i don understand y tings r so complicated nw.
y mus we argue over such small matters??
u do ur job as a cap,
i sae my views as a teammate.
i don tink tings haf to make till so complicated nw.
i don tink it's irresponsible.
i noe she shld tell u or weite herself,
but i've oready said.
she's jus scare to face u tml so she don dare to tell u nw.
but tat doesnt means she don wana tell u herself.
tats it.
izit so difficult for u to understand?
jus blame mi for tellin u first k.
i shld let her tell u urself.

u don haf to quit ur job.
i quit.
im v sick n tired of bball oready.
so many trgs n stuffs.
u do well in ur job as a cap so jus cont.
y mus u blow tings up jus becos of such tings?
i quit k i quit.
enuff of all these.
i reali hate to quarrel or argue wif frens.
but y am i alwaz doin it nowadays.
FUCK!

i hate to cry over arguin wif pple.
but i jus hate tat feelin.
fuck!
im such a sissy


i hate to kp tings inside my heart.
sometimes dere's so much unhappiness inside mi.
but dere's no one i cld tok to.
sometimes i jus tink tat actualli dere's no pt for mi livin in tis earth.
pple tot i've so many frens ard mi.
but hu is reali my true frens?
frens come n go..
dey happy jiu close wif u,
unhappy jiu nv contact u.
everythings tat pple c is onli de surface.
dey wont noe.
sometimes wen i reali treated them as my true frens,
i told them everything.
but dey wont treat u bac de same wae too.
seriously i reali dislike pple to hide tings frm mi.
if dey donwan to tell mi,
jus don let mi noe tat dey noe smth but donwan mi to noe.
it's jus so f up.
it's reali v hurtin wen u treat someone as ur true frens but wat u get bac is onli shit.
izit so hard for frens to share secrets or tings wif?
or izit im jus someone tat pple cant trust?
other than my family,
nth is impt.
cos de world is so fake.

actualli all along i've been thinkin of all these.
jus tat i don wish to sae.
but after arguin wif ml,
i've enuff of it.
it's reali v tong ku.
esp u noe dere's no pt arguin cos de other party wont understand wat u tryin to sae.

everytime wen such tings happen,

i jus hope dere's someone by my side.

but it nv happen.