tired!!

maybe i don love u as much as i tot i do.. im tired of waitin.. i hate to wait.. distance makes de feelin fade.. i hate de feelin of bein jealous..i hate it. i reali duno wat to do! im tryin to forget abt u.. but if i can..i will do it long ago.. for wat im still waitin wen i noe it's useless.. arghh im jux dumb!!
was tokin to liz yest.. whole conversation abt pf ba.. cos she treat mi too gd tat i feel bad n guilty.. i don meant to let her dwn.. cos i lk bein treated lk small kid n tats wat she alwaz do to mi..but i reali duno la.. im damn confuse.. although sorry is a useless word.. but tats onli wat i cld sae to her.
recently in skool found someone hu resemble pris! looks abit look lk but her pattern all tat super look lk pris! so cute lor! cos pris is doze gentle n sweet sweet kind den damn look alike man.. haha bth~ den simin purposely kp suanin mi abt tat den make mi v paiseh den blush.. cos is simin de fren ma.. todae in skool so crazy.. kp doin stupid tings especially durin mock exam.. cos we sit behind near de exit den once we hand in de paper, i tk my bag n run! hahas wen teacher still haben release us but we oready run awae liao.. funnie sia.. bth... shld be a nice dae todae but de end of de dae wasnt gd at all....