y am i doin these..
is lk de wae she treated mi tat time.
n nw im treatin u tis wae.
i duno y im bein so harsh.
i don mean to.
i don care?
ya maybe i reali don care,
but y i still bother..
i noe love isnt dere anymore.

maybe im jus stubborn.
i kp tellin myself tat she will alwaz be in my heart,
u will alwaz be de one for mi.
maybe i kp tinkin abt these,
tats y i cant let go of any.
but im nt waitin for either one.

pple do changed,
i admit i changed too in my views for r/s.
ur nt de one for mi anymore.
i wan someone hu understands mi, u don.
i wan someone to love mi de wae i wan to be loved, u don.
i wan someone hu is mature n sensible enuff, u don.
so, we can nv be bac tog.

i admit im reali bs wen i saw wat u wrote for her.
im nt jealous.
is becos it's her tat i hate.
i don lk u to do anything tat gt to do wif her.
cos she appear in ur life earlier than mi,
becos of her, i was bein a fool for 8mths.
anything tat gt to do wif her,
jus turned mi off.



i heard a line frm jay chou new song,
it was sayin 'li kai ni yi hou, bing mei you gen zhi you'
for one sec,
i almost change my mind.
but after consideration,
i noe my decision was right.