.

maybe i will need more time.

hate myself,
from doing what i don't wish to.
i thought i could forget about it.
but it seems like impossible.

maybe,
all i need is time.
time will get me by.

i've been lying,
to myself.


why can't we turn back the time.
if we can,
i won't let all these things happen.
everything will be fine and normal.

but the fact is,
we can't.
i can only escape.
escape from the fact the way it is now.
don't feel like doing anything or making any decision.
just run away.