yest watchin vcd till 5am lidat den slp la den tis mornin 8.30am jiu wake up cos gg bac tampines sec. meetin xiaohui dey all 8.45am den i super late oready jiu tk cab. damn la earli in de mornin rain so big den while waitin for de cab, my hair all wet n flat la. spoil my image...tsk! haha. so earli go bac skool cos wanted to watch my bro dance cos he dance in de lower sec concert onli. cos mi, xiaohui n liqin was sittin upstairs of de hall dere den wuman n simin came up to find us durin their recess. wen my bro step onto de stage, i oready started laffin lk hell la. wen he dance, i laff till i cry ah!! haha is nt bein sarcastic or wat..jus nw duno y c him on stage reali make mi laff till mad la.. buden wuman dey all oso kp laffin lo.. haha! nid to record dwn de video of my bro dancin buden i laff till my hands kp shakin den end up de video is lk shit cos kp shakin shakin one. haha. after tat i go dwn find my bro den he was lk kinda shock cos he din noe i reali go c.. haha bth bth..
after all de concert thingy, we went bac to our 5n1 classroom.but no longer de same cos it had changed to 5n2!! haha. took alot of stupid fotos inside de class den we nv help them tidy up de place before leavin cos we're lk shiftin de tables n chairs den usin their books as crops. haha. wen we left de class, walked pass another class n saw 3 of our snrs inside de class takin fotos oso. haha den laff lk wat la cos we din noe dere's pple as baichi as us. haha!
but in de end, we went bac skool cos of teachers dae, but we onli sae hi to 3 of our teachers n nth else. haha!

abt 12plus lidat left de skool den took bus to katong cos liqin nid to tk smth. after tat took bus to tanjong pagar cos she still haf to settle her work thingy den mi, rosie n xh at de cafe eatin n waitin for liqin den we took alot of stupid fotos again. haha cos i ate de hot & spicy chic thingy den is cook wif basil leaves de den while waitin nth to do den i use tissue to clean de leaves n paste it as my moustache den rosie wan tk foto of it den i still haf act mature lidat. haha bth la. after tat rosie oso join in n her expression super funny. after everything, went town to walk walk cos rosie nid to buy tings. shoppin wif gals reali can dieee. i walk till my butt pain la cos after tues trg, duno y my butt v pain den todae walk too much jiu pain again -.- nv go bball trg todae cos go out wif them..no choice la cos seldom haf chance to mit them oready somemre long time mit up nia den we diff skools n work all tat.. haha.

in conclusion, todae is a super tirin dae.

but quite enjoyable la. haha.

went to c my bro frenster jus nw. n saw smth on his shoutout 'sorry for de inconvenient. but for ur information, de one on my left is my SIS n nt bro or uncle. thanx' cos his primary foto is mi, him n my sis. but WTHHH if his frens sae bro, i can understand la buden y UNCLEEE??!!!! nehneh his frens nv die before.. im so lookin fwd to thurs! will be gg bac tampines sec cos teachers dae celebration ma. den my bro will be dancin durin de concert la. wahahaha gonna watch hw he dance man.. excited excited.. haha!

aniwae went sp bball trg todae. while in train reachin dover, saw canoe pple runnin outside skool den saw liz. haha duno y abit funny lei wen i saw tat. but haiii i shld be runnin wif them too..haha but somehow felt quite relieve tat i've quit canoe cos liz sae dey haf been doin alot of inclined pullup recently. heh heh heng ahhh.

todae bball trg quite relac cos coach didnt come. but duno y todae lk butter finger lei canot grab de ball properly lidat. gt 1part v embarrassin cos mi n jinhui snatchin for rebound buden duno y wen de ball land, 2of us jus didnt get de ball..duno is de ball too fast or we nv grab properly den v paiseh la cos de rest kp laffin. look so baichi..

after trg mi n manlin waitin for liz to finish her canoe trg den we went jp to eat. after eatin tok alot abt r/s stuffs.. sometimes quite glad tat im single, at least i don haf to get stress over so mani tings..haha.

cos mi n manlin single, can mingle..but liz attach lei canot kp mingle ard la! save some for mi la. haha jkjk! cos tis sat gt 3on3 at downtown east den i was lk tellin liz on tat dae, she beta don perform too much. save some for mi to perform on court. haha! but is kiddin de la. cos normally durin 3on3 or youth cup will at least haf some so-called-admirer buden recently don haf laaa. old le old le.. manlin was sayin tat too. haha. nw u noe y im so image conscious durin match. haha kiddin la. aiyo.

tired tired.

gonna slp..

work wif sharon todae. we went for lots of tea break la. haha den we went cine to eat n saw christie n her ex. we ate finish still sit dere chat for v long tink abt 1hr30mins den we walk bac to taka. haha cos sun nt much customers den tink ended up we work 3hrs n nua 3hrs. but i work longer than sharon la. haha tml workin wif her again. haf to plan wat furnitures she haf to buy for her hse. i mean DOLL hse pls. haha.

work till quite late todae den walk thru wisma saw ahma workin..tot she workin in jp but sway sway todae she work in wisma. haha. was watchin tat jin san shun vcd till nw.. so slpy. yawns gonna wake up earli tml.

seriously it jus turn mi off wen i noe ur wif tat grp of pple.

i jus don understand y u lk to mix wif them so much.

WAKE UP!

u've grown up pls.

TINK TWICE BEFORE U DO ANYTHING!!

receivin ur msg jus nw warmth my heart,

but lookin at ur blog jus totally turn mi off.

by tat, i can reali cfm tat we're still impossible get bac.

haf physical trg todae. run alot can DIEEE! cos vvv long nv train physical liao den suddenly train till so xiong reali can die eh. trained till halfwae started rainin so we sit under void deck n started chattin. xueling join us for trg todae after so long n she's still as crap as before. den she started sayin bungs mus be rich all tat blablabla.. den we all was lk sayin next time no money or wat canot let xueling noe den if wallet no money oso canot let her noe. haha manlin oso lidat one lor.. everytime look at mi n ahlu de wallet den de first ting she do is to open our wallet n check hw much money we left -.- nowadaes gals r materialistic.. tsk tsk. haha. den xueling super baichi laaa. cos she's actin de wae i run wen i score durin matches.. cos she sae i run no expression all tat den onli de shoulders movin -.- nehneh spoil my image la den de rest of them was lk "yayaya she lidat run one" -.-

wen rain stops jiu go bac to train den while playin 5on5 duno y my left knee suddenly v pain.. cos we waitin for them to get ready den i stand beside ahlu n look at her eatin de sour sour thingy den she suddenly sae "u lidat look mre shuai". of cos i started to laff la den she jiu sae laff jiu nt shuai oready. haha taoyan ahlu no nid so honest one.. next time i treat u eat kong ba bao.. canot let xueling noe. haha!

after trg we go eat den knee still v pain la. wen walkin dwn slope or steps reali can die la..duno pull dao vein or wat..hope nth serious if nt tis comin sat de spalding 3on3 jiu cant play liao. lidat liz n bao haf to play 2on3.. haha.

after eatin all of them takin bus hm den onli i tk train =( cos xueling walk de same wae as mi den she requested mi to walk her to bus stop cos she sae bung mus be gentlemen n haf courtesy -.- known each other so long oready still mus lidat one meh.. haha. luckily de bus came wen we reach de bus stop if nt still mus wait..

heard frm manlin dey all sayin 27th aug ermm which is todae, gt 2 moon! 1 is real moon la but another one is mars -.- den my hse here lk canot c moon one lei.. duno can c de mars nt.. haha. duno y every yr de 27th aug lk oso alot of tings to c lidat one lei.. tink last time oso gt some special thingy to c.. haha alwaz on tis date. yawns gonna work tml errr which is todae.. sian 1/2..

27/8 HAPPY 19th BDAE ANGELA YAP CE PHEI

HAPPY 18th BDAE QUEK SHUYI!

yest slp at 5am cos was pia-ing my ECONS den onli slp for awhile till 10 jiu went paya lebar mac to do some last min revision wif karen. FIRST TIME in my 18yrs of life, i ate pancakes. haha is de first time i bought hotcake meal. of cos i didnt finish it cos i reali don lk to eat pancakes eh. after eatin feel abit sick oready cos de butter abit errrr...
was soo soooo tired laa.. n damn heartache for my ECONS paper todae. cos i din noe dere's no time left den de last qns im v confident de i nv do la! jus wen i write de first word den de teacher sae pens dwn. WTHHHHH 4 MARKS GONE U NOE???? nehneh~

after my paper went jp to mit liz n ame..after awhile den joyce came. cos ame wana look for puzzle den we go into de shop, saw stitch puzzles den ame was sayin she buy tat for mi. WTHHHHH AME U NV DIE B4 IZIT?? haha. after eatin went for prawnin! haha 4 of us all noobs la wen handlin wif de prawns. cos we scare de prawns will giap our hands den jiu don dare ma den joyce kp sayin we ah gua. as if she v man lidat.. 1min ago she was sayin de prawns v kelian, 1min after she was scoldin de prawns 'shit u' -_-" nu ren zhen de shi shan bian de..tsk. prawn till 12am lidat jiu left den go tk cab. so joyce n mi alight at her hse dere den i took bus hm frm dere. 1plus den reach hm la. super duper slpy nw.

y r u givin mi cold shoulder?

wat did i do wrong again?

u happy jiu come disturb mi.

nt happy jiu ignore mi.

but wat did i do wrong?

u can tok to ame dey all nicely but y nt mi?

aint we still frens?

u alwaz shake mi off jus lk tis.

if i didnt met u at de cca booth,

if i listen to liz n join dragon boat instead,

if i didnt hide wen suppose to do inclined pullup,

if de one hu msg karen isnt u,

if u didnt c mi wearin bright orange tee,

if u didnt ask izit im afraid of nein knock dwn by cars,

if u didnt call mi for de first time,

if u didnt taught mi tings abt canoe,

if u didnt smack my head lk nobody business,

if u didnt make mi tk train bac jus to wait for u,

if u didnt understand mi so much at first,

if u didnt ask mi to flush de toilet bowl,

if u didnt buy mi pocky,

if de one hu cheers mi up isnt u,

if de one i anticipate calls n msges frm isnt u,

if i didnt grab ur head n bang against de glass,

if de one hu make mi lk stitch isnt u,

if u didnt call mi hammy,

if u didnt sae de character in Cars resemble mi,

if i didnt bring u to watch my match,

if i didnt lost my phone,

if de 5mins madness isnt wif u,

if u didnt show doze bagua-ing n goreng-pisang-ing to mi,

if i didnt feel LIKE TAT,

if de one hu make mi willin to gif up de whole world isnt u,

if playin bingo hangman isnt u,

if i listen to others tat 2persons frm diff world cant be tog,

i'll nt fall for u.

it's all so fated.

to mi, i don lk pancakes wif butter at all. tats isnt my taste in de first place. sometimes im jus forcin myself to accept it. ya i can but it wont turn out right at all. tat is y, it's a big mistake in de first place.

sometimes i wonder, y mus all these tings happen.. if we're jus normal frens in de first place tat we can share our thoughts tog, wldnt it be nice? den nobody will be emo-ing, i wont be sayin all these craps.

okay jus randomly tink of de past while lookin at de msges so jus randomly post smth. heh

althou im havin my paper tml but i still haf 8mre topics to studi. KILL MI~ i totally heck abt my exams laaa. tsk. luckily tml paper is at 2pm so in de mornin still can studi..tml mit karen at paya lebar to borrow her notes cos i gt one topic still haben copy. haha! shun bian studi awhile zai go skool.. after tml n i will be FREEEEE! althou all along im FREEEEE. haha. tml after paper will be gg prawnin wif joyce liz ame. heh nv go prawnin wif them b4.. sure jialat.. cos sure all don dare to touch de prawn. even mi oso don dare la. haha so lookin fwd to tml...i mean de prawnin nt exam. heh.
ohya aniwae was watchin de singapore idol jus nw.. tat jasmine tye so sweet pls.. haha so tann somemre. tsk tsk. but she kinda resemble one of de polo gals. haha nt bad nt bad.
okay gtg to studi nw!!

do u ever tink of mi?

sometimes reali feel lk slappin myself to wake up. reali duno wth am i tinkin abt.. im jus contradictin myself ONCE AGAIN. i tot i've moved on. ya i tot. but i duno y i still bother so much. actualli maybe i wont tink of u at all. jus tat im so lucky la. jus tat by luck some stupid disney company puttin up new stitch plush toys on de shelves, some stupid angmoh bring a lilo&stitch vcd to mi n asked mi whether is tat a vcd. wth. everything was stitch stitch stitch n stitch. even yest went into a puzzle shop wif ame n still saw stitch stitch stitch. everything ard mi jus happen to be stitch everywhere la! but it's oready a habit to hug it to slp every nite n tats quite surprising as doze plush toys on my bed alwaz end up to be on de floor de next mornin so i nv lk to put any on my bed. ok i tink other than accicentally c any tings regardin stitch, maybe i wont tink of u. hw is ur life nw? everythings alrite? i hope so..

okay forget abt all these craps. bac to serious matter which is.......i haben start my ECONS yet!! -.- gonna burn midnite oil tonite..but im kinda slpy =x buck up xp!! ECONS exam is on fri! no time no time no time! argh cant believe im still slackin lk nobody business, althou it is. haha. ohya aniwae, bet on soccer todae on man utd vs charlton. HUAT AHH!! eh kinda miss de world cup fever. heh..

seriously u cross my mind v often recently.

i duno y..

actualli i don wish to.

cos no pt hangin on to it anymore as i've oready ask u to move on.

lk wat i said, i don lk to go bac to wat i've given up.

but i reali duno y..

i still miss de wae u love mi.

acc ame go clementi watch match todae wif liz. suppose to go studi after watchin de match but liz last min wan go canoe trg den ps us la! nehneh pok!! everytime oso lidat one lei..alwaz go dere mingle mingle.. attached oready still dare to mingle..i single oso don dare to mingle la! haha! cant stand her...if im lacilia, i sure chop her up first n feed her to de pigs!
ended up mi n ame went to play pool den go jp to mit ahlu n manlin for dinner. cos tml is ahlu 5th mth anniversary so i teach her hw to do de candle thingy. so we went to buy de candles all tat den go nearby playground to do. it's such a long process for doin tat la buden gals c tat sure melt ah! woo gals use tat method best liao. haha! last time i oso use tat to pian joyce. HAHA kiddin la where gt pian... den ml was sayin y all along nobody do such tings to her..too bad la ml...mus c ur partner is hu ma. haha! but end up mi n ame anyhow do oso look nicer than ahlu one la. haha.

actualli tat time quit canoe jiu kinda regretted la. cos nw nt tann oready den all my muscles turn into fats liao! haha. tats nt de main pt la. buden is nt tat im nt interested in canoe polo..jus tat i don lk to do tings tat im nt gd in it. den weneva liz ask mi to go bac to canoe, i donwan den she jus kp sayin im weakling. she jus don understand la..cos she's fit all tat ma den she can do everything so sometimes kinda pekchek wen she jus assume sayin im weakling. but use to it oready la. so nw weneva she ask mi to go bac, no pt explainin to her cos end up she will jus sae im weakling. nowadaes weneva c her, she will kp mentionin abt canoe canoe canoe -.- listen till i sian oready.. wan make mi jealous onli la.. nehneh. haa. but she's kinda potential in canoe polo la so cant deny tis. tink she's still hopin somedae tat she can get into nationals team for canoe polo. haa but tats quite a high chance i tink. jus hope she stop mentionin abt canoe polo infront of mi~~ somemre oso quit oready den go bac is a v throw face thingy. n i will nv go bac to smth which i've oready gif up.

althou Vespa abit lao kok kok one buden actualli is quite cool n nice lo.. esp after modifyin.. quite nice rite? aniwae tis is de new model of Vespa lo.. haha wait for mi Vespa~~


Nissan March. v cute rite? haha somemre orange colour one..

was chattin wif my sis nw cos she at her workplace.. den we were discussin wat to do wif de money IF i win tonite TOTO! wahahaha! den we 2 dream till too much oready.. tok so much as if i reali will win tonite lidat. haha. we 2 everytime dream tis kind of ting one la den end up oso nv win -.- if win, i can buy my VESPA LX oready!! or maybe even my NISSAN MARCH!! wahahahas. okay stop dreamin..

bac to reality...todae mon oready sia.. gonna start studyin my ECONS lata.. (hmm if win tonite TOTO jiu can go get my license after my bdae... HAHA OK LA STOP IT STOP IT!!) ECONS exam on fri n kaingee gg to finish studyin everything oready!! -.- i haben even start anything at all. tml gg acc ame to watch match.. tiko pek one la her.. duno is watch match or look gals la.. haha!

okay i shall go cont dreamin abt my VESPA n NISSAN MARCH oready. haha!

i don dare to make any promises.

im afraid i cant fulfil wat i promise.

i guess u've oready determine to move on n tats de best wae.

but we r still frens ya.

yest mit wuman georg chris simin shujun cheryl huibin sheena n ms chong ta tampines mall den we went Pariss for lunch. Sakura's food is much mre beta la except tat Pariss looks mre high class n mre expensive n their chairs r much mre heavier. haha. everytime mit them, ms chong sure ask abt my r/s thingy one lo but she abit outdated abt my info oready cos she tot im still wif o5.

after tat went cityhall mit liz den we go esplanade lib find bao n kelly. so we walk walk ard in marina square n saw alot of familiar faces.. till 11pm lidat den we went croco farm to mit qihui jinhui n huiyu. we prawn till 5plus in de mornin la den is reali vvv slpy lor. mi liz n bao kp dozing off cos reali v tired. in de end total 46prawns again! haha. after tat huiyu's fren fetch liz n bao hm den we went gombak for breakfast. his car v cool laaaa. haha. reach hm ard 7plus den bath oready jiu ji tao slp sia. so damn tired den jus slp till 4plus in de noon den went batok mit ahlu to eat cos after tat gt trg.. but todae trg din train anything cos weite v late den come. end up all of us watchin at lacilia's magic trick. haha.

arghhh fuck laaa! im jus creating trouble for myself again.

wtf everytime ended up to be my fot.

wat can i still sae?

u alwaz sae tings till lidat den wat can i still sae??

PARISS wet tissue


bao took such cock face for mi. haha!




on de wae.. in train.




randomly took some fotos cos too bored while waitin for de prawns

yest nite studied POA till 4am den slp n woke up at 7.30am for de exam -.- totally screwed up durin de paper! my seat was between kaingee n charmaine den i was lk 'dieee la sit between them sure v stress cos dey so chiong one' de paper is onli 1hr30mins wif 3qns. n i used 1hr for qns1 la! de qns reali v cock la mix everything up n confuse mi! in de end i gave up on qns1 n move on to qns 2 n 3. den i turned n look at kaingee n charmaine make mi mre stress cos c them do till v stress lidat. while im doin, at de side of my eyes can c them turned n look at mi den i v stress but i tink dey mre stress cos dey still doin qns1 while im doin 2 n 3. haha actualli is i duno hw to do jus skip here skip dere la. tink i used abt 5min stoning at qns3 la den caiying sae she saw mi lk v relac lidat. but after i stone for so long, i wrote nth on de paper -.- end up left 10mins i jus anyhow crap liao la.

next fri havin ECONS paper. ECONS worst la cos soooo mani words n numbers! is lk eng cum maths la. somemre ALOT of topics to studi. wah nw onli mid exam i oso do till lidat liao den hw am i gg to survive in poly for 3yrs??? tink i will haf to stay in sp mre than 3yrs lor. haha CHOY!

todae after paper jiu rush hm slp oready cos super tired la. slp frm 12 to 6plus sia. heh. yeaaa tml meetin wuman dey all n ms chong~ kinda long nv mit them up oready. at first eatin Pariss but tink dey wana change it to seoul garden. die la alwaz buffet buffet buffet. FAT LAAAA!

FOM exam todae totally flung. initially wanted to read thru my notes while on de wae to skool. BUT recently at nite while slpin kp havin gastric pain den is reali vvv pain la. tis mornin is pain till i wake up one lor. duno y while walkin to station still vvv pain den started to feel giddy n feel lk vomitin. gt tat feelin of gg to blackout again cos normally wen pple sweat is cos v hot den mi is v cold den started to perspire so i noe i gonna blackout soon oready. so while in de train don dare to read thru my notes if nt reali dieee. reach dover oready aint any beta la. reali v bth ahh but no choice still haf to go for de exam. cos i didnt revise my notes before de paper, so i don rem anything laaa! i was anyhow crap n ans cos while doin still v pain den don haf de mood to do at all. argghhh flung it! ohya n caiying sae my hair look lk onion!! ahhhh is nt i wan cut till lidat de ma..................

after exam went to find liz cos she alone in skool studyin, actualli wan go hm rest but c her kelian jiu pei her la. haha. went to eat before started studyin den liz was lk "aint we suppose to on diet todae?" haha. actualli i duno y i will gastric pain la wen i eat alot lo. after eatin went T15 to studi. but i slp for 1hr dere cos reali v tired. studi till 6plus n went hm. hmm POA paper on thurs. tml gg je studi wif ml, sharon n ahma den after tat haf to go sci centre for de briefin thingy. im onli 1/4 thru POA notes =(

human nature..

haf new partner oready jiu wont bother abt their frens.

read my fren's blog.

hmm maybe every r/s will still haf de same endin.

durin de honeymoon period, all sweet talks jus seems to be real, but it's nt.

ended up either one will still prefer freedom, or maybe fall for someone elses.

actualli maybe ur right, im alwaz contradictin myself, i duno wat i reali wan.

maybe i tot all along i reali love u so much? did i reali love u tat much? or izit im jus use to it of havin u by my side?

wen i tink abt our past, ya i still miss doze times.

but wen tink abt partner thingy, i tink abt o5.

i reali duno wat my mind is tinkin abt.

but aniwae im single n available, free to mingle.

haha free to choose. don haf to cos of a tree n gif up de whole forest =P

FOOOOOOD. we promise nt to eat anything tml! -rolleyes-


cos liz don wana throw face, so she onli stuff one pathetic prawn inside her mouth

went bac skool studi wif liz todae ard 1. studi till 6plus. nt bad rite? haha but ended up we crap n play alot den i don tink i absorb anything into my pea brain..........

after tat went town cos i wana buy cap but liz kp naggin n naggin den don let mi buy! so we went sakura for dinner. reali eat alot todae laaa. went sakura worst! cos is buffet den tis one tk tat one tk.. after eatin we were fuuuullllll lk heeeellllll! our tummy reali big lk duno wat la. haha den sae we gonna on diet tml whole dae! after eatin still go toilet shit. haha waste money laaaa!

arghhh tml gt FOM exam la. i onli studi halfwae in de notes onli -.- reali gonna fail v badly cos i don tink i understand anything abt FOM at all! hmm buden tink tml after exam stayin in skool studi wif liz again cos thurs havin POA exam -.-

jus kill mi

okay de tv is small. n my sexy feet =)


okay i noe tis is v unglam. haha!


KING size bed laaa

todae abt 3 lidat acc my sis go to tat Royal smth de hotel opp far east tat one. cos todae is her bf bdae den she booked a rm for a nite. is sooo damn ex la for jus a nite. acc her to book in for de rm den inside v comfortable la. i oso wan go book!! haha. lie on de king size bed till v shuang don feel lk leavin oready.

but after tat meetin ame go je cut hair. ahhh my hair V short nw! behind VVV short! kinda disappointin. somemre de hairstylist accidentally cut my ear wen she's usin de shaver -.- she din noe she cut my ear la den i onli feel de pain but din noe it bleeds. until she saw den ask mi whether she cut mi izit buden i sae no la no la. haha den i go touch my ear gt blood la!

after cuttin mit joyce n ahlu at lakeside den go cityhall mit liz, lacilia, ml n ahma. go marina square walk awhile den went esplanade to watch fireworks. actualli i still don understand y gals lk it so much buden is reali tooo crowded n hot oready laaaa. so squeezy somemre cos we stand dere waitin den tok alot of craps den tat stupid joyce kp usin her elbow to kiao mi -.- wen de fireworks started, a guy behind mi v funny cos of his reaction all tat den i heard le oso wan laff la. end up im payin attention to wat he said instead of de fireworks. haha. den joyce oso v noisy la kp sayin melt le melt le. melt ur head la melt! haha. den she so noisy la i stand behind her oso mus cover her mouth so she wont make so much noise. den haf to help ahma to tk her digi cam to record dwn dwn i lazy hold jiu rest it on joyce's head. luckily she's short! haha.

after fireworks damn squeezy la den we jus anyhoe board a bus n ended up go town eat. go out wif them reali laff till i stomache lor esp ahlu ah! cos liz c my hp den she go change my wallpaper to mi n her de foto den wen ahlu saw it, she jiu sae wan make her jealous izit. haha cant stand them laa.. make mi so gay lidat. haha.

aniwae todae kinda fun! jus tat don lk so crowded de place..

i swear im damn f up nw!

things jus turn out tis wat EVERYTIME.

ok im strugglin so hard for FOM nw. totally noe nth abt FOM laaa! even thou i read thru de notes oso cant absorb anything! reali die le lor.. gonna flung FOM so badly. ohya cos gt some parts of de notes i din copy dwn den no choice haf to ask karen type out n send to mi. haha den she wana charged mi for tat. den at de end of de notes tat she typed, she wrote tis:

Ok end. The bill I will send to you again. On credit for now, I don’t mind.

Roughly this is de charges lah

- basic fees : $30
- Midnight surcharge :$20
- Extra info : >>$10
: >>$8.88
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TOTAL $68.88

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The bill I will send to you again. On credit for now, I don’t mind

ji tao i saw tat wana laff till pengs la.. haha cos duno y gt some parts i tink is nt in de notes den she said is extra info so charged mi $10 n $8.88 mre. haha sae till lk so serious lidat. if reali mus pay tat amount for such a chap, i rather fail it ahh. haha but heng she type for mi la if nt tat chap i sure no nid studi oready. haha. ok shld go studi nw oready. no time no time!!

nth beta to do..

was browsin ur past posts..

den saw someone hu wrote de comment in ur post, "wen 2person frm 2different worlds mit, dey form a brand new world"

haa heard tis quite a few times but it nv happen in real life.

i alwaz wondered, will tings be different if i put in effort tat time..

althou i shldnt be tinkin abt it anymore.

but u noe u noe i cant ctrl my mind frm tinkin!!

maybe im jus plain jealous.

cos she's de one hu can make u happy.

actualli ur nt nothing.

but i noe u oready lose faith in me.

todae went town mit ahlu, liz, ame, jiayu, peilin, christie, baozhen n jac. de first ting tat bao do wen she saw mi was to pinch at my cheeks. wth pinch till so nice.....free one izit?? haha. went walk walk ard den dey wan go marina south eat steamboat. tat place is in my top10 hated place list. haha cos v hot n dirty ahh. reach dere jiu wait for joyce n pl,christie their gfs. waited for so damn long laaa cos damn crowded ahh. den todae liz n bao kp hookin my arms -.- weird weird one..lk suddenly so en ai to mi again lidat. haha.

at marina dere cos i kp tokin to ahlu, liz jealous. i kp tokin to liz, ahlu jealous. wahaha don lidat laaa.. don becos of mi den quarrel la~ i love both of u k.. don worry. haha! bth laaa we reali damn gay todae.. do wat ting oso v gay den machiam couples lidat. cos im eatin de noodle den half of it hangin out of my lips den i was lk askin liz wan bite or nt, den ahlu sae "wan make mi jealous izit" haha bth bth. tok to ahlu reali will laff till pengs one. cos i kp walkin wif ahlu den liz jiu walk wif ame. don worry u guys can be my pts.. no nid to snatch..slowly one by one. haha!

after eatin ard 11plus lidat de rest went hm den mi ahlu liz ame n joyce went esplanade. cos joyce's mum called n nag oready so she've to leave den all of us left. ame heng la gt bus for her. den de 4 of us at bus stop dere wait for de NR bus for 1hr la! den duno is public holi no NR or wat sia. den liz v tired she tk cab hm first den we 3 go drink den tk cab hm. nehneh don lk to tok to joyce n ahlu one lor. cos 2 of them sittin on de railing den mi stand in between them, n dey're lk tokin to each other den mi below lk baichi lidat. haha den i ask them don treat mi as invisible one den dey started doze baichi actions. den kp kena bullied n tease by them. nehneh~ both of u don tok to mi laaa!! u 2 best partner oready laaa! haha.

knn wat r u tinkin?

wat r u tryin to do?

don try to get close her

cos i wont let u replace mi

fuck off n stop all these craps

ur jus so fake la

don pull her inside de pic wen u n ex quarrel

im jus so irritated by ur actions n wat u said

r u sure ur beta than mi?

r u sure u can win her heart cos u tink ur beta?

fuck off cos i wont let it happen.

WE'RE SO GAY!


our 2 maids behind. haa



reflections!


cow n us


wen ame took tis, we're lk "wah nt bad har can tk till all of us inside." but after tat tink tink den we realised, "ehh tot our main character shld be de cow but where izit??" hahaha at first everybody still at dere wahhh nice nice nice. wth. haha!


ahlu tink she's v light laa.. she din noe my leg is breakin soon.

todae ITAB test abt microsoft word was easy! much much much mre easier than excel. haha but made alot of stupid mistakes ahh. todae woke up almost dead cos i slept at 4am n woke up at 6.30am! cos chattin wif ame n karen.. karen dey all were busyin studi for word tats y slp late, mi is busy chattin den slp late. haha. den reali damn slpy laaa. after skool went je studi wif karen hazel kaingee n kaiwei but she left earlier. i didnt studi anything at all. was copyin kaingee's fom notes den finish copyin jiu v tired den tk a short nap. haha. but wen i woke up, no mood studi at all.. so.................i suggested smth to karen.

me: lets go studi the law of daytona

karen: ok! make it sound nicer, law of motion.

haha! ended up we went je arcade play la while kaingee n hazel still so hardworkin studyin.. argh reali cant studi lei.. no motivation~ haha. den saw ame n jy at je lib dere studyin oso, so after we ate finish, dey went hm den i go bac lib find them. after tat went bugis mit my sis.

pls god stop fooling me.

tell me wat shld i do.

wats right?

wats wrong?

do i haf any choice?

actualli duno wat to write oso but shall jus crap some here. althou i noe someone will be sayin i've no life again. *@&#@&^@#

aniwae im so proud of myself cos test at 9am n i reach dover at 8.50am!! v long nv reach earli liao sia.. haha! wen i reach de station, yiwen first line was "waahhh u so earli todae ahh" liew eh look dwn on mi rite tink i canot wake up earli.. haha.

aniwae EC test todae is abt listening lidat de. i swear wen im listenin of de test thingy, i was lk question marks all over my head! im sucks in understandin eng wen i gt nth to read abt wat it said den onli can listen. tml havin ITAB test, abt microsoft word..duno wat can i studi or revise abt so jus heck laaa. haha!

todae after test went tanjong pagar to register for de science centre job thingy wif de rest. is continous for 6daes den everydae 8am to 6pm! i sure CANT wake up on time one la! somemre is at jurong ehhh. after tat we went to eat den dey sae science centre kinda eerie after 6pm, den i was lk 'wth can i back out??' somemre dey sure separate us one den wat if nobodi pei mi go toilet??!!! ahhhh~

after eatin, we went in a optical den was tryin doze specs. karen NEVERS praise mi before one so wen she sae i look gd in white specs, i tink she reali mean it. haha! cos i ownself tink so too. wahaha!

tink tml after test gg studi wif them. tml earli in de mornin sure gt pple flood my fone one.. kaiwei will kp callin n callin till i ans her call, althou i've oready woke up but jus busy preparin my tings. haha.

jus nw was chattin wif karen n we tok abt de mircosoft word test tml. den she ask mi whether hw to delete de lines of de tables. cos i don reali noe wat she mean so i drew it in de msn den her reaction damn big cos i drew till v ugly.

karen: HAHAHAHAHAHAHA

karen: omg u bang sai la u!

karen: shit i cant stop laffin leh!

karen: so ugly can!

me: but wat i drew izit wat u mean?

karen: im still laffin leh!!

me: okok stop STOP!

karen: cos i cant stand lookin at it

karen: wait i go look now

karen: HAHAHAHAHA BTH LA!!

me: den u don go look at it again la -.-

karen: canot cos i scroll up n de ugly drawin is jus dere!

reali cant stand her eh.. after tat she tryin to draw to mi wat she means den cos she still laffin den draw till de lines crooked n she started laffin at her own drawin -.- weird gal..

love is selfish

love is blind

memories r sweet

reality r cruel

i lose faith in myself.

i cant bring myself to love someone wholeheartedly anymore

to mi, lovin someone is tirin

in de end both parties get hurt

i used to be very faithful

but i guess bein faithful r jus bein dumb

aiyaaaa havin EC test tml..somemre lk listenin compre sia. haha sian canot late tml.. mus reach zhun zhun at 9am. hope i wont overslept =x
yeaaaa consider holidae for mi nw oready!! althou shld be study wk but to mi is oready holidae. haha. but tml n tues gg skool for EC n ITAB test. den 15th is FOM EXAM, 17th is POA EXAM, 25th is ECONS EXAM...


i jus hope tat u can be happy. althou i duno wat exactly happen, but since u oready choose tis path, den treasure n cherish it. u noe tat im someone hu duno hw to hong pple so i duno wat can i sae to make u feel beta or cheer u up. i reali duno wat shld i sae cos i duno wat exactly u wan to hear. but if u ever feel dwn or sad again, im alwaz here for u. jus don tink too much k if nt try bangin ur head against de glass in order to get a bigger pancake face =)


[o5] im tryin to move on but it seems tat u don trust mi. ya n i admit tat i cant get her off my life completely n no matter wat, i'll still care for her. i noe it's unfair to u n i noe wateva tings i said, u wont believe mi too. i tot de feelin came bac n hope tings cld work out but im wrong, tis can nv happen.. we cant get de past bac cos we're different nw.

todae was such a tirin dae! but is FUN so worth it la. haha.
1plus lidat mit shuyi, rosie n xiaohui. as expected, dey were late. haha den we headed to marina square. went to eat n walk walk ard den went kbox but was full at dere so we went to de kbox in suntec. de wae dey sang reali bth la cos shuyi n rosie purposely sang v loud. i go dere onli torture my own ears onli sia. haha jkjk. cos i don sing, i jus go dere help them eat de snacks n drinks onli..so wei da rite? haha! abt 7 lidat shuyi left n liqin came. haha. after kbox went walk walk again den suppose to go watch fireworks but end up went bugis look for clothes till too late oready so nv watch. heng sia cos if go watch sure v crowded one den i don tink fireworks reali gt tat nice wat. haha. go shoppin wif gals reali v troublesome, dey can walk for v long n v fussy abt de clothes la! haha walk till my leg gonna break oready.. abt 10plus we went chong qing steamboat dere eat. v qiao la cos joyce, fel, eunice n fee went to watch fireworks den after tat dey went chong qing steamboat to eat oso. but we sit at de 2nd floor wif aircon den dey sit dwnstairs no aircon one. haha. by de time we eat finish, is oready 12plus liao lo.. before we went to tk cab hm, was lookin for atm machine den rosie suddenly gt some stupid ideas to tk fotos in de middle of de road. cos v late oready nt much cars dere den we tk for vvv long la! some passerby n cars pass by us den kp lookin at us. damn paiseh laaa. but v fun ah cos kp laffin n laffin.. end up ard 1am lidat den we tk cab hm..
aniwae supposingly to be celebratin xh, sy n rosie bdae. althou xh's bdae is on 16/8 n sy's on 25/8 n rosie's on 7/8!! kiasu rite?? still long lor~ y don celebrate my bdae oso?? haha.
below r some fotos of todae~ spent lots of time uploadin all doze sia.. nehneh it's oready 5.30am! i still haf work tml!! ahhhhh~

aniwae lets haf mre outing lk todae!! but pls don make mi walk so much! haha!

wen dey're singin happily, im nua-ing happily.


CHEERS!


xiaohui,shuyi,rosie bdae cake.




we v unbalance wen standin wif one leg.


posing in de middle of de road.


welcome to our world~


modeling in de middle of de road.


kwa sai~!! lol


leggy~



me and rosie!

i like tis one!


xiaohui's N70 extra laaa.. haha


suppose to haf liqin n xiaohui in here oso but de camera cut them off. haha!


i look so stiff. cos dey're squeezin me!


rosie.xiaohui.liqin.me


shuyi's unglam picture!


tis is called 'zuo yong you bao'! wahahahas!


xiaohui n me.

ok i tk bac my words yest.. my sis patch wif her bf oready. useless rite?? haha no la.. she happy jiu hao. at least wont c her eyes red red. haha!

todae in skool durin break....cos of charmaine remind yujin of de incredible tales thingy, den yujin jiu tok ALOT of abt doze thingy... den reali v scary la.. cos at fc6 sit wif yujin, karen n charmaine den yujin gt alot of stories to tell la den we 3 v scare till hair oso kp standin.. haha. buden she gt sae abt doze funny de ghost movies all tat la den v lame ahh..
todae finish skool jiu went hm oready cos havin dinner wif family.. was psycho-ing my family abt prawning..haha mus psycho them den next time can go prawning tog oso.

tml meetin shuyi, rosie, xiaohui n liqin!! kinda long nv c them oready ahh. tink bac to our sec skool life....haiii hao huai nian ah~ but dey gg kbox tml la..as if i will sing lidat.. haha but nvm la alwaz go dere listen onli. but everytime go kbox oso will emo one.. cos sure listen to alot of sentimental songs.


even if one dae i don love her anymore, wen she sae A, i still will listen n wont do B. i duno y but i still listens to her. i noe im dumb but i reali duno y.. i jus donwan her to be sad or wat..if she needs mi, im still here for her....as a fren. even if im in a r/s next time or wat, i'll still care for her alot. cos she's still de special somebody.

todae late for lesson for 40mins lidat. karen la! i late oready still ask mi help her buy food cos she inside class oready -.- cos my seat is jus beside de door dere den wen i go in, de teacher nv c mi den i faster sit dwn buden tink i make too mani noise oready den end up she still c mi n i jus smile at her. haha.
den durin our 3hrs break tog.. we one whole grp go je eat.. after eatin went arcade cos i mux revenge!! haha but dey v funny la esp tat jonathon alot of stupid actions one..

haii my sis broke wif her bf oready. tat time ask her break buden she soft hearted donwan..den nw break le den so sad. she tat time console mi till so sarcastic..but im nice so i tok nicely. haha.


pancake, i duno shld i feel happy or wat wen u told mi tat. althou i feel de same wae but is onli for mi. n i don hope u to feel de same wae as mi cos u shldnt feel tat wae. aniwae it's been so long since i dream abt u..tis time im de third party in de dream again -.- y im alwaz de third party one ahhhh.

o5, i duno wat to tell u n wat to sae. i noe pple ard u haf been tellin u to let go n move on. i told u tat too but end up kena scolded by u. tell mi wat shld i do? u said u hope everything start all over again but do u tink we can? wen we r doin nth abt tat, livin our own life? seriously u tink we can?

yest i jus said im gonna be hardworkin n go skool for de rest of tis wk, but, i din go todae! cos i woke up too late again! ahh reali cant stand myself for bein so lazy. wat if i reali get barred for exams?? it's onli de 1st sem la!!

evenin lidat mit huiyu go jp buy qihui n jinhui de bdae present den went crocodile farm de prawnin dere to find jinhui. baozhen n qihui quite late den came to find us. we frm 6pm prawn till 12am la. but v fun!! total we caught 46prawns!! is sooo damn ALOT can! althou i onli caught 3 by my own. haha! damn excited wen prawnin la den wen u c others de rod gt prawns kena hooked oready buden wen dey pull de rod up, de prawns escaped awae den u c their expression damn funny one la.. haha. but canot prawn for too long cos will go crazy one..maybe onli for mi la. haha cos i kp tinkin de prawn gt hooked on my rod oready buden wen i pull de rod up, actualli gt nth den i was lk kp tellin myself "mus be hallucination mus be hallucination" haha! huiyu n jinhui reali steady in prawnin la. dey lk can caught alot of prawns within a v short time la. but de prawns dere v cunning. cos dey eat de bait le jiu faster swim awae n i look lk a baichi wen de prawns tricked mi. -.- even prawns oso wan to bully mi.. haha. cos some prawns v hyperactive one den even if we caught them oready n wan remove de hook, dey still kp strugglin den i chokeslam de prawns till dey guai guai let us remove de hook. wahahaha i sound so mean rite? huiyu worse la.. jinhui is de kind soul. haha. after prawnin den can bbq it to eat de lo..eat till we damn full la. den wen jinhui fan de charcoal for bigger fire, gt alot of sparks anyhow fly den i hide behind bao n sae "stand behind u sure safe n pple cant c mi" haha for tis, she nearly throw mi dwn de pond wen she piggyback mi.

prawning is sooo fun! lets haf mre prawning session soon guys!!!!

for de below fotos..cos v small den u haf to click on de fotos to c mre clearly.. if u haf notice y de fotos almost all r of mi n bao.....cos de rest r busyin preparin de prawns n both of us r busy disturbin de prawns. haha!

bao wif de smallest prawn; im wif de biggest prawn!


de five of us...wif 46prawns!!!


unfair laaaa y mus i hold de prawns???


waaahhhhhh...i look so excited of holdin de prawns.


bao n her FIRST n ONLI prawn tat she caught!


tis 2 prawns v kelian. haf been our models for many photoshoot.


artistic view of de prawns. looks lk satay rite.


total of 46prawns!! frm BIG to SMALL. n ya, below is my feet.


we're too hungry!! bao look lk she oready gg to swallow de prawn!


for pple hu noe mi shld noe hw big is my hand, so imagine hw big is tis prawn!


difference between biggest n smallest prawn.


my FIRST prawn caught!!


we cant wait to eat de prawns up!!