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im jus so unhappy nw.
why is everything lk tis nw?
we cant pleased everyone,
n we're nt meant to pleased everyone.
but i jus hate pple to backstab behind n act lk v gd infront of them.
don lk jiu don lk.
but y still wan force urself to lk?

bball....
frm sec1 till nw..
brought mi fun wif frens ard.
but brought mi so much unhappiness n made mi realised so much tings nw.
if nt becos of bball,
maybe i wont noe hw a human can be lk wen dey're nt pleased.
i hate myself to be in such position nw.




jus saw ahlu's reply in jy's tagboard.
made mi mre dwn.
again,
we cant pleased everyone.
wen ur tryin to sae smth to make them realise wat u wan to sae,
end up onli will yue miao yue hei.
wats de definition of team?
arent a team suppose to train n work hard tog?
arent frens suppose to rely on each other?
BIAS, a sickenin word tat i hate it so much nw.
yes maybe we neglected her bdae or wat n celebrated other teammates happily,
but if we're nt close,
hw r we supposed to rem each n every one bdae?
wen we hardly c each other lk at least once a wk?
put myself in other pple's shoe?
i onli noe tat if u don make de effort to be in de grp,
u cant expect anything much.
frm de start,
we're nt outcastin anyone.
we alwaz tink de mre de merrier.
if no one make de effort to be tog wif one another,
den don complain abt bias.

yes trgs r boring.
wats de feelin of trg tog but nt achievin anything honour?
hardly haf trgs wif mre than 10pple.
lk as if weite love to train such a team.
but again,
do u noe de meaning of frens?
if u tink u haf de skills,
go on to find beta teams.
i don tink we nid to beg pple to stay cos of their skills.
wat is tat?

conclusion,
i onli noe tat if pple is nt makin de effort to be in a grp,
don blame pple for bein so-called-bias.
nobody is outcastin anyone hu make de effort to be in a grp.
we're once happily tog.
again,
we cant pleased everyone.



haii tis is y i jus hate bball so much nw.
so much unhappines nowadays cos of bball.
it's alwaz de same in every team tat im in before.
once someone tat i trusted so much n reali treated her as my close frens,
but end up?
same old situation.
sometimes reali make mi realised tat no fren can be trusted 100% at all.
im disappointed.
cos i believe in frens too much in de beginning.

nth can be turned bac to de past nw.







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