hmm pf tok to mi n ask mi wat happen. i told her n she sae nw den i realise hw she felt tat time. ahh makes mi felt guilty. maybe it's all retribution! it's somehow similar case as wat it is nw. cos tat time cos of joyce, i left her. cos tat time she love mi at de wrong time n i left her in de end n she was v hurt tat time. arghh im sorry.. den she said she kp studyin in order nt to tink of mi den end up she score v gd results n all thanx to mi. haa funny gal. she asked mi next time go club tog, duno y i hate to hear tat so much nw. hmm nw i noe hw she felt tat time. in de end, she ask mi to fight for de one i love. nt tat i donwan to, but everything haf changed..
todae went for dinner wif my family. my stupid sis jus love to gek mi. she pat mi n sae "don be so sad oready" but she sound sarcastic n nt consoling mi at all! den while eatin, i was tellin my mum tat i gonna wear specs soon cos i cant c clearly den my sis added "cry too much liao izit". den thruout de dinner she kp purposely say abt her bf n love thingy den i was lk 'wth..u beta watch out..' but ok la..i noe she don mean it.
im so nervous nw cos of tml presentation!! damn paiseh one la. im feelin much beta todae. din cry so much =)

i donwan to get u off my life,
but i haf to. understand?
i will onli suffer mre if i don.
but nth gonna change anything abt u, everything of u in my phone remain, esp in my heart.