.

my legs are like gonna break soon.
work today is like boring.
around 7pm no customer already.
then all of us were like saying can close early today.
then dunno who saw fiona xie beside our shop.
so all of us purposely went outside to see.
even the kitchen staffs came out -.-
now you know the power of big booby.
haha.

cause i gave them a shocking look today.
liz and elkana laughed at me the whole night,
whenever they remember my tat look.
damn.

tomorrow i'm OFF from work.
okay i'm like happy.
finally a day,
i can sleep till late and nua at home.
but the year1s are tempting me to go out tomorrow =/

weekends,
working again.
okay at least work makes me busy,
so that i wont think,
that much.


cause very free during work today.
think a lot.
i'm really sick and tired of how people look or gossip about me.
i don wanna care anymore.
no matter what they say,
i'm still gonna be firm in my stand.
i don care.
i hate regrets.

say i'm stubborn,
i'm dumb,
i'm naive,
i'm a bastard,
i still know what i want.


i'm not looking forward to ending work anymore.

false hope,
is all i get.
i chose to believe in everything,
but disappointment is all i get.
2 years ago,
i'm naive.
2 years later,
i'm still naive.

everything, i mean it.

tell me,
it's just a joke.

i thought it's already numbed.
can it don hurts,
like please.

i've no right, to ask you back

i'm so gonna mia,
like soon.
only work and sleep is all i need.