.

seriously i totally have NO mood and motivation to go school now.
everyday like drag myself to school dunno for what reason.
also not listening in class.
just for the sake of the attendance -.-
i can sense that i will stay back for another half a year.
either debarred by tutor,
or fail my exam.
haha!


dunno why,
i thought single life will be richer.
but i seems to be poorer now.
haha spent money like water.
totally spent away my salary in LESS than a week -.-
eat grass now again.
haha.
high maintenance.
jialat.
yesterday ahlu and i were still saying,
everytime with girls also must be gentlemen,
everything also must pay.
but now with freda and joanne,
we seems to be like gigolo.
hahaha totally laughed like mad.


tomorrow mambo night again.
heard that got what pussycat dolls.
but don think is the real pussycat dolls will come la.
if not zouk so small.
haha.
tired........

i cant afford to skip lessons AGAIN.


and and and!
freda kept saying i've big and fat face!
like wth.....
really damn sad when people say that.
like i'm always the first-time-see-not-bad-ONLY.
like after the first time jiu dont want see already =/



it's kind of weird,
when you're playing in a match,
but nobody is watching you play.
hah maybe i'm used to having someone watching me play
=/