FOM exam todae totally flung. initially wanted to read thru my notes while on de wae to skool. BUT recently at nite while slpin kp havin gastric pain den is reali vvv pain la. tis mornin is pain till i wake up one lor. duno y while walkin to station still vvv pain den started to feel giddy n feel lk vomitin. gt tat feelin of gg to blackout again cos normally wen pple sweat is cos v hot den mi is v cold den started to perspire so i noe i gonna blackout soon oready. so while in de train don dare to read thru my notes if nt reali dieee. reach dover oready aint any beta la. reali v bth ahh but no choice still haf to go for de exam. cos i didnt revise my notes before de paper, so i don rem anything laaa! i was anyhow crap n ans cos while doin still v pain den don haf de mood to do at all. argghhh flung it! ohya n caiying sae my hair look lk onion!! ahhhh is nt i wan cut till lidat de ma..................

after exam went to find liz cos she alone in skool studyin, actualli wan go hm rest but c her kelian jiu pei her la. haha. went to eat before started studyin den liz was lk "aint we suppose to on diet todae?" haha. actualli i duno y i will gastric pain la wen i eat alot lo. after eatin went T15 to studi. but i slp for 1hr dere cos reali v tired. studi till 6plus n went hm. hmm POA paper on thurs. tml gg je studi wif ml, sharon n ahma den after tat haf to go sci centre for de briefin thingy. im onli 1/4 thru POA notes =(

human nature..

haf new partner oready jiu wont bother abt their frens.

read my fren's blog.

hmm maybe every r/s will still haf de same endin.

durin de honeymoon period, all sweet talks jus seems to be real, but it's nt.

ended up either one will still prefer freedom, or maybe fall for someone elses.

actualli maybe ur right, im alwaz contradictin myself, i duno wat i reali wan.

maybe i tot all along i reali love u so much? did i reali love u tat much? or izit im jus use to it of havin u by my side?

wen i tink abt our past, ya i still miss doze times.

but wen tink abt partner thingy, i tink abt o5.

i reali duno wat my mind is tinkin abt.

but aniwae im single n available, free to mingle.

haha free to choose. don haf to cos of a tree n gif up de whole forest =P