchen to eat.
cause like blocking her way then she pointed at a corner and say:
"go back to your corner!"
although i felt so much like a dog,
but couldnt stop laughing.
really can laugh till tummyache one lor.
haha.

after work went seesha again.
haha.
this time with glynnis.
quite bad la.
like teach her bad things lidat.
underage somemore.
haha.
slacked at the place till 2plus,
then intially we intend to WALK to geylang,
but halfway i cannot tahan already.
haha so took cab.
liz and i wanted to eat durian,
but end up eating dimsum.
haha then took cab home.
again,
liz slept on my bed,
i slept on sofa.
next day i tired like CRAZY.
cause like never sleep properly like that.

haha.
then glynnis and i damn tired during work.
like walking zombies.
only liz damn awake.
dunno why.
cause glynnis and i station outside.
think we too tired to talk.
and there's a paper at the station there.
so we started writing on the paper to communicate.
haha.

okay i'm really very tired.
i feel like my eyes are sooo heavy.
and my lips hurts like f now.
=/

anyway i'm renting car this thursday!
cause having dinner with family after work.
liz gonna be my first passenger!
haha.
i so cant drive alone please.
i think i will so get lost in singapore.
but a little scare you see.
cause no more hatchback cars.
so rent toyota corolla.
have backside.
don really dare to drive.
especially parking.
haha.

okay.
i need my beauty sleep.
need to wake up early to buy streetdirectory before going work.
haha!

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2008-10-05T08:20:00.002+08:00

i'm seriously TIRED now.

yesterday night was too awake to sleep.
lying on my bed,
thinking about the past.
i think i'm gonna create another journal soon,
a private one.
cause i think my this blog abit too public already.
haha.
cause i don keep a physical diary,
and in case if someday anything happens to me (CHOY!)
that journal gonna be something deep down from my heart.

okay i gonna work 9.30am to 10.30pm today.
13hours.
tired like f already.

next week gonna be last week of holiday before school starts.
and i think chances of me forwarding IAF is like 90%.
i hate school of business.
everything also cock up one.
sian.

okay.
off to work.

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2008-10-04T21:52:00.010+08:00

my eyes hardly open big. haha

laoshi blow first.

must save a candle for myself to blow. haha

my drunk face. haha

they say look like wedding. haha

9 bottles in total.
dunno whose chrysanthemum is it.
haha

i've FAT face.

4 mugs.
cause only 4 of us drinking.
haha

my face is really......
FAT.

my favourite photos of the day.
hahahaha

11 prawns for 5 hours for $90!

it's always us.
haha

jinhui and pris

second try.
haha

oreo cheese!

happy 24th pek huiyu

they said enough to put another head in between.
haha

giddy giddy

tell me,
how can don melt.
hahaha!

first prawn of the day!

4 mugs, 9 bottles -.-

dimsum!

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2008-10-04T15:16:00.003+08:00

today gonna be a nua-ing day for me.

long day out yesterday.
i should be still sleeping on my comfy bed now.

met liz around 11plus,
went for dimsum buffet.
full like hell.
we're like pushing food to each other to finish it up.
can die.
haha.

after that went around shopping for presents.
bought A LOT of stuffs,
but none of it is ours -.-
sad har.
haha.
wanted to buy a short in marina,
but liz pulled me away -.-
SAVE MONEY PLAN.
haha.

around 6plus went JP.
saw ade and haixin.
(oh please me and ade so have NOTHING on please. i've good taste)
haha!
okay i know she gonna kill me now.
haha.

had our dinner at that dunno what Yaki Yaki Bo.
liz, qihui and i reached first.
followed by jinhui, pris then laoshi.
okay they're just making me awkward by making fun of me.
=/
cant blame me for being shy right?
right.
haha okay,
i admit i'm a failure,
a loser.
didnt talk to her more than 10 sentences the whole night :(

went prawning around 9plus.
but i think laoshi, liz and pris objective isnt prawning,
is drinking -.-
total we bought 9 bottles of Heineken.
drank like some ah peks.
i admit the 3 of them are good at drinker.
EXCEPT me.
as usual =/
drank 2 mugs of it and i'm abit giddy giddy already.
and they started making fun of me again -.-
and she still called me loser :(((
why all the girls drink better than me :(

after that pris left for her friend's birthday,
then we continue prawning.
cut cake for laoshi and my birthday.
though mine abit advance.
haha.
but liz got us OREO CHEESECAKE!
omg my favourite.
and she still asked the dessert chef to decorate with strawberries.
omg love.

anyway,
we spent 5 hours with 2 rods but end up we got only 12 prawns -.-
the last one is when we about to leave,
then the prawn just get hooked.
haha.

around 3,
send bao and qihui back home,
fetched pris again,
then headed to geylang for frog leg porridge.
frog leg porridge.
haha sounds abit wrong?
nvm.
but i'm a little too full and tired already.
so they sent me back first.
reached home around 5plus.

sigh.
i've so missed the chance.
like one in a million years then will see her.
haha.
but i cant stop myself from being shy =/
killllll meeeeeeee.

i dont have good memory to remember things 5 or 6 years back.
but dunno why,
some of it just made me remember so clearly.
haha.
remember there was once we played ball at gombak after a rain,
and i went out to shoot ball,
but i just slipped and fall infront of her.
at that point i really wanna dig a hole.
totally embarrassing.
once,
they went clementi to watch match,
i didnt tag along cause i was sick till only ly on bed whole day,
then layming texted saying she got hit by a ball,
just by sitting outside watching match.
haha then she said she saw stars.
okay after that i so don feel ill anymore already.
haha.
forgot which year already,
but we were having gombak cup.
she gave me this xmas present which is still on my rack now.
that time i dunno high like what f.
cause didnt expect to get from her.
haha after that i dragged laoshi and guanhong to go find present with me.
then we rushed down to wait for her to finish work,
when i saw her,
i'm like just "nah",
then i rushed to toilet.
-.- they almost killed me at that time.

okay these memories are always deep down in me.
occasionally when i think of her,
then i will remember these past.
been so long already.
but i miss those one-sided days.
though it's one-sided,
but it's still so memorable.
haha.

time flies.
everybody will change.
so do i.
but one thing i cant change,
for being SHY.
damn.
a real loser.

okay just some past.
we've grown up.
:(

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2008-10-03T03:33:00.003+08:00

dont know why,
but i'm kinda awake.
been watching that hongkong drama.
but i started sneezing again.
so,
it's time to sleep.

think of tomorrow have to call or go down school again jiu....
SIAN.

think next sunday going out with poly friends.
friday sec school friends.
so think sat work?

k bye.

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2008-10-02T23:32:00.002+08:00

F MY SCHOOL LA.
handed in MC with LOA and appeal letter but yet they make me forward my IAF!
WTF!!
cause checked my timetable only got 2 modules!
then i got appointment to register forward module thingy.
WTH!!
still say i can just take IAF exam next sem without going lesson again.
ffffffffffffff.
i don wanna forward laaaaaaaa.
possibility of staying half more year is higher,
possibility of going other class for lesson is higher.
I DONT WANT!!

damn.
off tomorrow.
but think gonna go back school early in the morning tomorrow.
i'm gonna COMPLAIN.
I DON CARE.
hahaha.

going for dimsum buffet with liz tomorrow.
then going out before meeting the rest.
i'm gonna see heeerrrrrrr tomorrow!
but think she gonna leave early :(
but nvm.
hahah.

sat gonna off again.
yeah.
rest rest nua nua!

okay today is soooo not my day.
dunno why during work also moody moody.
damn busy make me more sian also.
cut my hair before work.
okay i know it sucked!
cause everyone's like "what happen to your hair??"
:(((

now my timetable thingy made me more SIAN!!
fffffffffffffffffffff.

okay bye.

what am i?
to you.

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2008-10-02T02:58:00.003+08:00

timetable is still not out yet.
dunno is it business school slow,
or is it only MY timetable not out yet.
haha.

today is a busy busy day.
from noon all the way busy till night.
and all of us busy till starving like hell already.
poor jody and elkana today.
met some stupid ang mohs and had to compensate.
okay i know i sucked in consoling people.
haha all i can say is "relax relax"
haha.
only till after dinner time then we can start to rest a bit.
think i tired till abit ki siao already.
started going into the kitchen to disturb liz again.
then started to play games with her.
cause i wanna take ice water,
so asked her to throw ice from far then i catch it using the glass.
haha laughed like hell.

after work went Nabins @ haji lane area with liz again.
our usual hideout.
haha.
had a sinful supper.
spent quite a bomb there.
chatted with liz.
and i said this:
"i'm happy with my life now"
after saying this,
i gave liz this look -.-
haha ownself say le also feel 心虚 lor.
haha.

ohya,
saw cheryl and quanlong at bugis station too.
haha.

okay i cant wait to cut my hair before work tomorrow!
only work 12 to 5 tomorrow.
i'm determined to change my hairstyle this time.
but i'm really afraid that the hairstylist cant give me what i want.
so if next time you guys see me with the same hairstyle,
means i still don trust the hairstylist.
haha play safe better right.

okay i'm feeling giddy giddy again.
bye all.

i don understand myself.
thats why i can never understand others.

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2008-09-30T17:02:00.006+08:00

yeah last minute no work!
NUA-ING DAY.

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2008-09-30T14:16:00.002+08:00

i'm supposed to be off today.
but last minute not enough staff,
so i've to work 6 to 11pm.
my sis still asked me to go st james tonight,
cause it's PH tomorrow -.-

working on last sunday is an enjoyable one.
cause i saw TABLE 10 GIRL!
haha she's quite a regular in our outlet,
the previous time she sat on table 10,
thats why from that day onwards,
we called her table 10.
elkana saw her queueing outside first,
then she keep hinting me to look outside.
so i told them nobody can serve her table except me.
haha!
i can even guess what she'll order can.
cause everytime also the same old thing.

omg i cant wait to see her again!
haha!

sunday after work went for my cousin wedding.
i thought youngster's wedding should be more happening,
but i can say,
it's the most boring wedding i'd went so far.
though the restaurant and stuffs are good,
but the emcee are like shit.
throughout the whole wedding dinner,
they only spoke TWO sentences with MONOTONE.
which makes the whole atmosphere soooo DEAD.
but the food are nice :)
haha.
and my sis made a dirty joke out of the abalone.
although it's super disgusting,
but it made us laugh like hell.
haha.

yesterday was quite busy.
and that gong gong ray brought wrong shoe to work.
so for that 10hours,
she wore heels.
haha and looked damn funny when she walked.
okay i know i'm bad to make fun of her,
but it's just for fun.
haha.
cause she said "waffle ice cream",
and i heard it as "wobble ice cream",
then glynnis and liz keep saying wobble from that point onwards.
aiya dunno how to spell that glynnis's name.
haha.

working with ray, glynnis, elkana and jody later.
liz end at 3pm,
eileen off.
ahh i regretted working.
cause i wanna go cut my hair...................

okay i'm booked on 10th oct evening to night.
and litmus blue shorts is chopped by kaingee and gang.
haha.
9th oct evening should be having dinner with family.
still thinking if i should work on 11th oct.
cause gonna school reopen on 13th oct already :(

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2008-09-28T03:23:00.002+08:00

feeling terribly lousy today.
frustrating.
irritating.
annoying.
LOUSY.

working 1pm to 6pm tomorrow.
5 hours only.
abit bo liao.
cause cousin wedding at le meridien.
gonna see lots of relatives there.
they gonna ask me lots of questions again.
argh.

TXP WAKE UP WAKE UP!!

anyone gonna bring sunshine back into my life?

girl, it's you.
do you know that.

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2008-09-27T11:29:00.002+08:00

i'm home!

okay i admit i sucked.
drank a few cups of Heineken,
but i'm NOT drunk.
just giddy giddy.
so went into the tent to take a rest.
and i slept all the way till this morning -.-
so i missed out the night cycling part AGAIN.
i'm so not fated to cycling luh.

working at vivo at 6pm later.
sigh.
both liz and eileen in paragon.
sian.

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2008-09-26T13:54:00.002+08:00

i'm feeling lousy today :(

reached home around 10am?
i regretted taking bus.
1 hour journey.
can die.

slept for a few hours only?
here i am.
i'm seriously VERY tired.
but i'm having flu AGAIN.
so i cant sleep =/

watched my best friend's girl yesterday.
alright ba.
not much comment.
haha but i'm looking forward to Big Stan now.

argh tomorrow working at vivo ALONE =/
BORING.

looking forward to 3rd oct gathering.
one more week.
cant wait :)))

say hello to mr SUNSHINE :)

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2008-09-25T14:34:00.001+08:00

tell me i'm cute.
i know i am.
:)

cause some idiot just sent me this,
and so reminded me of how cute i am.
haha

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2008-09-25T14:20:00.003+08:00

HELLO PEOPLE.

I'M FEELING LUCKY TODAY.

SO I SHALL BE NICE TO EVERYONEEEEE
:)

I PASSED!!

DEMERIT POINT ONLY 8!

IF I DON ANYHOW OVERTAKE A CAR TODAY,
I'LL HAVE NO DEMERIT POINT!

OMGGG!
CANT BELIEVE RIGHT!

I PASSED!

I CAN DRIVE NOW!!

WHO WANNA BE MY FIRST PASSENGER??

OMGOMGOMG.

I WANNA THANK TAN CHEE KIONG.
(my tester today)

I WANNA THANK MR ANG.
(my instructor)

I WANNA THANK MY DAD, GRANDPA, GRANDMA.
(cause i prayed to them before going out)

I WANNA THANK THAT STONE THAT I PICKED UP.
(cause there's this legend of bringing a stone to test)

I WANNA THANK ALL THAT WISH ME LUCK.
(you know who you are)

I WANNA THANK MR ANG'S HONDA FIT.
(cooool car. no backside)

I WANNA THANK EVERYONEEEEEEEEEEEEE.

okay bike in november!
YEAHHH.

but i doubt i will drive on road now.
cause it's scary.
and i'm a road idiot.
sure lost my way like dunno what.
haha huiyu still say rent car for me next week if i passed.
but i doubt i will drive it.
haha.

okay,
i'm in a very good mood today.
so i shall be patient to everyone everything.
hahaha.

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2008-09-25T08:01:00.002+08:00

1 more hour to go,
going for last circuit lesson.
2 more hours to go,
driving test!!
though i dont pin any hope this time round,
but it really gonna WASTE MONEY if i fail again
=/

been sneezing non stop since sunday :(
and my knee still hurts luh.

mahjong tonight!
been so long since i last played.
but it gonna be quiet.

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2008-09-24T00:46:00.002+08:00

Wo Bu Pei 我不配 MV - Jay Chou Jie Lun

i think the girl inside this MV is like...
HOOOOOT.
especially in that kind of boyfriend shirt.
like omg.
but sad MV.
okay i think no more HK.
taiwan better.
haha!

why am i angry about.
it's none of my business.
i've no right.

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2008-09-23T23:42:00.003+08:00

worked 12 to 6 today.
like nothing much.
dunno why no mood to work already.
keep going into the kitchen to disturb liz.
think she gonna kill me soon.
cause i wasted a lot of latte and hot chocolate.
haha cause keep wanting to make that heart shape out.
but always FAILED.
sad.

liz working at MW tomorrow,
eileen not working.
i'm gonna get bored to death tomorrow =/
luckily at least ray working.
haha keep calling her chinese name today.
xiao lei~
haha.
anyway think this sat working at VC instead of UE.
VC.
bad memories too.

okay i'm just looking forward to weekend now.
cause thursday driving test,
friday gathering,
then think sunday is my cousin wedding day.

in case anyone is thinking what to buy for me,
*HINT HINT*
haha.

my new love now is BEN SHERMAN.
WHITE LOAFERS i like too.
LITMUS BLUE SHORTS not bad too,
but not black, white, red colour.
hahaha.

okay thats all i can think of it.
but still,
MY CAR LICENSE PLEASEEEEEEEEEE

okay if i passed this time,
bike lessons during november!
haha but chances is like 0.0001% for me to pass.
okay sad.

chatted with my mum about what i'm gonna do when i grad.
actually,
i've no idea what i wanna do.
i cant study uni,
i don wanna work office kind.
but yet i studied business.
how?
if i never forward my IAF,
means i'll grad in like less than half year?
what am i suppose to do then?

watched HK drama just now.
have a feeling of migrating oversea to work.
actually HK not bad.
cause their standard of living quite similar to SG.
just that my canto cannot make it -.-
if i've the courage to leave my family and friends,
i will.

happened to saw my long long ago friend's friendster profile.
dunno if she's still living in SG or move to thai already.
she'd a thai gf and i think she even know thai language well enough now.
haha thats quite surprising.
i should go back thai to find PEPSI.
haha.

but leaving to another country,
having a new start,
is something quite looking forward to.
hmm maybe it's time for me to save.
haha.

girls,
i can never understand.

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2008-09-23T01:25:00.004+08:00

tell me i'm a nice sister.
haha it's MACARONS please.
cause my sis keep forgetting what name is it.
haha

am i really wrong?
so wrong?

for the last time.......
why is it the last time...

i know i'm as selfish as ever,
as boring as ever.

the favourite pillow.
the comfortable blanket.
the puzzle book.

cheap...
so cheap isnt it...

dunno what day is today.
all online.
i really mean like ALL.
ALL the special people.
haha.

okay move on girl.
no more crying over spilled milk.

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2008-09-23T00:05:00.002+08:00

spent whole day watching tv,
nua-ing at home.
havent been doing these for so long.

after seeing doctor,
bought ljs :)
best remedy for giddy giddy.

worked 12 to 6 tomorrow.
training cancelled this week!
=D

cause today mc,
so this week only work 4 days.
thursday driving test,
friday gathering,
sat working in UE square again.
bad memories.

saw a nice vespa today again.
everytime when i saw those nice vespa jiu will feel like taking bike lesson.
okay,
if i pass my driving lesson this thursday,
i will go take bike!
haha.
but i think chances is soooo slim.
=/

anyway,
think next year games tour not going perth already.
changed to hongkong -.-
hongkong AGAIN.
i'm gonna learn cantonese already...

spoiled my night.....

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2008-09-22T14:54:00.002+08:00

didnt went for work today.
thanks to yesterday night -.-
feeling so sick now.
argh.

everybody is asking me to do the same thing.
forget about her.
let go of her.
continue my single life.

everything changed so fast.
if i knew this would happen,
i wouldnt even let it start in the first place.

okay gonna see doctor soon.

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2008-09-21T18:14:00.002+08:00

went for driving lesson just now,
after so long.
know what?
i even FORGOT to put on seat belt!!
-.-
and my instructor changed his car to honda fit =/
so not familiar with the car.
but no backside,
i like.
haha.
but the whole car seems like big?
as expected,
i made mistakes.
thursday test at 10.15am,
having another short lesson at 9am.
sigh.
sure fail again.

my right knee hurts again.
dunno is it cause of thursday training or stand too much during work.

everyday wake up with the same feeling.
but everyday i dunno what i want.
i only know,
everything that had past,
it's too late to turn back.
i can only move on from everything.

gonna drink till drop dead again later.
but i dont like giddy giddy =/

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2008-09-21T01:21:00.005+08:00

woke up this morning,
dunno why,
just don feel right at all.
mood totally BAD.
reached workplace.
even jody asked why my face so black.

it's not my day at all.
keep making mistakes.
and i tripped 3 times!
luckily didnt fall or drop the plates.
somemore i'm holding plates of HOT food when i tripped.
heart nearly dropped out.
totally NO MOOD.

think everyone at work today is having moodswing today.
no joke,
no laughter.

having driving lesson tomorrow.
i know i will so screw it up.
release handbrake first or switch gear first?
sigh.
last time wanted to get license so can drive my family and her around.
now?

even if i've all the girls around me,
i'm still not happy.

now i really know,
i really dunno what i want,
i dunno who am i.
i hate myself for being like this.

a moment of folly.
like real.

make a choice,
live with it.

want to play,
pay the price,
no right to regret.

17th birthday, with her.
18th birthday, not together.
19th birthday, with her.
20th birthday, not together again.

someone that i'm once so serious about.
the only one that i brought home.
the only one whom i always take for granted.
the one that i didnt cherish well enough.

the birthday wish i previously hoped for,
it's just a dream.
thanks for waking me up.
if you can,
why cant i.

my life is so in a mess now.
i hate all these complications in my mind.
i'd put myself in your shoes previously.

a leopard will never change its spots

no more silly <3, it's over.

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2008-09-20T02:28:00.002+08:00

just got home.
damn that stupid bus.
head hurts like f now.
damn giddy giddy.

i've no mood for work tomorrow,
at all.

for nothing,
i got affected again.
i thought i wont.
i thought i'm happy with my life now.
like real.
i'm just running away from things.

you don even bother,
to take a look.
all lies.
nothing,
but lies.
what are you.
why must i even get affected.
from the start,
i'm just a passerby,
or rather,
a puppet.

"once bitten, twice shy"
this sentence totally doesnt apply to me.
i wont let the third time to happen.
f.

everybody's changing.
so do i.
nothing is true,
from anyone.

i miss fat fat's drama.

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2008-09-19T22:42:00.003+08:00

i'm soooo tired now.
legs are breaking.
totally don feel like moving at all.

yesterday after work went school for training.
pathetic 6 people.
ran like f.
after training went clementi for dinner,
then headed to chervons for ahlu's birthday.
saw someone look so familiar then when i was about to ask ahlu,
she asked if i'm the customer then i was like "ohhh!!"
haha cause last time went that shop quite a few times with sis.
singapore is small..
cause she's ahlu's classmate.

left chervons around 2plus i think?
saw ame, christie and manlin there too.
been long since i last saw them.
next friday having bbq with them :)))

worked 11am to 5pm today.
then i bought macarons and arranged in a heart shape.
it's for my sis's birthday.
then the kitchen chef helped me to decorate all that.
nice!
haha.
okay actually all along i had that idea,
but no one to use it on.
now used it on my sis -.-
abit wasted.
haha.

went for steamboat with family after work.
then went bugis for a walk.
damn tired!!
i dunno why.
but my legs just feel like breaking soooo much!

came back for a rest.
but going out soon again.

tomorrow 12 to 11pm!
BORING.

ohya,
my driving retest on next thursday!
aiya know will sure fail again.
cause didnt even go for lesson.
i don even remember how to start the car =P

no more glass of water before sleep.
it's time.

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2008-09-18T00:18:00.003+08:00

worked 13hours today!
but surprisingly,
i'm not as tired as i work 5 or 6 hours normally.
dont know why.
yesterday slept quite late too.

but time passed quite fast too.
cause morning to evening keep disturbing ray.
damn funny la her,
cause say what she also believe one.
ohya and eileen made a mistake today.
4 pork belly rice!
haha which made liz and i kept teasing her the whole night.

but tomorrow gonna be damn tiring for me.
work 11 to 5,
back to SP for training after that,
going chervons for ahlu's birthday,
next day work and family dinner.
TIREEEEEED.

ohya saw my result yesterday night.
thanks to my ITP,
if not my result will look so bad.
haha.
cause never go for IAF exam,
then totally not included in the result thingy.
so i dunno if i'm gonna forward for that module?
other than ITP get A,
the rest all C, C+, D, D+
haha!
but i'm a little confused.
cause the result that sent to my email,
it different from the one i saw in my school's web?
my email:
semester is 2.19,
cumulative is 1.79.
school web:
semester is 3.15,
cumulative is 2.
haha so which one is true?

but of cause believe that school web is better.
cause like finally i reached 2 again!
haha

where are you

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2008-09-17T02:24:00.002+08:00

worked till 5pm today.
went school for training with liz.
but coach didnt turn up today,
and we're super tired already.
so didnt change to play with mates.

after that went IMM for dinner.
then meet ade and jez at JE.
home sweet home.

working 9.30am to 10.30pm tomorrow!
first time working full shift.
sure gonna faint.
it's like 2.30am already but i'm still not sleeping.
no idea how i'm suppose to wake up tomorrow =/

okay,
my life's complicated.
anybody can tell me what i want??
argh.

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2008-09-15T00:21:00.002+08:00

i'm a little tooo tired now.
worked 5 days straight without having proper rest.
still got another 6 more days to go -.-
tomorrow working opening somemore =/

thursday after training,
went zouk cause ahlu nothing to do then wanna go.
and something happened.
please,
shut your big fuck mouth.
it's none of your business for god sake!
don keep adding salt and vinegar at all sides.
this is what you wanna see all along right?
happy?
sick and tired of entertaining these childish stuffs.

anyway,
saw someone that i last seen her like 8746135736years ago!
omg i was told by lao jac that she saw her.
and i was like "REALLY?!!!"
cause didnt expect her to go this kind of place too.
so the moment we stepped into zouk.
liz and i was like searching the whole dance floor to look for her.
finally................
haha.
after that she appeared behind us and i was like mute already.
dunno what to say.
okay i know i'm a failure.
but she's still so sweeeeeeeeet :)))

saw pf too.
actually she looks good in uniform.
haha.

okay although some unhappy things happened there.
but at least,
i didnt regret going cause i saw her!!
wahahaha :D

and huiyu told me that she got facebook account,
so immediately i go start one too.
haha but i really hate it.
so complicated =/

okay,
i'm really tired to entertaining all that stuffs.
stop pushing all blames to me.
like i'm the liar,
i'm the player,
i'm a bastard.
don push me to the end.

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2008-09-11T09:25:00.002+08:00

i'm so freaking tired.
cause of those photos yesterday.
giddy giddy now =/

working at 11am but going earlier,
cause helping liz to buy mac breakfast too.
though work till 5am only but still got training.
ahhh.

my body is like aching already,
after tuesday training.

will be working everyday till next saturday.
so i predict next sunday i will fall sick.
haha.

heard that our next year games tour will be going to PERTH!!
last 2 years bangkok cheap cheap.
now perth must really save a lot.
haha.

okay i'm off.
yawns.

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2008-09-11T00:10:00.045+08:00

i used 2 hours to upload these photos!
and 1.5 hours to finish typing!
okay i wasted 3.5 hours of my beauty sleep!
-.-

my new born baby hammies.
damn cute right!

leaving SG..

6am. freaking tired.

i'm too tired to turn it around now. haha

in the plane.

laugh my ass out when i took this photo.
haha she gonna kill me if she saw it here!

taken from the plane.
i almost died before reaching HK.
3.50hours of journey.
halfway got turbulence.
shake like what roller coaster lidat,
then we still have to wear seat belts again.
got this lady shout like f only.
sure is have phobia.
haha.
but really shake will my heart gonna drop out.

first disappointment for Jetstar.
haha

waiting for luggages.
thank god i'm still alive.
haha.

we're in HK!

the first thing i ate in/from HK

KRISPY KREME!
you so cant find it in SG.
haha i so like original glaze and glazed stripes!
omg.

walked pass Burger King at the airport.
and went to buy a vanilla cone.
haha.

second disappointment,
my lecturer always said that HK is the no.1 airport in the world.
but when i reached their airport,
it's so not no.1 quality lor.
even bangkok is so much better.
haha.

Shamrock Hotel (3 stars)

third disappointment,
lobby small like f.
even our bangkok hotel 2 stars lobby also much bigger.
i was complaining to my sis about all the disappointment until she cannot tahan also.
haha.

but when i entered the room,
okay,
quite satisfying.
everything well equipped.
very clean and comfortable room.
not eerie at all.
tv channels not bad.
haha.

Jordan station!
our hotel is just beside this station.
haha.

on our way to the first meal in HK.
haha.

went to nearby cha can ting.
cause cha can ting is so HK feel.
haha.

my shrimp wanton noodle!
okay pretty disappointing.
so i was like saying to my sis:
"fourth disappointment..noodle too..."
then my sis was like:
"okay okay stop stop"
haha

my bro's ba teng noodle!
so cant find ba teng in SG already.
haha.
my bro was like asking if we can buy a few cans back.
haha

HK's MTR.
similar to SG.
ours is EZ link card.
theirs is called OCTOPUS card.
but HK transport is really freaking EXPENSIVE.
should i say either same as SG or even more expensive.
take bus from airport to my hotel is like SGD $6 each person.
if take cab is like SGD $60!!
MTR also expensive.
tsk tsk.

Prince Edward station.

capsule machine shop!

i was so looking forward to this curry yu dan(fish ball) in HK.
but again,
fifth disappointment.....
haha

the fishball is too hard and got those flour flour feeling.
haha.

sixth disappointment....
my favourite vitasoy taste so......
haha!
actually is i ownself bought the wrong one.
i thought SG is white packaging then HK is beige colour.
thats why it taste so different.
until i saw white packaging at another store then i realised,
is i ownself buy wrong.
haha

xu liu xiang dessert shop.
it's so common that you can see it anywhere.

the person keep introducing that coconut thingy to us.
and picture looked nice.
but again,
(i think you all know what i want to say)
haha!
cost SGD $9 but not nice at all!!
=/

ohya,
HK food is expensive.
EVERYTHING ALSO EXPENSIVE AH!
haha.

okay i'm lazy to turn it around again.
haha

Mong Kok street.

okay this snack is interesting.
cause i saw a long queue at the stall.
and with my BIG APPETITE in HK,
i asked my sis to queue too.
haha.
though we've no idea how to buy cause we dunno canto,
so just ask my mum to buy,
though her canto sucks in HK.
i dunno why.

each ingredient cause HK$2.50
then it's all chilled.
end up we chose noodle,
octopus,
quail egg and crabstick.
so HK$10 cost around SGD $2.
very small portion but you can see a lot of people eating.
and it's nice!
haha.

bacon with hotdog and sausage.

my very first time eating ji dan zai!
though it's plain and simple,
and my sis they all don understand why i like it so much,
but i just like it a lot!!!
haha

smelly toufu,
really smelly....
can so smell it from far.
but i thought it will taste like the one i eat in SG.
smell like shit,
but taste good.
but i'm so wrong.
HK smelly toufu,
smell like shit,
taste like shit too.
haha!
the first mouth i ate it,
waaaa my mouth smelly like shit.
damn salty too.
then i pushed it to my sis to eat already.
haha.

Mong Kok station

Jordan station

first night supper.
i'm hungry again,
so asked my bro to went down to find mac.
haha nothing special about their mac.
only different is grilled chicken burger and crispy chicken burger.
but their cashier is funny.
named YOYO.
haha i think my bro kinda interested in her.
haha!

second day breakfast in hotel.
don doubt.
above 3 plates are all mine.
hahaha!
i seriously dunno why my appetite in HK is SOOO big that i NEVER feel full.

my bro's specs.

in MTR.
freaking cold,
but faster than SG MRT i guess.

Lai King station

CityGate.
i love CityGate!
cause there's this shop inside that i'd so much things to buy!!

Tung Chung station.

if you watch HK drama,
you will find the police car so familiar.
haha

on the way to take cable car

Ngong Ping 360 cable car

we got cheated.
we spend around SGD $20+ per person for a stupid package.
called ENLIGHTENMENT PACKAGE.
after that we realised we got cheated,
i asked my sis:
" so now you got enlightened"
haha

i swear it's freaking high up and scary.
crossed hills and rivers.
if the wind is strong,
you can so feel the cable car shaking.

the sun is too striking.

ancient StarBucks

we watched this 'Walking with Buddha' thingy,
which is included inside that package,
though is sounds cock,
but the effect and whole thing is pretty amazing.
haha.

we had to wear this earphone thingy,
which you can chose your own language.
but it quite freaking.
first stop,
they brought us infront of this buddha statue,
cause i was only wearing one side of the earphone and i switch the volume quite low,
suddenly i heard a very soft voice:
"hi, you cant see me"
i was kinda freaked out already then i suddenly turned around.
"the doors behind you is going to open"
by then i was quite chua sai already.
haha.
after that then i know it's from the earphone.
haha!

long xu tang

my Starbucks ice chocolate in HK!
cost me SGD $7+
@#@#^@$%

cause that long xu tang will get damn sticky inside the mouth.
thats why my sis's face looked like this.
haha.

okay i know i looked funny.
cause my sis is trying to take without me,
while i'm running from behind trying to be in the picture.
haha

this road is named after me and my sis.
haha but my ping is so not this ping please.

she thinks she can take without us.
herrrr!
haha

look at the flights of stairs......

after climbing these 3 flights of stairs,
i'm so going to surrender already.
while my bro already ran up to the top -.-

while i still had this much to climb!!

my sis so wanna me roll down the stairs when i'm finally up.
cause she keep asking me to bend down.

you can so feel the clouds...

hi buddha,
i'm finally up.

the torturing stairs....

we had these vegetarian snacks up there.
and we felt so holy.
haha!
cause there's an ant on my bro's arm.
then i was like:
"dont kill it! remember be holy!"
then my bro, sis and i starting to joke a lot about holy holy.
haha

so cant find canned vitasoy in SG.

the sky look so fake right

KFC!
okay i suggested to eat it.
i know it's dumb to eat KFC when your out,
but THEIR KFC IS FREAKING NICE!
especially their mushroom rice and colonel rice and egg tarts!!
mushroom rice is like our shrooms burger mushroom,
but surprisingly it taste just so nice.
colonel rice tooooo!
and i hate this kind of portugese egg tart style,
but surprisingly,
it taste soooo nice!!
OMG I MISS HK'S KFC!!!

my sis freaked out when my bro keep turning her.
no childhood.
haha

HK's street basketball court

Central station

halfway i got hungry again.
then i saw this roadside stall.
which reminds me of those in HK drama.
so i gey kiang want eat also.
is like normal zi char.
but the price is expensive too -.-
normally i only eat baby kai lan.
but surprisingly,
their normal HK kai lan is sooo nice!!
OMG I MISS IT!!
haha

second night we went out for a short walk nearby.
by then,
my sis already realised my appetite is quite scary.
cause i never say full or never finish my food.
then we walked passed this dessert shop.
i was like:
"eh tang shui shop lei"
my sis:
"buy la buy la. one only hor"
so i bought this peanut dumpling happily back to hotel
:)))
hahaha.

third day breakfast.
dim sum at Chao Inn.
is a Teochew restaurant.
my favourite is anything that have prawns inside!
haha.

the scenery outside is actually very nice.
cause we're very high up.
but we're so far away from the window.

Chao Inn.
recommended!
cheap also!
(first time i say HK stuffs cheap. haha)

Tsim Sha Tsui station.
i'd difficulty pronouncing it in english.
haha

Lai Chi Kok station.
haha okay i think this name is so funny,
i dunno why.
like lai chi kok.
hahaha.

okay time for my snack again.
i cant stop myself from eating you see.
sadly,
when i'm left with the LAST piece,
my mum accidentally hit on my hand and it DROPPED onto the floor!!
:(

ohya,
after the first day in HK,
my jaw got so freaking aching like hell!
hahaha cause i ate too much and chewed too much already!
cause i keep chewing on chewing gum too.
then the food i ate need to chew alot too.
so the following day,
i'd difficulty in eating,
but i still eat like there's no tomorrow.
hahaha.

HK's Ben & Jerry!
me:
"eh Ben & Jerry lei..i wan brownies"
my sis faster covered my mouth and pulled me away
-.-
therefore i'm not fated to my brownies
:(

that day at KFC also.
cause they sell brownies too.
after the meal,
i said i want buy,
but my sis say cannot.
then i just walked forward to see the menu only,
she jiu said:
"you better don buy i tell you"
-.-
she also suspect that i'm ill in HK.
thats why eat so much.
haha

was walking down the street.
then i remind them that it's time for lunch.
haha!
so i saw this billboard and told them:
"lets so qing song yi xia"
my bro really still thought we going where to relax.
haha

my mum's dunno what rice.
but nice!

sis's roasted pork rice.
cause i sit infront of her.
throughout i keep looking at her plate.
until she gan chiong then faster eat.
but in the end she still give me another piece of roasted pork :)
it's so nice can!
unlike SG ones.
dry dry hard hard.
like shit.
haha theirs is honeyed one lor.
OMG I MISS!!

my curry pork rice.
not bad.
but my sis one better.
haha

bro's egg with prawn rice.
SGD $9 but portion the least.
haha

my lemon juice.
nice!
but makes my digestion even faster.
haha

my second ji dan zai!!!
cause they were inside shop lookin at clothes.
then i saw this long queue and saw my ji dan zai!
of cause i queued for it.
after that they were like:
"AGAIN???"
hahaha.
eh cost like SGD $2 one hor.

Avenue of Stars.
where you can see the hand prints of HongKong's famous stars.
but everyone walking around is like stepping on those prints.
only when it comes to Andy Lau,
all stopped to take picture.
haha

symphony of lights.
8pm daily.
okay i so forgot where is the place.
haha.
but is at Avenue of Stars there too.

Andy Lau

sis:
"eh your bro 3rd place also still taller than you lei"
-.-

notice that Chow Sang Sang billboard?
it's their jewellery shop.
that you can see it EVERYWHERE.

Chow Tai Fook too.
another jewellery shop.

common shops that you can see everywhere in HK.
like few steps you walk,
you can easily see one.
Chow Sang Sang
Chow Tai Fook
SaSa
7-11
Watson
Guardian (in HK is called Mannings. haha!)
Xu Liu Xiang (dessert shop)
Mei Xin bakery

ShamRock Hotel

it's time for me to remind them about dinner.
haha!
dinner @ cha can ting

mum's dunno what hor fun.
she always ordered those that the name very chim.
haha

my roasted pork with fried noodle!
nice!!

sis's black pepper with fried noodles

see.
only my plate is so clean.
haha

i like HK's night.
look so bright and ermm.
lively.
haha

the first day i bought la bi xiao xin's comic.
after that i bought this.
but this one not funny at all -.-

my breakfast in hotel.
don doubt again.
what you saw above is all mine.
haha!

walked pass this bakery,
and yeah,
i'd the feel for mantou again.
haha!

Mei Xin!
everywhere you can see their bakery,
especially at the MTR stations.
but they do have restaurant too.

nice!
and again,
i ate finish all.
they shared rice but i ate my share myself :D

IFC mall.
totally like paragon.
high end products.

my lunch.
roasted pork with roasted goose with mee fen.
hohoho.

yeah.
all the messy parts are mine.
haha

the peak tram

going up the peak.
cause no seat then we'd to stand.
the hill is like damn steep.
and it's so scary to stand while it's going up.

peak tram ticket

my last breakfast in HK.
sis:
"wah today eat so less ah. but still more than us"
me:
"cause going back SG already thats why no appetite so only 1 plate"
haha

Krispy Kreme again!

okay i bought this cute thing.
and bring it around wherever i go.
supposed to give it to J but it's so cute that i don bear to.
even my whole family like it alot too.
haha!

forgot which night,
we were watching a taiwan variety show inside my room.
then it talked about horoscope.
and it says:
"libra is the one who will treat their ex lovers as spare tyres,
libra just dont like to be lonely."
after this,
my sis looked at me straight and keep laughing.
so do my bro -.-
but my sis's virgo,
and virgo is being treated as spare tyres!
haha.

forgot which day also,
inside a shop.

me to mum:
"you dont want buy ah?"

mum:
"too small cannot wear. buy for ah joyce la"

me:
-.-"

bro to mum:
"you dont rub salt on her wound la"

mum:
"why lei why lei"

after that,
throughout she keep asking why
-.-
thanks to my stupid bro.

but that day when we're backed,
supposed to give that cutie soft toy to J.
but my mum and sis like don bear lidat.
then i was like now got soft toy jiu donwan her ah joyce already.
haha

okay overall HK trip was alright.
though too much disappointment.
but i still miss the food there.
especially JI DAN ZAI!!!
hahaha

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2008-09-09T03:04:00.001+08:00

although i really want to blog about HK now,
but i'm too lazy to upload the photos.
maybe if tomorrow i wake up earlier before training,
if i have the mood,
maybe i will post :)

my head is freaking pain now.
guess i'm tired.

sleeping soon.

whats the point

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2008-09-08T17:55:00.002+08:00

i'm back!
in one BIG piece.
although i nearly died somehow,
but i still survive!
haha.

i think i really have some illness or what.
in HK,
i can eat like there's no tomorrow.
but when i stepped into SG,
i don feel like eating at all!

reached SG around 3pm.
jordan, steph, braceskong and xueli came over to fetch me.
went for POPEYE,
but i don feel like eating.
like no appetite?
okay i need to see a doctor soon.
haha.

okay will update a LONG post about HK when i upload the photos.

BYE!

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2008-09-04T02:36:00.001+08:00

last song before i leave!
haha.

Cai Hong - Jay Chou

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2008-09-04T02:17:00.003+08:00

just got back home.
went for supper with liz and lac just now.
that time was telling liz that she don wan meet me,
jiu have to wait till next wednesday then can see me.
or maybe never ever.
CHOY!
hahaha.
love them one lor.

2 more hours and i'm leaving to airport.
sis and bro still sleeping.
mum washing clothes =/
i'm excited,
to leave.

but i dunno why,
everybody is asking me to bring food back.
like why food?
haha like bui eh, braceskong, ade, jordan.
all want food -.-

though it's only a short 5 days,
but i'll still feel weird without texting anyone.
haha but if anyone miss me,
can still text me at 91286534.
though i wont reply,
cause EXPENSIVE.
but you all text me still same 5cents.
so please text me all you want!
hahaha.

i hope nothing will happen to my dear hammies these few days.
haha.

maybe when i'm back,
i'll be so cantonese already.
though now i don even know a single canto word!
haha.

actually haben finish packing luggage.
haha cause going with family so nothing much to worry.
and they've like nothing much to bring?
cause everything also say go there buy =/

okay BYE everyone!!

disappointment is all you can give me.
i'm so used to it.
that i wont hope for anything else.
cause all i get is disappointment.
now,
i really understand everything.
i'm determined this time.
you'd drifted so far away,
that i cant feel anymore.
looking back at the past messages,
wondering what did i do wrong exactly.
you dont even meant what you said.

i'd learnt from my mistakes.
no more.

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2008-09-03T13:46:00.010+08:00

photos from my old phone.
finally uploaded it into com.

in case............................
haha CHOY.

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2008-09-03T13:32:00.002+08:00

3k691
6.40am depart.
Jetstar Asia.

think later 4am have to go airport already?
please take note.
in case anything happens to me......
haha CHOY.
will be back on monday (8th sep) like 2plus in the noon?
not sure.

anyway wont be using my 91900553 in HK.
maybe bringing my another line that 91286534.
but actually not sure if it have auto roam not.
anyway,
nobody to contact too.
so ya,
anything just text me at 91286534 ba.

anyway,
cut my hair yesterday.
there goes my fringe.
kinda nerdy.
even jessica laughed at it.
eileen didnt say anything until i go ask her,
"really very funny meh? why jez keep laughing?"
then she say abit -.-

plan for today:
change hammies bedding.
pack luggage.
sleep?

in case i cant get back in one piece,
i love you guys.
take care of yourselves.

You know you make me wanna...
You know you make me wanna...
To start it off i know you know me,
to come to think of it, it was only last week
that i had a dream about us, oh
thats why im here, im writing this song
to tell the truth you know ive been hurting all along,
someway let me know, you want me girl,
everytime you see me what do u see?
i feel like im a poor man and you're the queen,
oh baby, youre the only thing that i really need,
baby thats why...

You make me wanna call you in the middle of the night
you make me wanna hold you till the morning light
You make me wanna love,
you make me wanna fall,
You make me wanna surrender my soul
I know this is a feeling that i just cant fight,
you're the first and last thing on my mind
You make me wanna love
You make me wanna fall,
You make me wanna surrender my soul
Well i know that these feelings wont end now
they'll just get stronger if i see you again
Baby im tired of being friends
I wanna know if you feel the same,
and could you tell me do you feel my pain?
Dont leave me in doubt
Everytime you see me what do u see?
i feel like im a poor man an youre the queen
oh baby, youre the only thing that i really need
baby thats why...

I'll take you home real quick
sit you down on the couch
pour some Dom Perignon and hit the lights out,
Baby we can make sweet love,
then we'll take it nice and slow
Gonna touch you like youve never known before
we're gonna make love ohhh

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2008-09-01T02:12:00.001+08:00

i dont love you - my chemical romance

yesterday jordan and xueli keep singing this -.-

I Dont Wanna Know - Mario Winans Ft Enya & P. Diddy

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2008-09-01T01:51:00.004+08:00

went to work giddy giddy.
after work went for supper with liz and eileen.
actually they don wanna eat,
but cause i keep acting kelian lidat,
then they gave in to me.
haha.
liz was still saying i'm not me.
cause i talked alot -.-
emo also wrong.
talk happily also wrong.
=/

just cabbed home.
tired like f already.
tomorrow working 12 to 10.30 again.
but nvm,
cause liz and eileen working too.
though eileen only work 3 hours?
but nvm,
cause cheryl and elkana working.
at least got people to disturb.
haha.

4 more days to hongkong!

i knew the real reason behind it.
the only little hope left,
is gone.
i'd accept.
it's the same freaking thing happening again.
in the end,
it all turned out to be my fault,
when i dont even know what happened.
i dont even deserve a chance to explain.

live for myself.
there's no one to trust,
no one to love wholeheartedly.

the whole world is wearing a mask,
even the one you love the most.

okay i really feel like shit for being treated so coldly.
time to change,
everything in my life.
it's just part of the memory in my life.
you'll just be part of it.

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2008-08-31T10:36:00.003+08:00

yesterday night meet liz and lac in bugis,
after awhile went clarke quay.
went cafe iguana,
drank with jordan, bui eh, xueli and bui eh's friend.
opened a bottle of tequila.
CAN DIE.
drank quite a few shots,
to me really can die already.
drank a glass mixed with soft drink,
drank a few glasses of margarita.
and i totally gone case when we left the place.

threw up in the middle of nowhere in clarke quay.
i think i threw up my whole day meals inside.
disgusting..
hate that feeling of vomiting.
second time i threw up cause of drinking.
totally embarrassing can.
don dare to go clarke quay anymore.
most importantly!
i think i vomited on their feet too.
haha!
SOMEBODY also dirty my white shorts with choco icecream....
though mine was millions times more disgusting =D
ohya,
still dirtied her towel.
haha!

okay after that my head hurt like ffffffff.
so don wanna care about anything else already.
wanted to go home,
but dunno why ended up in bui eh's friend house.
landed property sio...

then i remember hearing someone snoring in the middle of the night.
kinda scary one.
definitely not jordan or me.
cause it's from the bed.
should be bui eh.
haha!
okay i think maybe i snore too?
but how i know right..

this morning woke up with jordan,
after she got into cab,
i waited for so damn freaking long!!
arghh i hate cabs.

but luckily they didnt throw me aside when i'm all wasted and unglam.
haha thanks la.

i still gonna go work like soon....

i so don wanna drink anymore.........

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2008-08-30T21:26:00.000+08:00

staring at the buses tat passed by now, but i duno why none of it is 51.

there's millions of reasons for u to go,
but if u can find a reason to stay,
i'd do whatever it takes,
to turn this around.

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2008-08-30T14:14:00.001+08:00

An Jing - Jay Chow

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2008-08-30T13:46:00.003+08:00

i can so sleep till 3 or 4 then wake up.
but just couldnt sleep anymore =/
liz finish work at 3pm,
suppose to meet her,
but no mood to go out.
haben even go cut my hair.
haben even change my hammies bedding.

i so don feel like moving at all.

guess i'll be meeting juniors to drink tonight.
but i so cant drink.
hope they will drag me home after that.
hah.

5 more days to hongkong..

you left me thinking.
wtf is wrong.
no goodbye,
no leaving,
then what is this.

dreams do come true

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2008-08-30T02:25:00.004+08:00

terrible day.
had too much news to absorb.
i think i'm gonna have asthma soon.
still felt so breathless during work.

work today was just alright.
cheryl not working so no one to disturb.
elkana work dinner shift so cannot disturb too.
but joshua was kinda funny.
cause i always drop stuffs when i'm on the way to kitchen.
then dunno why he keep dropping too then he said kena my virus.

i seriously think i'm dying soon.
after watching 1 EPISODE of '1 litre of tears' LAST TIME,
cause i dunno why,
i keep hitting on things recently,
keep dropping things.
when normally during work,
i wont lidat.
but these few days i'm just lidat -.-

after work met lac,
went cityhall to meet bao, qh, jh and hy.
had dinner at shokudo,
then head down to arab street for seesha.
i had been going there so often recently.
but dunno why just don feel good to be there today.
and my throat is like burning now.
okay i can so sense that my life is shorter now.

been quite sway today.
keep saying things like i go hongkong then wont come back.
cause my mum said there's still typhoon over there?
okay,
so i shall leave my last word before i leave.
though CHOY.

okay no work tomorrow.
gonna so cut my hair,
change hammies bedding,
tidy my house,
sleep all i want.

girls can really be that heartless if they want to.
i shall stop my want-don-want-attitude.
cause in the end,
i'm the one to suffer.

i really wanna leave so much now.
like clear my mind.
though i know when i'm back,
things will definitely change.

why the one who hook my arms wasnt you.
why the one who rest the head on my shoulder wasnt you.

just a little more colder than this,
it's so gonna be a bye.

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2008-08-29T00:18:00.001+08:00

Whatever It Takes - Lifehouse

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2008-08-28T23:52:00.006+08:00

last paper yesterday.
hazel said i look thinner already,
but yujin said im girly with my hair longer now =/

time for a haircut before i leave.

late for work today.
was damn tired and headache.
cat and friends passed by,
and she said i'm girly too =/
everything were smooth at work.
keep laughing and playing with cheryl.
and keep going into kitchen to disturb liz at the bar.

intitally still looking forward to something.
end up only disappointment.
then,
until something happened and spoilt my mood totally.
i admit i'm affected.
and things started to go wrong.
started to have those fucking fussy customers coming in.
was damn fed up by then.
until that stupid cheryl did something stupid again.
cause i heard a bang and when i turned,
i saw her keep laughing outside the door.
then she said cause she was looking at me,
and she didnt know the door was close,
so she bang onto it.
okay for that,
i keep laughing non stop.

work at 11am to 6pm tomorrow.
meeting friends after that.
hope everything goes smoothly.

sat gonna be my off day.
though suppose to have plans for that day.
but now,
forget it.

you'll never know how it feels.
cause all along,
you'd never care.
it's over, for good.

i felt even more stupid now.
to wait and hope, in vain.
hoping that my phone beeps.
i thought i think it through yesterday.
i thought i know what happen exactly.
i thought i know why will i feel this way.
i thought it's just a way to fill my empty heart.
i thought.
it's all fucking thought.

i never ever know what i want.

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2008-08-27T06:31:00.003+08:00

WALKED to bedok reservoir mac to study just now.
i swear it's freaking scary.
though it's only a few busstops,
but it's FAR.

managed to eat big breakfast with LARGE coke,
studied first set of notes.
second set of notes,
ermm,
wait till i wake up later to continue.
luckily paper is at 6pm.
if not i'm gonna be in dead shit.

for now,
i'm so looking forward to hongkong trip.
leaving to somewhere far,
ease my mind.
8 more days to hongkong!!

plan for this week:
today: paper 6pm to 8.10pm (thou i know i will finish it earlier)
thursday: work 12pm to 10.30pm (MAYBE seesha with juniors after that)
friday: work 11am to 6pm (meet bao and guys after work)
saturday: OFF DAY (no plan yet. MAYBE drinking session with juniors at night)
sunday: work 12pm to 10.30pm

next monday and tuesday working too.
wednesday gonna stay at home to pack luggage.
and i've to leave at thursday early morning like 4am?

any kind soul wanna adopt my hammies for 5 days?
haha cause i've like 9 now?
=/

after hongkong trip gonna work and prepare for drving test again.
know i'm gonna fail again but it's okay.

watched some tattoo show yesterday.
have that urge to get one again.
i wanna have it on my right bottom neck.
but it gonna be so obvious and pain for sure.
i don have the guts yet =/

okay time for sleep.

when everything turns bad so quickly.
but gonna be back as normal,
like the past.

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2008-08-27T00:06:00.002+08:00

My Regret - Banky

TMA paper at 6pm - 8pm tomorrow.
but i'm like at the first page of the notes only =/
really no mood to study,
after missing IAF paper,
totally like no exam mood already.
cause it's like so gonna forward module
:(

i wanna get out of my house.
cause i cant study at home!!
=/

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2008-08-26T14:00:00.003+08:00

successfully worked 6 days straight!
feel a sense of accomplishment.
haha.
time to have a break.
off today and tomorrow.
but last paper tomorrow so i still gonna study =/

heard that qi dai ni de ai song during work yesterday.
okay so reminded me about bangkok.
i wanna go bangkok like soon!
but i'm so going hongkong =/

okay suddenly i realised my life is kinda boring.
revolving around the same things everyday.
i'm so gonna get bored to death.

recently there's quite a few people who passed away.
main point is,
i know who are they.
especially this boy live opposite me,
and was my junior in school.
he and his friend suicide by jumping off the window.
i dont understand why when people want suicide,
they dont leave last words behind or whats the reason.
then after they died,
people had to guess the reason why.

if is me,
i will so write everything down.
so people will know what i'm thinking and why i wanna die.
ha.
so if one day i die without leaving anything behind,
it means i'm not attempting to suicide.
ha.

it's quite sad to end your life.
like once you decide to end,
you know you will lose everything.
even if there's really next life,
you wont remember a single thing.

i cant imagine me dying.
cause i will be so separated with my family.
what if i dont remember them.

okay weird post.
but trust me,
i dont intend to die.
haha.

time to take a nap.
it's good to slack at home :)

cause my heart cant take it anymore