.

nearly die during work yesterday.
tired like f,
eyes are so heavy.
despite forcing myself to drink 2 ice mocha,
liz even added double shots.
and dunno what i ate yesterday,
make me diarrhea the whole day whenever i went toilet.
=/

IAF paper tomorrow morning!
i cant afford to fail,
cause i failed the test that day.
i even have to pass by quite a lot,
if not half more year in SP for me.
sigh.
hope i can really study later.

no time study,
still got time to watch Love Guru later =/
if i fail,
only can say serve me right.



please tell me,
i'm not making a fool out of myself,
i'm not living in self-denial.

loving someone doesnt mean have to be together,
as long as she's happy.
right? right.