sorry is de onli ting i can sae.

im sorry to hurt u once again. i noe tis doesnt help. but tats all i can sae.
i sae b4 tat i cant promise u aniting n ask u to accept xh but tat will onli make u disappointed in mi. dere's nth mre i can do. i do love u. but nt as much as last time. maybe u love mi too late. im de one in fot. u can hate mi. i wont blame u for tat. im de one hu let u dwn.
but jux wana let u noe, it sad for mi to receive ur msg. i noe wat u read in my blog will make u alot mre sad than mi. i noe de pain in u i can nv understand. but jux wana let u noe. im sad too. my heart aches wen i read ur msg. im afraid to receive ur msg cox i wont noe wat to do n wat to sae. no matter wat i sae will nv let u hapi again. i onli noe tat i reali feel v bad n xin ku wen i read ur msg.
i will alwaz rem tat dae wen i mit u up. although tats onli for less than a hr. but it's precious to mi. i din 4get abt tat dae. last few daes u msg mi n tell mi tat u din 4get abt tat dae. actualli i rem it mre than u do. i did nt 4get abt it at all. im de one hu don cherish u. i admit tat im fickle minded. im nt de same as last time animre. i duno y. u r once v impt in my life. every msg u send i kp it. all becox i wanted to kp it as memories. i still rem tat once my frenz saw u at sentosa n i was at hm slpin. wen dey msg mi n tel mi tat dey saw u. i rush dwn n by de time i reach dere. i onli saw u in de toilet n u r abt to go hm. although i can onli c u for a few secs. but i admit it's worth it. i did nt 4get u.
maybe u wont read my blog again. but tats all i wana sae.

celebratin my bro bdae in advance todae. was shoppin in suntec n suddenly receive msg frm pf. n tat make my whole journey v xin ku. my heart do ache as u. n it make mi feel so xin ku. den i told liz abt it. n she sae tat maybe let pf noe tat will be beta n time will heal her wound. is tat so? i admit im a bastard. im hurtin so mani pple nowadaes. i cant make everyone ard mi as hapie as last time. i haf changed. i duno y. im onli makin pple sad. everydae. one by one. is hurt by mi. so pple pls leave mi b4 i hurt anione of u again.