.

went to work giddy giddy.
after work went for supper with liz and eileen.
actually they don wanna eat,
but cause i keep acting kelian lidat,
then they gave in to me.
haha.
liz was still saying i'm not me.
cause i talked alot -.-
emo also wrong.
talk happily also wrong.
=/

just cabbed home.
tired like f already.
tomorrow working 12 to 10.30 again.
but nvm,
cause liz and eileen working too.
though eileen only work 3 hours?
but nvm,
cause cheryl and elkana working.
at least got people to disturb.
haha.


4 more days to hongkong!



i knew the real reason behind it.
the only little hope left,
is gone.
i'd accept.
it's the same freaking thing happening again.
in the end,
it all turned out to be my fault,
when i dont even know what happened.
i dont even deserve a chance to explain.


live for myself.
there's no one to trust,
no one to love wholeheartedly.

the whole world is wearing a mask,
even the one you love the most.

okay i really feel like shit for being treated so coldly.
time to change,
everything in my life.
it's just part of the memory in my life.
you'll just be part of it.