.

again,
i'm sorry for what had happened.
didn't mean to turn out this way.
it's always too late to regret or apologise after things had happened.
maybe all along,
i'm not worth to be trusted.

i swear my life now is all screwed up like fuck now.
why must you say such stuffs.
when you know it really hurts me.
i've no idea what can i still do.
all of you are my friends.
why must you draw a line between us.

just because of one stupid incident,
and everything turn out this way.
you think i want it to happen?
you think i'm happy with the situation now?
do you understand how i feel?

living in self-denial.
it's killing me.