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yest slept at 7am =/
slept for 5hrs and went school for ASCM test.
didnt really study.
just browse thru and heck.
cause it's MCQ.
so just tikam tikam

after test went vivo with hazel yujin kaiwei kaingee and her friend.
been quite long since i last went out with them.
haha.


spain won 3-0.
neh neh.
i thought they will draw :(


i'm like AWAKE now when i only have 5hours of sleep yesterday.
dunno what's wrong with me recently.
sleeping is the most important thing in my list.
but now?
i can hardly fall asleep.
earliest is 3 or 4am?
now is like 6 or 7am?
i'm going crazy.
my life is like upside down left right.
i'm like only operating in the night.





if i can choose not to think,
i won't.
but the problem is,
i can't.
i dunno what am i thinking.
i'm just tired.
real tired.
i need some good rest.
without any thinking.
i dunno what can i do now.
whats wrong with my life now.
i'm so tired with my life now.



maybe letting you go will be another regret in my life.
but my life is always full of regrets.
know it's hard to find someone else like you.
maybe your the best one for me.
maybe i didnt know how to appreciate.
communcation breakdown.
you dont trust me.
what you want is not what i want.
what i want is not what you want.
you said that you try to understand me,
maybe i dont understand you,
or rather i didnt put myself in your shoe.
we're drifting apart.

feel so helpless.
i've already done what i could do.
but all i get was your cold shoulder.
a broken friendship can never be mend.