.

it's raining.
it's cold.
but where r ur hands?



i've been so weak for de past few days,
i've jus made up my mind yest nite to pick myself up.
but i guess nw i still cant tk it.

even my sis said i huo gai.
everybody said i took it for granted.

dey asked to mi fight bac.
i've oready done everything tat i cld.
but still,
no use at all.
cos u don even gif mi de chance to.
ur choice is still nt mi.
jus for a few days,
u can reali let go of everything..
it's so hurting tat she can replace mi to fast, completely.
cos u've gt her,
u wont understand hw i feel.
even if u said i did tis once to u b4.
but i've nt let u go.
i've regretted so much.
but nw i've to regret tat i reali haf to let go.

no matter wat i do,
u still wont change ur mind.
ur as cruel as mi.
as stubborn as mi.
am i reali gonna beg u nt to leave mi?
u kp sayin y i don said earlier.
but did u gif mi de chance to?
u still don understand y im alwaz quarrellin wif u.

im livin my life aimlessly.
each day is so hard to past,
seems so long.
everything i do will haf link wif u.
hw am i gg to forget?
ur reali nt comin bac.

zhen de hen lei, hen lei.
ming ming bu xiang fang shou,
ke shi gen ben mei ji hui.

if we can start afresh,
i promise everything wld be diff.
but u rather start a new life.

'ai yi ge ren, zhi yao ta kai xin jiu hao'
but i tot love shld be selfish.
so y cant i be selfish to get u bac?
cos u've oready made ur choice.
im jus stuffin myself in between.


i can gif up anything, even my bangkok trip.
anything tat u don lk, i wont do.
nobody will in my eyes except u.
i wont quarrel wif u anymore.
wat u said, i'll listen.
i'll do everything tat u say
i'll gif all my time for u.
if u bite mi, i'll nt complain.
if u don wana slp, i'll entertain u.
i wont purposely say things to make u angry anymore.
i wont be harsh to u anymore i swear.
i jus miss ur smile, ur laughters, ur hug, ur everything.
i've nv been so serious abt makin promises, but tis is for sure.
cos losin u is as bad as losin everything.
will u pls gif mi a chance to start afresh?
i jus love hu u r,
but u're nt u anymore.
nw wen i wake up, ur nt beside mi anymore.
u CANT leave my life jus lidat.
hw am i gg to tk it?

i still don understand..
hw can u jus leave lidat?
everything abt us r jus meaningless to u anymore??
ur reali selfish tis time.
u did nt gif mi de chance at all.

[wzdhxn]





im gg to pick myself up.
pls kp mi busy all times.
gg for dimsum buffet wif classmates in 1hr time.
reali hope i can eat lk crazy.
i've to anyhow eat a pill to make myself slp.
hope tonite i can reali slp peacefully.