din went skool todae again. woke up late den mite as well don go since still will get naggin frm tutor. din went for lectures in de noon oso. argh if end up i cant tk exam is all my fot ahh. cos my attendance definitely less than 75%. tink my classmates seems mre worried abt my attendance sia. karen tis mornin kp naggin mi faster prepare n go for stats tutorial cos i miss alot oready but i sae i will go tk mc.. but end up too lazy so nv go c doc. den kaingee ask mi don be late tml cos poa tutorial i oso pon till canot pon oready. tml havin fom presentation, argh i reali hate presentation. somemre mux wear formal n reali look damn kuku la.



i've oready said tat it's my fot. i didnt make any effort between us. n all along we're frm diff world, no matter wat we're nt meant to be tog. i did tink y wld all these happen. i noe partly is my fot. but do u tink ur at fot too? u alwaz sae u feel insecure wif mi. but wat u wan mi to do? all becos i joke abt other pple n u feel insecure, but i don lk them. i duno wat u wan mi to do in order to show u tat i did love u wholeheartly. u tink u didnt make mi feel insecure? it's worse than tat. cos wat u do, i dislike cos we're frm diff world. ya u said tat all these wont happen if i make effort between us, but u tink i don wan to? for de past few wks u started to treat mi so cold n i noe it isnt de same anymore but yet u deny. u tink i don make any time for u? n u sae i rather mit my frens? becos of u, i didnt mit my frens alot of time n sometimes is reali canot don go den u sae i rather mit them than u. u didnt mit ur frens? ur so busy tat everydae ur meetin someone, u tink u still haf time for mi? u said u definitely make time for mi if i wan to mit u, but i donwan to interfere ur life n end up u cant mit ur frens.

i don wish to noe since wen j appear in ur life, cos i donwan to noe hw long haf i been a fool. n nw u can c her everydae, gd for u. ya we're nt reali tog, i cant blame u for lovin someone else wen she treated u nice. wen i joke abt SINGLE N AVAILABLE, FREE TO MINGLE, u gets angry. but did i mingle? did i make myself reali available for others? im jus jokin n i din mean it but wat did u do behind my bac?? all along my heart is onli for u but wat did i get? i noe i noe. is my fot for makin all these happen. but do u noe wat makes mi so sad nw? all ur sweet talks means nth. "it's hard to love n forget someone" r u sure? i noe u wont sae tis. is silly hu said tat, nt u.
u said im droppin hints n pickin hints, den u? u tink u make mi feel tat u reali love mi? no!
u used drunk as ur excuse. don lie to urself. u noe long ago de one u love is her. y cant u jus tell mi earlier? jus becos u said u duno hw to tell mi n donwan to make mi hurt? wth is tat? u said i listen to my frens wen dey duno anything abt us? did i? i admit i did believe wat dey said in de first place, but after wat u said, i believe u. n dey tink im stupid. sometimes outsiders tend to noe mre tings which r maybe true.
since ur movin on happily nw, y shld i still ownself emo-ing? but it's nt easy.. i jus wan her bac...de old her.
u wont noe memories hurts.
gal, i reali cant forget u.

nw u've her, ur nt my silly. i don nid u anymore n u don nid mi anymore, cos ur nt silly.
i don treat u as my silly so wat u said doesnt mean anything to mi. de one i love is still my silly, nt de present u.


if you come back-
Can you feel me?(Baby can you feel me?)
I've got something to say
Check it out
For all this time
I've been lovin' you girl
Oh yes I have
And ever since the day
You left me here alone
I've been trying to find
Oh, the reason why
So if I did
Something wrong
Please tell me
I wanna understand
'Cause I don't want
This love to ever end
And I swear
If you come back
Here's my life
Baby, till the end of time
(Come back to me Come back to me Here's my life)
And I swear
I'll keep you right
By my side
'Cause baby
You're the one I want
(Come back to me Come back to me Here's my life)
Oh yes you are
I watched you go
You've taken
My heart with you
Oh yes you did
Every time
I tried to reach you
On the phone
Baby you're never there
Girl you're never home
So if I did something wrong
Please tell me
I wanna understand
'Cause I don't want
This love to ever end
No, no, no, no
I swear
If you come back
Here's my life
Baby, till the end of time
(Come back to me Come back to me Here's my life)
And I swear
I'll keep you right
By my side
'Cause baby
You're the one I want
(Come back to me Come back to me Here's my life)
Oh yes you are
Maybe I didn't know
How to show it
And maybe
I didn't know
What to say
This time
I won't, this time
Then we can
Build our lives
Then we can
Be as one
I swearIf you come back
Here's my life
Baby, till the end of time
(Come back to me Come back to me Here's my life)
Oh yeah
And I swear
I'll keep you right
By my side
'Cause baby
You're the one I want
Oh yes you are
And I swear
If you come back
Here's my life
Baby, till the end of time
And I swear I'll keep you right By my side



here without u-
A hundred days have made me older
Since the last time that i saw your pretty face
A thousand lies have made me colder
And i don't think i can look at this the same
But all these miles that seperate
Disappear now when i'm dreaming of your face
I'm here without you baby
But you're still on my lonely mind
I think about you baby
And i dream about you all the time
I'm here without you baby
But you're still with me in my dreams
And tonight it's only you and me
The miles just keep rollin'
As the people leave their way to say hello
I've heard this life was overrated
But i hope that it gets better as we go
I'm here without you baby
But you're still on my lonely mind
I think about you baby
And i dream about you all the time
I'm here without you baby
But you're still with me in my dreams
And tonight girl its only you and me
Everything i know,and anywhere i go
It gets hard but it wont take away my love
And when the last one falls
When it's all said and done
It gets hard but it wont take away my love
I'm here without you baby
But you're still on my lonely mind
I think about you baby
And i dream about you all the time
I'm here without you baby
But you're still with me in my dreams
And tonight girl its only you and me


because of you-
I will not make the same mistakes that you did
I will not let myself cause my heart so much misery
I will not break the way you did
You fell so hard I learned the hard way, to never let it get that far
Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side
So I don't get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust
Not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraid I lose my way
And it's not too long before you point it out I cannot cry
Because I know that's weakness in your eyes
I'm forced to fake a smile, a laugh
Every day of my life
My heart can't possibly break
When it wasn't even whole to start with
Because of you I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you I learned to play on the safe side
So I don't get hurt
Because of you I find it hard to trust
Not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraid
I watched you die
I heard you cry
Every night in your sleep
I was so young
You should have known better than to lean on me
You never thought of anyone else
You just saw your pain
And now I cry In the middle of the night
Over the same damn thing
Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
Because of you
I tried my hardest just to forget everything
Because of you
I don't know how to let anyone else in
Because of you
I'm ashamed of my life because it's empty
Because of you I am afraid
Because of you