finally finish de war wif FOM n CD assignments. damn headache la! been doin for 2hrs plus la.. but tink karen mre worse than mi cos she is still strugglin wif her CD nw. haha! tink i drive her crazy oso. cos i told her alot of tings which mus do but she duno den she started to get nervous liao. haha! de most funny part is wen i finish typin my CD thingy, haf to print it out den i tell her im printin it out oready. buden realised tat my com haben install de printer ting den i tell her i cant find de installation cd. after tat i found one cd n tell her i found it buden after tat i realised is a wrong cd den i told her i found de wrong one. den i found de real one den i told her i found de real one. but while printin, it comes out blank den i realised my printer no ink den i told her my printer no ink den haf to go skool print tml. haha tink all these steps tat i told her makes her mre crazy lor. haha! den she kp sayin ENUFF LA ENUFF LA! haha. but i reali damn sway la!!! but all doze steps is real de hor.. nt tat i wan to be so sway one. haha.
aniwae todae after skool mit liz n ml den go sp bball trg. compare to canoe trg, tis one small case ar.. haha. buden cos play 5on5 den run alot till will dieeee ar. after trg jiu rush hm to do my assignment thingy liao. sian tml lesson damn borin one. but luckily starts at 11 tml..

im sorry but i don wish to feel LIKE TAT. i don wish too but i cant help it.
i noe im xiao qi.

todae woke up at 11plus den miss de POA tutorial. end up reach skool at 1 for FOM tutorial den 2 jiu end lesson liao lo. -.- waste my time gg skool.. after skool while walkin to mrt station saw jerrydine n her fren. after tat mit joyce at lakeside den go town walk walk n watch garfield. garfield v cute! soooo fat somemre.. joyce lim is a BIG FAT LIAR! =)

tis time slp at 5.30am n wake up at 7am! omg will dieeeee! suppose to wake up at 6.45am buden forgot that skool reopen oready den i jus snooze de alarm. haha. onli slp for 1hr plus can!! den todae go skool lk walkin zombie la. all becos of yest match portugal against holland! but is worth it cos damn nice ar. haha. althou portugal won 1-0 buden de match damn excitin! in tat match gt 16yellow cards n 4red cards la..normally wen attack sure v crowded at de penalty area buden yest cos each team oready gt 2red cards den wen dey attack is lk no pple de la.. look damn funny sia. buden holland v wasted la dey gt ALOT of chances to score but din make it. tsk tsk. buden portugal next game oso jialat cos Deco red card oready..sad sia i tink he played well.

aniwae todae went skool damn jialat. reali is tired till will dieeeeeeeee. cos our EC tutor change to a new one den she duno im a gal! den todae whole lesson her sentences used on mi r all HE n HIM den my classmates was lk kp laffin oready.. den wen i go infront to read de ans out den dey told her tat im gal. wah damn paiseh la... duno hw many times oready. den todae econs lecture whole 1hr i fall aslp. even pocky oso cant make mi stay awake todae. haha. den FOM de first hr i slp n nua den 2nd hr den i copy de notes. after skool we do FOM proj for awhile den jiu go hm. reach hm jiu slp till 10plus sia. nw head DAMN pain. still haf to copy de proj tings.. soooo many tings to type. arggghhhhh kill meeeeeeeeeeee

england against ecuador onli 1goal -.- disappointin.. my sis still wan mi to pei her watch de 3am match lata cos portugal vs holland. wah no nid slp liao lor den tml still gt lesson eh.. dieeeeeeeeee. i haben do my assignment yet. DIEEEEEEEE.
sooooooooooooooo sian.


hais shun qi zi ran ba.. dere's nth i cld do.

[1505]
im sorry.. i noe i've hurt u deeply. i tot u've move on wif ur life but ahlu told mi u didnt. i noe u hate mi alot nw n u tink tat wat i said to u r all fake. but it's nt... ur nt stupid, ur nt foolish, jus tat im de one hu make u suffer all these.. but don u tink dere's still probs between us?? u mite tink tat im jus givin excuses but de same prob will still be dere. i noe ur unhappy abt my reason for leavin u, u mus haf tink tat i left u cos of her, but is nt.. dere's reali lack of communication between us.. i said i've no time for u cos of trgs n other tings n i noe weneva i didnt make my time for u, ur unhappy. i understand cos anyone will oso be unhappy abt tat. u mus be tinkin tat if i don haf time to manage de r/s wif u, hw can i haf time for her rite? tats y u tink all doze tings i said to u r jus excuses..
if onli u appear earlier n be v sure tat u wan mi bac, i will. but nw, i guess dere's no turnin bac. no matter in de end will i be tog wif her, i cant turn bac. it's unfair to u too. althou u sae it's difficult to move on but i tink all u nid is time. jus lk last time hw u heal ur heart n be wif mi. don alwaz purposely mention someone n sae hw shuai or cute he/she is. althou i still mind but i don wish to interfer ur life.. i cant be selfish to stop u frm knowin pple.. still....wat i said to u all along r nt fake. i mean wat i said. im sorry wat i promise u didnt fufil it. esp for de zoo thingy. i reali hope tat we're nt "strangers" weneva we saw each other. it's jus lk last yr. last yr we're strangers cos im shy n didnt reali tok to u. nw we're strangers cos u hated mi. u sae u felt lk a fool? so u understand hw i feel lk wen u told mi abt de past of u n her? it's de same wen im kept in de dark for so long..

wat a sucky day.

slp onli at 6am n wake up at 11am. went to mit ame n jy den after tat mit de rest of them for de 3on3 closin ceremony. damn BORED. whole dae no mood at all n didnt tok much. den huiying(our 3on3 team manager) saw mi n her first sentence was 'wat happen to u? quarrel wif pple ar?' haa tink my i gt a DO NT DISTURB face. den she gif each of us a bookmark wif her words written behind. tink my first smile todae was wen readin wat she wrote for mi 'quite interestin to c de wae u play bball. takin ur own sweet time n yet scorin de necessary pts wen needed. great.' luckily she wrote de 2nd sentence which makes mi feel beta. haa. cos didnt tok or smile much todae n tink most of them don dare to tok to mi oso den ahlu said a stupid joke den i laff she jiu at dere YEAH YEAH I MAKE XP LAFF. dumb..
argh mon skool reopen yet i didnt do my assigments! i donwan to do............ i donwan to go skool...........


it hurt mi so much so sae doze tings to u. i donwan too but somehow i tink de one u nid is still him..
u wont noe hw izit feel lk walkin ard wif eyes full of tears.
i regretted so badly. i duno wat u said is real n wat is nt.
u walked into my heart, i wan u to walk into my life. can i?

i KILLED a cockroach AGAIN!

was reali damn sway ar! jux before i wanted to go bath, my sis asked mi to bath slowly den i still sae unless i haf a fight wif cockroach inside de bathroom again. jus wen im abt to step into de bathroom, i saw a cockroach inside!! so damn HENG! cos my mum is slpin n i cant possibly wake her up to kill it for mi, therefore, i used BAYGON. BUTTTTT!!! it's so damn USELESS!! i kp sprayin it but tat cockroach still can run abt! in de end.....i still haf to use my secret weapon! heh heh.. SHAMPOO CUM SHOWER FOAM! at last, it died under my secret weapon =) sooooo sinful again =x

aniwae jus nw watched spain vs saudi wif my sis.. damn man spain was so useless. onli manage to score 1 -.- i still tink so highly of them.. tsk tsk.




duno y i jus tend to tink alot wen nite falls.
but nw, i've decided for u. lets go bac to our own life.
ur unfair to him, im unfair to her.
de one u nid is him. i cant gif u wat u wan.
maybe tis is de best wae for us..
i hope im determined tis time.

okay jus kill meeee.. it's gonna be mornin soon but i still cant fall aslp!! is oready 5.15am n yet im editin tis stupid ting.
everything was jus a big mistake in de first place!


tis hurt so much. jus lk as if i've shi lian, but we're nt even in love yet. silly.
i lose her cos of u, nw im losin u.



[J0yce]
as wat i said, u can hate mi but don be so cold to mi. i noe im selfish. i noe i shldnt interfer any of ur things n i wont cos u haf ur own life to go on. i reali hope u still treat mi as ur fren..

u wont noe hw izit feel lk sayin things which i don mean it. but somehow i still haf to lie to myself. all these things r jus happenin in a dream, time to be bac to reality, we r nt meant to be tog..
i so hoped tat all these r real. but it will nv happen.
we don belong to de same world somehow.
u walked into my heart, but nw im lettin u go.

i hate to feel LIKE TAT.
i hate to feel insecure.
im worried abt givin u my 100%.
im afraid to commit.
so do u..


i noe im gonna regret it so badly

todae work wif sharon. haf lots of laughter buden work wif her oso nt gd. cos she damn unfit ar. haha. carry doze boxes lk no energy lidat den kp makin stupid noises den end up i mus carry for her. haha. buden todae while workin laff alot. we do alot of stupid tings den laff till will die lor. gt 1 part a customer ask mi to open de box for her to c whether is de lights workin..den cos lk while openin make de box abit dented liao den sharon jiu sae 'i go tk a new box for de customer in case u duno hw to put it bac to de box' den i was lk wth.... de purpose of de customer is to check tis box de lights ma den if tk a new box for her den wats de pt of checkin wen de customer is nt takin tis box?? haha! den halfwae we found a baby doll..den sharon kp abusing tat doll la den gt tk alot of video of it. damn funny ar. laff till i pengs. den we put de doll on de remote ctrl car den kp drivin it ard to scare de kids. hahaha! still gt alot of funny tings buden lazy to type so forget it. haha.
after work mit ahlu den we go walk walk ard jiu go raffles city S.C de bakerzin look for manlin den shun bian eat. waaahhh reali love de prawns man.. haha.
feel sooo sick.. lk head v pain den feverish lidat. will dieeeeeeee. tink tml mornin gg to work den after tat still gt de teens game 3on3. sian ar tml sure vs doze strong teams one.


im tryin nt to tink. but i cant. nt tat i don trust, is i cant bring myself to believe.

19/06/06

mornin went to work. after tat mit jerrydine, liz, lacilia, ame, ml n fel go toa payoh for de teens game thingy. was damn bored laaaa. after tat ame, fel n ml went hm den left de rest of us. lacilia went go bet soccer den liz was sayin 2goals den i sae 3goals n jerrydine sae 4goals. ended up lacilia buy 3goals but de result is 4goals! toooo bad.. haaa. went to esplanade after tat den went hm.

20/06/06

din work todae cos woke up at 1plus =x den at hm nua nua nua till 4 lidat den go mit nadia n huijun to find de rest at ntu for de teens game 3on3. gt 2matches todae n we won 1 n draw 1. den durin de game kinda paiseh cos i shoot in one n i didnt smile or wat lo den wanhui was lk purposely shoutin frm outside den make mi v paiseh den jiu at dere shy shy lidat. haha. saw quite alot of familiar faces dere. was tokin to jinhui den suddenly someone pullin my short den i still tot which pervert...end up is peifen. haha. buden lk go dere play for awhile onli jiu finish -.- but wait for kinda long cos we reach quite earli.. after tat some of them went hm den mi, liz, lacilia, ame, fel, eunice, nadia n huijun went jp to eat. kinda no mood to eat cos felt abit sick due to de stupid bus journey tat we took to jp. eat finish jiu went hm oready. dammmnnnn tired. havin a fight wif a fcukin cockroach in de bathroom -.- din notice de cockroach wen i went inside de bathroom den wen i noticed it, wth reali feel lk runnin out of de bathroom. wif all de courage i haf, i decided to use to hose to attack it! tink tat cockroach doesnt noe hw to swim n it seems lk strugglin in de water n suddenly jus stop movin! as im afraid tat he is jus tryin to act dead, i attack it wif shampoo n shower foam =) so it is buried wif all de foam n soon it is announced DEAD! jus becos of tat stupid cockroach n i spent a long time inside de bathroom. im so proud of killin a cockroach but kinda sinful =x shes lucky tat last time she alwaz came my hse tat time didnt c any cockroach, if nt eunos sure gt earthquake =p


[wat do u expect mi to sae? angry? im nt angry. jus LIKE TAT. i cant stop u frm doin anything n i don haf de right to. aniwae i don wish to stop u frm doin tings so it's ok wif mi]

todae is such a borin dae!!
woke up v late tats y didnt went to work. den suppose to go out wif my family buden my mum la....slp slp slp...... den end up v late jiu nv go out. den nv go watch ame their match oso cos lazy to go out =p
tml haf to go out.. tink after tat gt de 3on3 thingy. SIAN!

[hope everything r real or wat is jus dreamin........]

yest wake up earli in de mornin, went to sengkang to mit jerrydine for breakfast den went to sentosa wif liz, lacilia, ahlu, ame, jy, sharon, wanhui n manlin. aniwae it's ml's bdae yest! after sentosa went to cut hair den go ml's hse for bbq.. cos we tonnin at her hse den de rest jiu watchin tv den i nth to do jiu went to de rm to slp but cant fall aslp. end up in de middle of de nite we go dwn 7-11 for supper. haa. den i bought de curry chic thingy den stupid joyce sae look lk shit but end up she oso eat -.- tink abt 4plus den slp lor wen mi n liz haf to wake up at 7 for canoe trg!! tink wen im halfwae slpin, duno y suddenly haf a feelin jiu open my eyes abit den jiu saw xueling tryin to snatch my stitch frm my hands. stupid sia.. haha den tink i oei her jiu snatch bac my stitch den cont slpin. haha. tis mornin wake up heard thunder den i tot rainin will cancel trg but still gt =(
reali reali vvv tired todae. no energy n mood at all. lk almost everydae im slpin less than 5 or 6hrs la. will dieeeeeeeeeee. duno y no mood at all durin trg. den nw my hands alot of blisters den v rough...haa. somemre wen cant do de thingy jiu will v pek chek den make mi mre bad mood. y canoe polo nid so many skills???? arghhh. don feel lk stayin on oready. lk nt enjoyin it at all. after trg mi go hm slp den liz went ml hse to find lacilia dey all. den reach hm jiu slp till 7plus lidat go eat dinner wif my family. haiss suddenly felt so meaningless in everything..

[i reali duno wat to do.. maybe wat i said alwaz makes u unhappy, but i reali don mean it frm my heart. i duno y i alwaz sae such tings to make u unhappy. im sorry. althou u sae u wont mind abt hw pple tink or sae, i still tink tat u mind. no point if u mind.]

todae went to work. after tat go watch ame their match. dey won! nt bad nt bad.. den cos liz wan sit dwn but her chair wet den i gif her tissue she still sae i niao cos i gif one onli but is 3ply de lor so is enuff wat. den wen sae till de 3ply thingy jiu tink of de past cos SOMEONE alwaz lk to haolian her tissue is 3ply.. jus rem tat last time in de library dere, i still wrote 'HAPPY ONE YR' at de date 01/10/06 in ur notebook/organiser. im sorry i didnt make it happen.

5daes is over!!

A dae in de ZOOOOO

went to zoo wif ms chong, wuman, georg, simin, huibin, cheryl, shujun n chris. went tamp in de mornin wif them for BK breakfast den mit ms chong. tink reach dere ard 12plus ba. den machiam skool excursion sia cos ms chong kp callin us CHILDREN CHILDREN.. haha bth~ we lk walk a short dist onli jiu rest for 15mins, walk awhile rest for 15mins...ALL BECOS OF MS CHONG! tink she old oready la cant walk long dist. haha. actualli de zoo nt as fun as wat i tot lei.. cos onli interested in some of de animals.. haha. tink ard 4plus or 5 lidat leave de zoo den we go georg de trg place dere shoot ball cos she havin trg. while on de wae dere, sit in ms chong's car den she damn blurrrr ar. tink she onli noe de rd at tamp dere.. cos she duno de wae anihw drive den drive till cck dere jiu get lost! den she still complain sae WHERE GT PPLE LIVE AT SUCH KUKU PLACE ONE. haha! kinda dangerous to sit in her car cos she kp singin n shakin.. im glad i can still sit here to write my post =P end up we took a long time to reach de place -.- after tat go shoot shoot ball awhile jiu go bac hm.. tired sia.
gt alot of blueblacks on my hands sia den georg kp touchin my cheek tat blueblack. damn pain!!
sian ar tml still gt work in de mornin den after tat gg watch xiao dui de match..

[1 mre dae n u will be bac]

cant stand ahlu's face! haa!


kinda blur eh


ahma's hands r reali long!


mahjong session!!





tis animal here is damn cute! im sure it's de gong-est animal in zoo! cos it kp lookin up dwn right left. haha!


wuman-the-ah-sam!!


i look so skinny!!


ms chong kp askin for her 15mins break -.-


simin is tryin to sae "it's fur is de same as my apple!!" *ps:apple is simin's dog. =P*


de pig is damn ugly,old,FAT!



their 'bai ma wang zi'


im sure de zookeeper had been ill treatin de animals! de cow is soooo skinny!!


u may seen guinea pigs alot of times in pet shop, nw tk a look at de guinea pigs in de zoo. sooo cute!(actualli no diff) =x


havin our 15mins break once again -.-


im sure shujun definitely nt enjoyin bein carried =P


otter is v cute!!

WE WON QUANFONG!!

we lost to hu oso can but jiu shi canot lost to quanfong! but luckily we won them!! dey gt alot of xiao dong zuo lor den kp pushin n pullin. somemre it's v obvious!! play till so jian la den i v dulan jiu kp pushin their hands awae. tat ass still use her head to hit my cheekbone la den nw my cheek gt a big blueblack! wtf! last yr she hit my lips till bleed den tis yr hit my cheek. knn.. alot of blueblacks on my hands oso. duno is play ball or fight sia. den i damn dulan durin de game cos of their dirty tricks den reali v angry jiu scold CB right at tat gorilla de face! den nw tat gorilla tell pple to ask mi to xiao xin. kns wan beat mi come la. she tink she BIGGGG size jiu win izit.kns somemre duno is hu start to play rough 1st de lor.
aniwae durin de first 3quarters dey lead abt 14pts lidat den at de 4th quarter de last 5mins, we managed to catch it up n in de end won by 2pts. at first dey still so xl n zhuai la.. huo gai sia zhuai too much jiu gt tis type of endin..

yest after de game went to eat wif my teammates den v funny lo cos kp suan-ing abt sharon. haha. den dey psycho mi go ame hse ton den cos ahlu gg den mi jiu go lor. but no time go hm change den jiu go ahlu hse bath den mit wanhui den go ame hse tog. reali cant stand ahlu sia.. damn funny la her. in de end reach ame hse quite late oready den play mahjong till 4plus lidat mi n ame reali bth liao jiu wan slp. haha. cos yest quite alot of pple go ame hse den kinda crowded. gt mi, ahlu, wanhui, liz, lacilia, joyce, fel n jy den no place to slp. her rm damn cold la den nt enuff blanket den im freezin lk hell inside her rm. cos mi, ahlu, ame n wanhui play mahjong den de rest slp liao den end up we go inside de rm, no place to slp!! haha. hmm buden cos joyce slp alone at de big bed dere den mi n ahlu jiu slp wif her at de bed but halfwae ahlu went to de livin rm to slp wif ame n wanhui. wat a torturin nite sia cos i onli haf one pillow wif mi n freeze lk hell man.. den tis mornin woke up ard 11plus den jiu go eat jiu go hm. while eatin den realise i haben complete my elearnin n haf to complete by todae! den faster rush hm to do lor den nw consider finish everything le ba. buden de FOM quiz mus get above 70 but i do alot of times onli can get 60 den jiu gif up liao. haha. din go work todae cos oready v late nw liao. sian..

tml gg zoo wif my jnrs n ms chong =))) ZOOOOOOOO
[sorry i still din bring u dere......]



[u can hate mi for bein selfish. but pls don be so cold to mi]

im feelin so moody de whole dae =( still haf 4mre daes to go can.. it's seems lk ages can... lk de whole dae nt much pple to contact lidat den wen typin msg kp pressin wrong num n name. l've de feelin of my heart bein stabbed, it's so difficult to breathe =(
went to work in de mornin. everything seems so wrong as it's jus lk smth missin in mi. after work wen to watch ame their match. at first was crappin wif ahlu n liz happily till dey asked whether will u be dere durin our match tml. remind mi tat ur nt here!! =(((

4mre daes......

[im sorry everyone. i guess im fallin again.]

[haisss i hate tat feelin!! u shld noe hw izit feel lk.. it's jus lk i get LL's num or add her or wateva. i noe im jus bein petty! maybe all along i don understand u!]

E-Learnin is drivin mi crazy~!!

wahhh elearnin reali sux eh. sit infront of de com for 3hrs plus liao lo.. end up onli complete 3modules. still gt 4mre to go!! n i mus complete everything by todae!! DIEEEEE! esp stats sia.. do de CA do till wan cry ar.. haha no la. buden damn difficult la de qns. still gt time limit den do till v gan jiong. haha! im gonna tk a rest nw cos my brain isnt workin nw!!
aniwae trg cancel todae! haha! while doin de elearning thingy was tokin to manlin.. den she sae alot of pple cant make it for trg todae den she sae she wan watch de duno wat show den don feel lk gg trg. haha den i oso wan rush for my elearning thingy den end up jiu msg weite ask him cancel trg. haha! i gt reason de k.. manlin captain still soooo bad. haha.
tink tml haf to go work den evenin go watch ame their match. so no time for mi to do elearnin tml! mus complete by todae oready..

[hw i wish dere's no tml.. cos i will be all alone here........................]

suppose to wake up at 9 todae for work. my alarm rang but u noe u noe........i jus cant resist de temptation to go bac slp. haha! in de end wake up at 11 lidat. feel damn slpy durin work lor somemre weekdaes no customer one damn sian ar.. somemre ame n jy last min nv go work todae den i alone =(
after work went to sengkang to mit jerrydine cos someone is leavin on fri to hk =( went to sakae for dinner.. duno hu mouth itchy lor suggest to order tat kiddy set meal cos de plate is aeroplane den v cute ma. den mi jiu wan order tat. so she order tat but she didnt read properly tat tats onli for kids under12!! end up de waitress still haf to tell us tat one is for under12yrs old de. damn paiseh ar!! haha.
im dead man.. doze elearning thingy haf to complete by fri but i haben start anything at all!! tml still haf to go work den evenin still gt trg =( my little finger is swollen due to tues match. can i don train tml??? haha!

[u can stuff hammy in ur pocket all de wae to hk!!]

todae cip quite ok cos whole dae was entertain by jonathon. he reali damn funny ar den he cycle his bicycle dere todae. his bicycle damn difficult to cycle one la but he can cycle v fast n well. haha. durin de break, duno y dey suddenly haf de urge to eat cup noodles so we jus go 7-11 dere buy den go void deck eat. after eatin jiu sit dere chat den jonathon reali is a joker sia. he can joke abt anything under de sun! laff till i bth sia.. but wen he act pervertic den look damn real la den he scare yujin till she cry. haha so bad rite. tk quite a few fotos todae in de student care centre dere cos is de last dae at dere le ma. haha. after tis cip thingy, i can conclude tat yujin n luck sin will be gd dad n mum next time. cos both of them reali can mix wif kids v well. haha!

den left earlier cos haf to rush to serangoon dere for match. suppose to mit liz at outram dere at 5.05pm but she came at 5.20! she late jiu suan le...wen she reach, she still wan go shit!! but i kp askin her to ren cos im meetin jerrydine at sengkang dere at 5.45 den oready v late le. haha den jiu kp askin her to try to let de shit don come out 1st. in de end mit jerrydine at serangoon ctrl dere den liz reach le jiu faster rush to toilet! haha.
todae vs qian xi. althou we lost, but we're still v happy cos we played well =) after match jiu go eat wif liz, ahlu, nadia, huijun, weite n jerrydine. den dey kp trickin mi den i reali believe. makes mi feel so stupid. haha.

aniwae todae is a vvv gd dae.. =)))

I WILL BE USIN 91900553 FRM NW ON! WILL STILL BE USIN 91286534 BUT TEMPORARY NT USIN NW. PLS TELL MI UR CONTACTS K.. COS I LOST ALL MY CONTACTS. THANX.

aniwae tis mornin wake up v earli. cos no fone den canot be late if nt pple cant find mi. haa. mit up my classmates at tamp ctrl at 8am cos haf to go to de student care centre for our module. somehow lk doin cip lidat la. but de kids dere some r reali damn naughty ar. feel lk grabbin them up n gif them some slaps! HAHA JUS KIDDIN! cos de whole thingy starts ard 9 n ends ard 5 den was such a long dae at dere la den damn tired jiu kp fallin aslp. while de kids r doin their art & craft thingy, mi jus fall aslp den slp till halfwae suddenly jerk den kena laff by kaingee n caiying. den dey sae some of de kids saw oso. damn paiseh la.. haha. den go dere lk kp eatin n slpin lidat.. damn tirin one lor to entertain doze kids. den after everythings ends, jiu go TM wif some of my classmates den mit my sis after tat.
tml still haf to go to de student care centre!! arghhh~ gg to play wif doze kids again! arghhhhhh~~~ after tat still haf to rush dwn to serangoon for match! wah kaos i haf phoebia for match sia.. knn wat if some fuckin asshole steal my hp again?!! CHOY CHOY CHOY!!!! but kinda sian la cos huijun n nadia injured den cant play.. we haf no mre players oready!!
gonna wake up damn earli tml again =(
tml will be a tiring dae =((


[sorry. maybe i din understand hw will u feel. im sorry tat im alwaz nt dere wen ur bein bullied or bein sad. i noe im bein de bad guy. love is selfish, u don wish ur partner to move on but yet ur tryin to move on. all i can sae is, move on.. maybe wat ur sir said is right. don cry for someone hu don worth u cryin for. im nt worth it. cos im alwaz hurtin u.]

FUCK LA CB!!

seriously if i can leave my hse nw or jump dwn of de building, i reali wld. i reali cant stand anymore. my mum is jux bein unreasonable. she duno anything den kp blamin on my coach n teammates. hw de fuck wld i noe hu is de cb tat stole my hp! n she tinks tat is my teammates n sae bad abt them. i reali cant stand it anymore. she tinks i don feel anything wen i lost my hp?? n she scold n scold lk nobody business! wtf!
i reali will kill tat cb if i noe hu is de one hu steal my hp! knn la! n stole it durin my match! n onli mine is kena stolen?!! fuck! all along i tot i haf de best family but im WRONG! i reali hate it nw. dey jus don understand mi at all. im so regret of puttin them in my first priority. all becos of tat fucker hu steal my hp, i haf to bear all de scoldings!! ccb! i reali duno hw sway can i be.. first colour hp within 3mths kena stolen, first megapixel hp within 2mth kena stolen n nw first 3G hp within 1wk!! wth~ i noe i will lost it if i buy tat hp but y reali so sway?!!!! all my contacts n everything in my hp is gone nw!!!
such a fuckin day todae!! lose de match, fuckin cb stole my hp, get fuckin scoldin frm my mum n "scoldin" frm wh n sharon cos of joyce thingy.. y jus nobody understands mi?!!! mus i live my whole life n do tings for de sake of others?? wat abt mi???? cant i jus do wat i lk?!

sometimes i reali wonder am i stupid or stupid. haha. todae first lesson cancel so onli go skool at 11am. buden mi 9am wake up jiu faster go prepare den wen im halfwalk walkin to mrt station, kai ngee msg mi den i realise lesson is at 11 den y mi 9.30 jiu go tk train -.- tink my countin of time gt prob sia.. haha. end up i walk bac hm.. intend to slp for another 1hr de buden oready wax my hair liao so donwan make it messy. haha!
actualli todae suppose to mit jerrydine go skool at 8am one cos i nid to studi for my poa oso cos lata after skool gt test. but i woke up late =( guilty eh.. den i 8am den hear de fone ring den faster wake up.. den wan go bac slp de but she nag n nag n nag n nag n nag n nag n nag n nag n nag mi wake up to studi. so i tink i will count my time wrong is becos of her! cos i sae i 9am wake up to studi but wen i wake up, i forgot im suppose to studi den jiu faster rush out. haha!
damn sian ar lata after skool still gt poa test till 6 lidat.. after tat haf to mit liz go huiyu trg dere.. im sooooooooo tired! reali don feel lk gg lor.. tml still haf to wake up earli for canoe polo trg.. kinda worried tat tml go canoe polo trg will leg cramp nt. cos last few wks everytime after de trg my leg sure cramp whole dae. den tml nite gt match against tnet de.. if my leg reali cramp jiu dieeeeeeeeeee.

i haben studi anything for poa!!! intend to studi onli in de train lata while gg skool. if i fail, it's natural. =p

initial jiayou!! we MUST win tml!! try our best la. HAHA!