.

i'm feeling so depressed now.
today's not my day.
3 things that happened.

first - went to work today,
ken told me tomorrow working in vivo.
i regret not to tell him that i don wanna go.
but it's too late.

second - i spill drink on customer today AGAIN.
got first time = a lot more times to come.
it's already the second time.
and i swear i really feel like killing myself,
so much.
i dunno whats wrong with my hand.
guilty.

third - ......

liz is nice.
cause she know i'm depressed.
especially after spilling that drink again.
she gonna treat me supper tomorrow.
like stingray tiger prawns sambal kangkong :)
okay love her.

special thanks to eileen too.
sorry that you have 2 useless project mates,
liz and i.
ha.
cos for our gems module,
she'd done all the projects for us.
your nice.
and i'm sorry,
we're useless.
ha.


saw ade, lina, jordan, jez, braceskong, ahdoy, bui eh n steph today again.
as usual,
pass by to disturb.
as usual,
took so many seats but only a few of them ordered.
ha.
i'm sure bui eh is a water bucket.
she drank like the whole bottle of water?


okay i dread going to work tomorrow.
vivo,
another new environment.
and i really hate this com.
i NEED to do my project.

i'm tired.
headache.
i wanna sleep.



are you like happy now?
telling myself,
not to care,
not to mind,
not to think,
but it always turn out to be another way round.
tell me what i want,
what you want.
okay,
it's more than just a pinch.

LOVE GURU next next monday.
i'll try to keep myself free.
don worry,
you've my word for this.