.

went junction8 to acc peiwen for her break.
nehneh cheat mi go dwn one lor her. ha
went mos burger n i ordered coke, fries n corn soup.
but 3/4 of de fries is eaten by peiwen.
hah den she said if i cont to don eat,
she'll grow fatter n fatter. ha!
saw hazel dere too!
was lk oh no she gonna anyhow tink again cos tat time at taka oso mi n pw den she tot is my new one
but luckily she don rem her. ha

after tat went taka to mit jinhui n huiyu first,
liz, qihui n jac came after tat.
celebrate liz BELATED bdae wif them.
went kbox wif de buffet thingy.
is actualli quite ex n de food jus lk sakura lidat.
y dey alwaz chose buffet wen i don feel lk eatin~~
but at least i ate mre todae =)
knew tat dey wld sing emo songs.
knew liz wld wan to sing tank de 'zhuan shu tian shi' but donwan remind her,
but after tat she still rem -.-
wen dey sang 'zhuan shu tian shi' n 'wo de cuo',
my heart cramp till lk duno wat.
esp 'wo de cuo'!!
while dey singin emo songs,
jinhui n huiyu still kp turnin to mi to c gt reaction nt -.-
but 'zhuan shu tian shi' tat time NEARLY cos jinhui kp patting mi -.-
luckily gdine called mi n save mi out frm tat emo room!

after kbox-ing ard 10plus went acid bar, rouge, No.5 but too crowded,
den huiyu v disappointed cos she kp sayin No.5 de chic wing v nice -.-
pple go dere drink she go eat chic wing. ha
so walked to PS n went opposite de Giraffe!
look so cool la cos alwaz saw it frm PS but nv go dere b4.
nice ambience for couples!
huiyu n jinhui ordered cosmopolitan but diff types,
mine is tequila,
liz is LATE NITE martini,
qihui is ice lemon tea -.-
but her ice tea saved us!!
cos liz de LATE NITE martini was lk HELL.
wen she ordered tat,
de waiter still ask her repeat again den we was sayin "mus be nobody order tis b4 in 5yrs"
haha n end up tat drink SUCKS!
worst drink EVER!!
all of us drank a sip onli den all face changed den ji tao wan puke den faster drink qh de ice tea.
haha was such a torture to drink tat.
den we still said tat drink reali can make her NITE LATE cos too disgusting.
poor liz~
but cos of tat drink,
alot of funny things happened =)

den liz took out her GIANT choco bar out tat lac gave her,
duno y at first drank felt nth but ate a few mouth of de choco jiu face started to get hot.
im a lousy drinker u c...
den tink abit "high" liao den duno wat im doin oso,
den jiu happily joked wif them.
but left de giraffe bar le went under a pavilion to tok.
tink dey c i drunk drunk jiu wan dig info out frm mi -.-
actualli i don rem wat exactly did i said oso cos jus closed my eyes n mumble mumble.
de way jh tok to mi v fierce la lk scoldin mi lidat.
tink tats de reason y i started cryin again. ha!
cos she said i've nt done my best to woo bac,
but i reali tried but useless.
cos i noe she's as stubborn as mi.
den i duno exactly wat im sayin den some parts dey still laff lk hell -.-
but i knew wat dey sayin la n it's true.
"if dere's isnt any rival,
u reali will wait till her bdae n nt lk nw so anxious.
u onli regret it after i lose it.
u shld put myself in her shoe tat i did hurt so much tat time too.
if she's firm wif her decision den let her be.
u can onli wait n time will decides everything.
let her go out to c de world,
she'll understand wen she gets older.
ur still young,
nt tat she means everything to u,
n r u sure u reali will gif up things jus for de sake of her"
listen le oso quite angry wif myself cos it's true.
i'll tink tat i've done my best but tat is nt wat she wan.
althou 18 nt v young but still quite young,
but im sure tat im reali willing to gif up anything.
in conclusion,
i cant do anything but wait.


dey heng im nt in my right mind den abit drunk tats y will said these tings out.
but after tat jiu felt okay n in fact beta =)
but reali thanx for pei-ing mi sit dere for so long,
somemre i closed my eyes oso duno wat im tokin abt.
thanx liz for wiping my tears,
thanx jh, huiyu n qh for tokin sense into my brain,
thanx u guys alot.
cos reali felt so much beta. =)

sat n sun gonna stayed at hm n be a gd gal cos leavin on mon 7am!!
thurs comin bac at hmmm..
tink evenin time?
7th march gettin bac result but in bangkok at tat time so tink come bac den can c.
haii sure fwd alot of modules.
i don wana studi 4yrs in poly laaaaaa.


IN CASE i reali cant come bac safely frm bangkok,
MUM, SIS, BRO I LOVE U~!!
althou we're nt tat kind tat will say tis kind of things but jus in case no chance to sae anymore.
thanx for givin in to my stubbornness n spendthrift-ness.
sorry tat i've nt done anything proud for tis family but onli spendin money lk water.
if i reali din come bac,
i still hope i can still be in tis family wif u all!!
i'll write my proper last word n put inside my slam dunk piggy bank.
if anything happens,
pls open up to c.


dummie...
tk gd care.
even if im nt comin bac anymore,
i can be ur guardian angel!
24/7 by ur side.
wen u cry, i'll help u cry.
wen ur sad, i'll help u sad.
wen ur sick, i'll suffer it for u.
wen someone bully u, i'll whack him lk a pig.
wen u play ball, i'll prevent u frm fallin dwn.
wen u feel dwn, i'll make u up.
wen u feelin fat, i'll help u eat.
wen u buy 4D, i'll make sure u win it.
wen u dream, i'll mit u dere.
wen ur happy, i'll be glad.
so in ur life,
dere will onli be happiness.
be strong.
but nt too stubborn pls.
i'll still be urs in next life.

wat i wana say is all in de song 'wo de cuo'

althou i dread gg bangkok nw,
cos everythings will be diff wen i come bac.
but dere's no pt for mi stayin here either.


tk care pple!
esp my frens!
doze hu reali care for mi.
im fine nw thanx =)

3plus den reached hm.
so slpy nw..
shall go slp.
gd mornin eveyone~
im gg to bed.
gd nite~

ohya karen sway sway wish mi yi lu shun feng nw cos in case no chance to tok to mi b4 i leave -.-
sound so sway rite. hah
aniwae thanx!



i'll wait