it's over?

[im reali tired.. i duno y.. wen i noe it's impossible..but i still hang on for nth.. although doze memories r short..but i still rem it clearly.. duno y... i reali duno.. ni de xin, wo hai shi da bu kai. zhen de hen xiang fang qi. yep im tryin. cos i tink maybe u don even notice my presence but u r alwaz de 1st i tink of.. i guess it's over.. i shld get over it ya..]
[12/2/o5] i shld stop.