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i'm in school!
haha psychology lesson 9am to 12pm.
now i'm slacking in library,
waiting for that stupid ade.
finally can have our sakae.
LIKE FINALLY.......

psychology is actually quite interesting and fun.
but i'm just so lazy to wake up for class.

anyway i got 3 warning letters already!
actually should have 1 more coming in but dunno why havent receive yet.
haha.


tonight having game with kaixuan.
i hope i wont feel like dying halfway.
that time game with ITE east,
dunno why no energy at all.
run like f sia.
feel like giving up so much.
after game as usual,
have to cab to work.
kinda dread going to work now.
cause seems like there's quite alot of problems arises recently
=/



i'm really starving now.
but still have to wait for herrrrrrrrr.

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my head gonna burst soon =/
been feeling unwell since friday night.
sat after work reached home around 6am,
slept all the way till sunday night.
woke up ate a few mouths of porridge,
bth and went back to sleep.
all the way slept till this morning.
feeling much better than yesterday,
so dragged myself to school.
but on the way in train,
totally regretted.
wanted to alight and uturn back home so much.
totally feel like puking inside.
but still dragged myself to school.
climbed that stupid hill up biz block.
walked as slow as a snail,
still feel like puking -.-
sour plum, ribena gummy and cranberry juice doesnt helps :(

waiting for my next lesson.
no choice have to attend still.
mc for work at bakers yesterday and today.
bet i cant go for training tomorrow too.


was planning to go sentosa straight after work on saturday.
so freda and i can drive.
but ahlu totally have phobia in sun tanning now.
haha her reaction damn funny when we told her to go tanning.


next week MST week.
i havent been attending school,
so i doubt i can pass =/
NO MOTIVATION FOR SCHOOL AT ALLLLLLLLL.
but i don wanna kenna kick out at my LAST semester of school -.-


okay i'm feeling nauseous now again.
brrrrrrrrrrr.

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seriously i totally have NO mood and motivation to go school now.
everyday like drag myself to school dunno for what reason.
also not listening in class.
just for the sake of the attendance -.-
i can sense that i will stay back for another half a year.
either debarred by tutor,
or fail my exam.
haha!


dunno why,
i thought single life will be richer.
but i seems to be poorer now.
haha spent money like water.
totally spent away my salary in LESS than a week -.-
eat grass now again.
haha.
high maintenance.
jialat.
yesterday ahlu and i were still saying,
everytime with girls also must be gentlemen,
everything also must pay.
but now with freda and joanne,
we seems to be like gigolo.
hahaha totally laughed like mad.


tomorrow mambo night again.
heard that got what pussycat dolls.
but don think is the real pussycat dolls will come la.
if not zouk so small.
haha.
tired........

i cant afford to skip lessons AGAIN.


and and and!
freda kept saying i've big and fat face!
like wth.....
really damn sad when people say that.
like i'm always the first-time-see-not-bad-ONLY.
like after the first time jiu dont want see already =/



it's kind of weird,
when you're playing in a match,
but nobody is watching you play.
hah maybe i'm used to having someone watching me play
=/

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you can seldom see me update during weekends.
cause i will tired till...................


thursday after training went town to watch movie with liz, ahlu and joanne.
watched Madagascar!
super cuteeeeeee!
think ahlu got damn irritated by my laughter =P
after movie,
went clarke quay cause they wanna drink.
but end up all close.
took cab to doubleO but already nearing 3am,
close also -.-
so end up bought vodka from 7-11 and went east coast.
haha.
then freda joined us after work.

played that 5-10 game again.
i really didnt drank alot.
but the moment i stood up and went to toilet,
totally wanna dieeee so much.
totally drunk and wasted.
the next thing when i'm sober,
i'm already at joanne's house.
haha.
thats why skipped friday lessons again -.-


friday night went to work as usual.
ass came but was kinda busy at that moment.

saturday worked at bakers.
supposed to work at 11am but i thought is 12pm.
haha totally late.
but already tired like f cause only slept like 3hours.


after work meet liz and freda for dinner.
then went zouk early cause freda start work early.
totally NO crowd one lor.
damn free until me and ahlu keep playing.
cause we same bar then started writing notes and passing around.
haha too free.
end work at 5am,
but waited freda till 6am.
so 4 of us went tiongbahru market for breakfast,
then we so wanted to take cab home,
but ahlu only allowed us to take cab to tiong then take train -.-
totally wanna slap her just now.
haha.


supposed to meet at 4pm at orchard.
but everyone overslept!
haha so think meet at 4.45pm instead.
going town for dinner,
then head down to zouk for staff night.
if i don drink = boring
if i drink = drunk
-.-

hope i don miss lesson tomorrow.
worse still,
i just remember zhenghua cup starts tomorrow -.-

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i JUST got home.
now i'm thinking whether i should go school at 9am later.
freaking 9am to 3pm!
still got work whole night.
dunno if i can survive not.

noon met ass for qi ji.
didnt eat that for like 84351687227 years already.
haha.
and that stupid ass keep hitting my toot -.-

after lunch went school for this "interview" thingy.
i totally never wear formal lor.
haha but heck.

training in the evening.
can dieeeeee please.
totally wanna surrender already.

after training went cine with liz,
meet up freda and joanne.
watched high school musical.
-.- abit want to watch till sleep sia.
sing and sing and sing and sing.
haha.
then headed to cuppage for supper.
then dunno who suggested going party world.
firdian came along too.
liz and i were really impressed by how freda and joanne sang.
TOTALLY different from the way they talk!
haha but nice thou.
then got bored.
freda and i started to play 5-10.
then firdian joined in.
finished up the snacks,
then we mixed the drinks like coffee, ice honey, fruit punch, lime juice and mango juice.
wah totally drank till we want puke.
and freda really puke!
haha worse than alcohol!!


okay my head is a little heavy now already.
should i go school??
haha

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wanted to ask liz replace me for work today.
but she totally didnt see my sms at all -.-
so end up no choice,
drag myself there.

abit moody during work.
hungry,
tired,
losing lots of blood.
haha.

totally hungry like hell during work.
thanks to glynnis,
who came to my rescue.
bought me sweets and nuggets.
haha if not maybe i will so faint there.

after work went for supper with liz, lac and lac's cousin.
totally full like hell now.
haha i know i'm contradicting.
haha.



tomorrow only going school for TEN MINUTES.
haha having interview thingy.
have to wear formal =/
totally sucks.
but training in the evening.....
have to bring so many stuffs :(


okay bye

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having OM lab lesson now.
boring shit.
suddenly come red.
don feel like going work later at all.
but dunno how to answer to ken or alix =/

eyes itchy whole day long.
keep rubbing and tearing.


i don wanna this to happen at all

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worked till morning on both friday and saturday night.
so only get to sleep around 7am.
off today cause is my mum's birthday!
but i totally slept whole day till 7pm.
haha.

tomorrow really must dragged myself to school.
if not lots of lecturer gonna call me already.
still going bakers to work after that =/

and this coming sunday is zouk staff night!
can drink for freeeee.
enter for freeeee.
haha and liz said i can have free flow of orange juice -.-
cause i cant drink.





i dont know you anymore

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i totally just woke up.
totally missed whole day of lessons =/
yesterday i was still saying i'm gonna be a good girl this week,
but..........
-.-
i didnt even remember that i did snooze my alarm lor.
cause when i woke up,
i cant find my phone.
after that i found it under my blanket -.-
i didnt remember anything.
jialat.
abit lost count of how many lessons i missed already.
haha.


going out for dinner with family later.
to celebrate my mum's birthday.
though is on sunday but cause she only off today.
so ya.


and my gums hurts.
dunno is it cause of that extra teeth behind or too heaty.
also dunno is that wisdom tooth or what -.-

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they said i look like Tarepanda -.-

liz really look damn scary.
cause of her accident face.
hahaha

our cheapskate uniform.
we still ownselves tear more holes.
haha

taken inside toilet

see!
liz look so disgusting!
hahaha

haha ahlu want her face to take up half of it

before makeup

she've no hand
haha

ahlu totally never waste the "blood"
put so much.
haha

taken by my bro.
think he can be photographer for ice cream soda.
haha

damn cute right!!
haha.
so damn waste my money also!

shredded chicken porridge.
haha

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i seriously think there's something wrong with me.
i've big appetite.
i swear.
before training cause end class earlier,
ate KFC at fc5 with liz.
after training,
went clementi for dinner as usual.
wanted to go chill chill but dunno where to.
when i reached eunos,
i bought noodles -.-
my tummy is going to be as BIG as liz.
hahaha!
just now after bathing,
we're comparing our tummy inside the toilet.
totally obscene!
hahaha


sunday during work damn relax.
and i had porridge -.-
cause i told ken(supervisor) i was having headache.
so he asked the chef to cook shredded chicken porridge for me
-.- dunno must touched or sad.
haha.
cause we're too free.
liz eileen and i totally stood outside to play.
played like crazy only.
haha.
after work went supper with liz eileen glynnis and ken.
initially just wanted to go for prata.
but ken last minute join and he wanna drink.
so we went balcony.
haha only liz and i ate main course.
cause my porridge peed out already.
haha.
they drank like 2 bottles of kilkenny,
2 jugs of housepour,
1 glass of long island tea,
white wine.
and glynnis totally drunk and wasted.
haha.
so went eileen house to stay over.
i still set alarm at 8am to go school!
but i totally snooze it and go back to sleep.
when i woke up,
i was wondering why am i on the bed.
cause initially eileen said she n glynnis want sleep on bed.
then i remember,
cause after bathing,
i lied on the bed and totally slept till the next morning.
i still had pillow bolster blanket with me,
while the 2 poor ladies have nothing with them.
haha!

morning woke up awhile,
went toilet,
go back to sleep.
while the rest are awake and chatting.
totally slept till noon.
NUA the whole noon at her house.
liz and i started playing wrestling.
haha.
went for work straight after that.
so the 4 of us totally skipped school for the whole day!
hahah


tomorrow = wednesday = BORED
lesson at 9am =/
got work at night :(



ohya!
i got cheated today!
haha.
cause biz school got bazaar.
then after class i went this stall selling jap stuffs.
and i saw a lot of xiaoxin's biscuits and candies!
so i happily choose and choose.
end up?
$11+
KNS.
hahaha but it's really damn cute.

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supposed to work at bakers at 11am today,
but my head totally hurts like f,
so damn feel like vomiting.
going work at 4pm instead later.
jialat.

this morning reached home at like 7plus?
cause after work went for supper/breakfast with ahlu, liz and other colleagues.
yesterday got staff drinks again.
initially wanted to take ribena,
then they were like WHY RIBENA??!!
haha.
end up took vodka cranberry.
drank after work.
only drank a few sips and im feeling feeling hot already.
so all give to liz to drink instead.
haha.


friday is helloooweeeeeen night.
zouk decoration totally steady pom pi pi.
haha totally like their entrance one lor.
haha.
dressed up and do our makeup.
ahlu and i were like helping each other to anyhow draw draw.
freda helped liz and totally gave her a car accident face.
haha damn disgusting.
saw alot of funny dressing from the customers.
and freda is so damn funny.
everytime work same station with her also cant stop laughing.
haha.


before work went bugis instead of mustafa.
with liz steph eileen,
ahlu came afterwards.
bought my "ROLEX".
hahaha.
and they've alot of comments about my watch =/
only ahlu is on my side.
herrrrr.
haha.



tomorrow is monday!
schooling again.
boring shit.
but think tomorrow working bakers after school.
sai.



okay going work soon.



now i know my choice isnt wrong