don haf de mood for skool todae. din go for EC lesson in de mornin n i rem wrongly tat my econs lecture is at 1pm, ended up i reach skool at 2. in de end din attend any lesson todae n studi wif my classmates till 5 cos stats test. i absorb nth inside my brain. was listenin songs while studyin n started cryin. sorry guys for dao-ing u all whole dae. i don mean it. but thanx for de pocky. hazel kaingee n kaiwei bought mi a pocky n dey drew smth on de box. kinda touched. wen i finally cool dwn abit, my stupid sis called, n she ask mi don cry anymore. wtf. becos of tat i cried even mre after tat. pple pls don ask mi nt to cry, i duno y i will started cryin if pple ask mi don cry.
after de test met liz go tiong den met lacilia dere. haf some session tat mi n lacilia enjoy but liz hate it. sorry liz! kp remindin liz nt to mention abt her but her mouth reali cant stop askin den i kp askin lacilia to slap her. den liz help mi burn awae de paper n she sae i shld burn awae my sorrows jus lk hw de paper is burnt. crap she tink tats easy. after tat jac n her fren huijun came to find us. went to eat n dey kp tokin abt it, i don wish to listen but dey jus tok abit too loud. den jac n liz started to matchmake mi n huijun -.- jac was lk "tis one(pointin at huijun) nt bad wat" den i jus pei he her n ask huijun "okay so wats ur num?" den dey started teasin mi till my face blush lk nobody business. so paiseh la face so hot. den thruout dey kp teasin n teasin den wen huijun praise mi, i paiseh den dey sae i shy. im shy to pple whom im nt close to wat..cos huijin live in sk den we tk de same train den wen we gg in de train, stupid them jus kp giggling n sae till lk dere's smth gg on between us lidat. even we use de same hp den liz oso wan tease -.- cant stand them..

guys i noe wat u all said is for my own gd. but it's nt jus a crush. i noe it's nt worth it but u all tink it's so easy to forget someone?? u all jus sae tings out infront of mi but did u all care abt hw i feel?
everyone is sayin she's jus playin wif my feelin but i still choose to believe her. cos de one i trust is my silly, nt de gdine nw. everytime wen i tink abt it, my tears jus flow. i din noe i can be so weak. i reali treat it as she's dead n tats wat hurt mi de most. imagine someone u love so much suddenly gone n nv be bac. someone sae she saw u 2 in sk. ur wif her.. nt mi anymore. u don haf to feel sorry or wateva shit. i've said it alot of times. ur nt my silly. i don treat u as her. my silly is alwaz my silly, nt u. n pls don call my name, as in write my name inside de msg. onli my silly can call mi tat, nt u.

feel sooo xin ku lk smth is pressin on mi. my tears r all trap inside. can i jus let it all out at once??

silly, where'd you go? come bac to mi...in my dream.