.

hate myself for making those stupid mistakes.
mistakes that i don make normally.
pao bu,
double.
and it's not just one time you know.
we could have do so much better.
we could have win.
f my mistakes.
f my stamina.
i donwan sp to be the last.
but we've lost this chance.
and f their coach for looking down at us.
f hell.

maybe i'm jus dai sai.

yest after school,
mit liz, ahdoy, braceskong and steph at fc5 pizzahut.
my order was the slowest and not nice at all.
after that went guild house.
wanted to bowl but full,
wanted to pool but renovation.
end up walked but to moberly.
wanted to jam but have to wait till 3pm.
so i went cafe but it's close.
cause i've to go back biz blk for meeting at 3pm.
so they went jamming first,
and i climb up to biz blk for meeting.
but end up i reached there,
only took papers then can climb down already -.-
only steph and debbie are the pros.
liz almost killed us by her drumming skills.
5pm went back fc5.
meet up the rest of the mates.
bus-ed to rp.

i must be sway whole day.
ade said i din perform.
i know.
i dont play like this last year.
i know no matter how disappointed and angry i am,
coach is the most disappointed.
thou he didnt say,
he didnt scold.
but he must be so disappointed.

didnt go to school today.
the lesson is the one i received warning letter already.
i think soon i'm gonna forward that module.
going out soon,
with project mates to interview NUM.
whole body aching like f.
nose pain like f.