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im sorry.. i noe i've hurt u deeply. i tot u've move on wif ur life but ahlu told mi u didnt. i noe u hate mi alot nw n u tink tat wat i said to u r all fake. but it's nt... ur nt stupid, ur nt foolish, jus tat im de one hu make u suffer all these.. but don u tink dere's still probs between us?? u mite tink tat im jus givin excuses but de same prob will still be dere. i noe ur unhappy abt my reason for leavin u, u mus haf tink tat i left u cos of her, but is nt.. dere's reali lack of communication between us.. i said i've no time for u cos of trgs n other tings n i noe weneva i didnt make my time for u, ur unhappy. i understand cos anyone will oso be unhappy abt tat. u mus be tinkin tat if i don haf time to manage de r/s wif u, hw can i haf time for her rite? tats y u tink all doze tings i said to u r jus excuses..
if onli u appear earlier n be v sure tat u wan mi bac, i will. but nw, i guess dere's no turnin bac. no matter in de end will i be tog wif her, i cant turn bac. it's unfair to u too. althou u sae it's difficult to move on but i tink all u nid is time. jus lk last time hw u heal ur heart n be wif mi. don alwaz purposely mention someone n sae hw shuai or cute he/she is. althou i still mind but i don wish to interfer ur life.. i cant be selfish to stop u frm knowin pple.. still....wat i said to u all along r nt fake. i mean wat i said. im sorry wat i promise u didnt fufil it. esp for de zoo thingy. i reali hope tat we're nt "strangers" weneva we saw each other. it's jus lk last yr. last yr we're strangers cos im shy n didnt reali tok to u. nw we're strangers cos u hated mi. u sae u felt lk a fool? so u understand hw i feel lk wen u told mi abt de past of u n her? it's de same wen im kept in de dark for so long..