.

successfully worked 6 days straight!
feel a sense of accomplishment.
haha.
time to have a break.
off today and tomorrow.
but last paper tomorrow so i still gonna study =/

heard that qi dai ni de ai song during work yesterday.
okay so reminded me about bangkok.
i wanna go bangkok like soon!
but i'm so going hongkong =/


okay suddenly i realised my life is kinda boring.
revolving around the same things everyday.
i'm so gonna get bored to death.

recently there's quite a few people who passed away.
main point is,
i know who are they.
especially this boy live opposite me,
and was my junior in school.
he and his friend suicide by jumping off the window.
i dont understand why when people want suicide,
they dont leave last words behind or whats the reason.
then after they died,
people had to guess the reason why.

if is me,
i will so write everything down.
so people will know what i'm thinking and why i wanna die.
ha.
so if one day i die without leaving anything behind,
it means i'm not attempting to suicide.
ha.

it's quite sad to end your life.
like once you decide to end,
you know you will lose everything.
even if there's really next life,
you wont remember a single thing.

i cant imagine me dying.
cause i will be so separated with my family.
what if i dont remember them.

okay weird post.
but trust me,
i dont intend to die.
haha.


time to take a nap.
it's good to slack at home :)




cause my heart cant take it anymore