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terrible day.
had too much news to absorb.
i think i'm gonna have asthma soon.
still felt so breathless during work.

work today was just alright.
cheryl not working so no one to disturb.
elkana work dinner shift so cannot disturb too.
but joshua was kinda funny.
cause i always drop stuffs when i'm on the way to kitchen.
then dunno why he keep dropping too then he said kena my virus.

i seriously think i'm dying soon.
after watching 1 EPISODE of '1 litre of tears' LAST TIME,
cause i dunno why,
i keep hitting on things recently,
keep dropping things.
when normally during work,
i wont lidat.
but these few days i'm just lidat -.-

after work met lac,
went cityhall to meet bao, qh, jh and hy.
had dinner at shokudo,
then head down to arab street for seesha.
i had been going there so often recently.
but dunno why just don feel good to be there today.
and my throat is like burning now.
okay i can so sense that my life is shorter now.

been quite sway today.
keep saying things like i go hongkong then wont come back.
cause my mum said there's still typhoon over there?
okay,
so i shall leave my last word before i leave.
though CHOY.


okay no work tomorrow.
gonna so cut my hair,
change hammies bedding,
tidy my house,
sleep all i want.


girls can really be that heartless if they want to.
i shall stop my want-don-want-attitude.
cause in the end,
i'm the one to suffer.


i really wanna leave so much now.
like clear my mind.
though i know when i'm back,
things will definitely change.



why the one who hook my arms wasnt you.
why the one who rest the head on my shoulder wasnt you.

just a little more colder than this,
it's so gonna be a bye.