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im so depressed today.
whole day isnt right for mi.


okay i regretted so badly for nt studyin hard enuff last yr.
regretted so badly for nt tryin to appeal to Retail.
my class jus SUCKS!
de moment hazel, karen n i stepped into de class,
i was lk 'okay frequency isnt right'
so we jus outcasted ourselves at another corner of de class.
less than 20pple in my class thou gals mre than guys still.
all faces look so unfamiliar.
nv even seen them b4 durin last yr.
maybe onli 2 familiar faces.
was sooooo sad la.

suppposed to mit karen at paya lebar tis mornin b4 meetin hazel at dover.
but karen onli woke up after i call her at 7.05 wen i supposed to mit her at 7.15 -.-
end up i reached skool ard 7.50 while both of them 8.30 den reached.
so we're late for lesson for half hr.
but still okay la tutor wasnt tat strict yet.
while in de com lab,
i still told karen "v weird lor nw u turn bac c is all diff faces"
actualli wen i sae tat oso vvv sad lo lk no longer same class as de rest.
thou onli last yr same class as them but at least all r familiar wif each other,
at least frequency still alrite la.
but tis yr was so sucks.
den karen heard wat i said den she started to get sad oso.
soon,
her eyes gt red. haha!
worst still,
karen transfered to DCM successfully.
tat means hazel n i gonna be lonely in tat class.
it's sooooo sad.
left mi n hazel struggling in tat class.
seriously it jus makes mi dread gg skool everyday.
jus don feel right n comfortable wif tis class.
so hw am i gg to studi wif it for 2 freaking yrs?

first day first wk n we haf lectures n tutorial todae.
i tot wld still be slack for first wk,
but damnit.
accounting totally turns mi off!
tot last yr poa finish jiu no mre.
but tis yr came another financial management accounting
thou i tried so hard to open my eyes todae durin lessons,
but my brain jus blocked!
nth go into my brain.
ahh i promised myself to studi hard tis yr.
but hw am i gg to studi in tis dull environment,
wen i've no one to tok to except hazel.
somemre sure lots of presentations n grp work.
suddenly i hate skool soooo much.
i miss last yr DBA 02...........
de rest of them in HR, marketing, retail still gt at least 5 or 6 same class.
haiii but my SCM onli hazel n i...

tml havin lessons frm 8am to 3pm.
so bored.
if one day either hazel or i nv go skool,
i tink we gonna be soooo lonely in de class.


okay shall nt bein to emo..
went sports hall to help out for our bball cca booth.
lots of guys registered wen actualli we're onli recruitin gals.
but aniwae jus shun bian help de guys team.
hmm suddenly no mood to explain liao.

mit dummie after our cca booth thingy.
went jp.
went to cut hair after tat.
i swear i regretted so much!
lk finally i grew my hair longer le,
but tat person jus cut it awae!!
IT'S SOOOOO SHORT!!
i duno hw am i gg to style my hair tml..
i've no face to go skool anymore oready.
jus lk bac to my old hairstyle lidat la.
damn fking short!!
i reali gt so damn freakin sad n heartache to c my hair lidat
todae jus wasnt right at all!!!

but dummie was funny la.
cos she happened to saw other pple's sms in my phone.
den suddenly she go switch on de song Unfaithful.
cos normally she wont listen to tat so i noe wats she referin to.
haha den was lk kp laffin la
den she ownself laff non stop. bth~

duno wat happen to dummie n my phone.
we jus cant receive each other sms.
even sms to her sis or my sis hp oso canot.
tsk stupid telecom.


im reali soooo tired.
gonna slp soon.
tml gonna be another long day.
studi in a boring class.
havin long hrs of tutorials n lectures.
i jus feel lk quittin skool so much.
biz is so boring..



cherish/